MAFIA'S

CHRIS

***TATIA’S P.O.V***

I was not at all interested in going to that party, but just because of Andrew, I went there.

I was sitting quietly by the side when Chris came to me and said “Comon Tatia, if you will be sitting like that, then I won’t like it at all. Come, let’s have a dance.”

He asked me to dance. No I couldn’t. “No Chris, I am good.”

“Comon Tatia, please just accompany me.” he held my hand and then we both went on the dance floor.

He put his hand on my waist. I looked at him then put my left hand on his shoulder. We started to dance at the song. We were both close to each other.

“I know that parties and you being alone are hating it.”

I looked into his eyes as he said “No it’s not like that, it’s just that I don’t know most of the people.”

“In fact, you won’t believe that I also don’t know most of the people, but Dad wanted me to throw this party to have everyone from our school so that I would be able to know them, or most of they’ll be able to know me.”

He said with a smirk on his face “I never had this sort of thing.”

Wait, he said that he invited the whole school, but Andrew hadn’t invited him over. Why did he do that he didn’t get that? I was about to ask that when he said

“I know you must be thinking about why I didn’t invite Andrew over here. You want to know the reason, Tatia.”

“He asked me in a flirty way.”

I nodded

At him to “Yes, I want to know want to that why you didn’t invite him over here when everyone else is here, the one who ones are not your friends. Then what was the reason for not inviting him over here?”

He smiled at me and made me go in a round to dance. “It’s yku Tatia.”

As I fell down, he held me by the waist and said to me “What do you mean by that I am the reason you didn’t call him over here. What kind of logic is it?”

“This is the logic. It’s because I wanted to spend time with you and, being a part of that school, I have almost understood that he is your best friend and if he had been here, then you would not have been in my arms.”

He said. I blushed. I don’t know what had happened to me. I mean, I just don’t understand that what happened to me that I blushed There was no reason for blushing.

“I think what you did was absolutely wrong. He is my best friend, and he should have been here not cause of that but because he is not just your schoolmate but also your classmate.”

I said it, then made my way off the dance floor. He followed me said “Stop Tatia.”

He held my hand to stop me. “Why should I stop if my best friend is not invited over here, then I also don’t want to come over here. Okay, excuse me, now, please let me go.”

I said, but he didn’t let go of my hand, he stopped me from going, then looked at me and said “I am sorry I will invite him next time, but if you accept it or not accept it, then you will just consider it.”

“What is it?”

“I like you Alena, I truly like you. I won’t say that it’s love because it’s not love yet. I don’t know. I mean. I never felt. so, but Tatia I want to be your friend, I know that. cause right now I can’t ask for anything more than this I hope that you get my point I want to hurt you it’s just that please be my friend.”

He said he. just confessed that he likes me. It never happened to me. Definitely he is really nice, but that I am married to Andrew. Should I even consider being friend with him. It’s just what I should do. I said it to myself.

“Yes, I mean I will be your friend, but not anything more than friend.”

“Definitely don’t worry about anything else now. Can we please go back inside if the party is still left.”

I nodded at him, then made my way inside. We were both just talking and laughing when a man came said “Hello, so is is this beautiful lady?”

He asks Chris “She is Tatia.”

“Nice name, if I am not mistaken, then you are Christopher’s daughter, right?”

I smiled at him. “Yes.”

“Nice your father and I are business partners. It’s good to see that you two are becoming friends.”

Chris smiled at me. Then his father left. “Wow, look how awesome this is that my father is friends with your father.”

I nodded at him, “Yeah it’s great Chris, now I have to go.”

“Why, I mean you should wait more soon.”

“Sorry but I can’t actually I usually come with Andrew. Then mom never says anything, but this time I have come alone, so I want to go early. I don’t want to upset her.”

“Sure, no issue problem I don’t want that just cause of me you will never be scolded.”

He said I smiled at him and then came out of his house. I was just looking around, then got in my car. My eyes were, for some reason, searching for him. I saw him. I smiled at him, then I came back home from the party.

I was going to my room when mom said “Tatia.”

I stopped on my track and looked at her. I smiled at her. “Yes mom.”

I said. She looked at me with anger “Why should you have to go to that party when Andrew was not invited. What was the need to do that?”

I am confused. I mean I don’t get it that why she is talking like this “Mom if someone will invite me for a party then I am supposed to go that is what I should be doing right.”

I said cause this is what I should be doing, “No you should not be doing this. Absolutely not. I am extremely sorry, but you should not have done that if you got that.”

“But why mom, what’s wrong with it? I mean mom, I don’t understand for what reason you were scolding me. What have I done to deserve this?”

“Tatia, you must be thinking that I am talking like a fool, but I am not honest. If you opened your eyes, then you would known this. That you both have a relationship now you both are not just friends and you both have to mold it friends both have to embrace it.”

She said definitely I have to embrace that relationship and I can’t even enjoy my life. What kind of logic is

“Mom, what sort of logic is it that I can’t have a life for myself. What is wrong that I have done, mom, even for once, you would have thought that this is not the right thing, but no, you are just on the verge that you want to force my life decisions and want me to change for him.”

“Yes, I want that, and you should be doing that. Have you ever seen me coming from any party without your father come because I have made that happen, Tatia. I want you to make sure that Andrew is respected everywhere and because that, you have to respect him first, which you never do.”

She said," I respect him. I do that, but mom just thinks that I am the bad one over here. “Lily stops it, stop scolding stops, Tatia, right now, she can go to places wherever she wants to go, and she can definitely go alone.”

Dad told mom thank god, at least there is someone who thinks that I am not wrong. “Tatia come to my room.”

I followed him. We both sat in his room. “Tatia, I know that all these things are new to you and the way your mom is acting. She is not doing any. Wr she is just exaggerating it all, but she is also not wrong. The way is definitely wrong.”

“But Dad, I am not wrong. I just went to a party.”

“I have never stopped you from anything, no one will ever stop you from doing anything, but there is one thing that I want you to know, that now you are both representing each other and that’s the most important thing is that you represent him nicely.”

I nod at him. I will do that. I will not disappoint dad. I will not make him feel that I don’t want that. I will make sure that it happens.

“Dad, I never want to hurt you. He will do that. It’s just that it’s going to take time for me to be friends with him. He is just a friend for me to this relationship.”

He laughed at me. “I can understand it.

Tatia happens to everyone when I get married to Oily. This happened to me. Also I was feeling weird, as of now, everything is a new sort of stuff that, is why it was even needed, but then it all went well.”

He told me I definitely love them together. They two are adorable together. I love them, but at the same time, I feel that falling for someone. Then getting married. It will only happen. I just don’t get it. It’s just I never wished for that.

“Sure that.” I just said that then made my way to my room. I changed into something comfortable and went to my balcony. I was able to see Andrews' room.

I am sorry come Andrew, that I didn’t come to your place when I was supposed to, as I usually do, but now we have to keep our. We have to do that. It’s just necessary for us.

“Sorry Andrew, but even though I am not doing anything, it just feels like I am doing something wrong and, honestly, I don’t want to face you or tell you anything.”

I told him. I took a deep breath, then as I was about to turn I got, shock as I saw a man, “Alexander.”

I immediately went to him and then hugged him tightly. “I can’t believe this that I am seeing you. What the hell is it? Why you were not here? Why?”

I asked him, as honestly, I needed him here, but he was not here. He had some meetings. l don’t know what they were but there was something.

“So sorry, baby sister, but I hope that no one has troubled you. After all, you are my sister.”

I just smiled at him cause there were no words that I had to tell him. There was just nothing that I could have said to him.

“Tatia, what happened. Why you look like something is bothering you. What happened. You trust me right tell me what it is just go for it. T me I am your brother. Tatia tell me.”

I wiped my tears and then nodded at him, “When you were not here, Alexander, everyone forced me and Andrew to get married.”

“What they all did, what are they all insane that they tried such a thing that they just.”

He said it in anger. I nodded at him. “Yes. I tried Alena tried. Andrew tried, but no one heard us. They were just scolding at us and made us get married to each other I didn’t want that, Alexander.”

I told him. I hugged him as I was still crying He is my brother. Definitely he is my, comfort. He and I needed to tell him everything. He should know it all, that it was not something that happened out of my wish.

“I think that I should talk to mom and Dad.”

He said it. Then he went downstairs. I followed him. “So both of your chitchat is over now, because I’m very hungry.”

Mom said being happy but I just know

how much my brother is angry right now. He’s not going to listen to anyone else.

“Mom cut it mom. I want to know what you all made her do, mom, and what made you all think that it’s absolutely fine to happen or to let it all be like, not even for once if you thought how stupid this mom is.”

He said in anger. mom looked at me, then at him, “Yes, we did that, Alexander cause that was necessary for it's survival and I don’t think that there is anything wrong in it, they both are adults now.”

Mom said as if it was nothing, as if she didn’t see my tears, as if she was not aware that I was not ready for it by any means.

“Cool perfect mom, then as they are adults, it should be their choice to marry whoever they want to force them to do something that they don’t want.”

“Alexander, we have to take care of our kids.”

Mom said “, definitely mom, but this is not care, it’s like a murder mom that you did and, without even thinking, for once, dad also did that mom. He is my only sister's mom and that Andrew is not even good in any ways.”

Dad shouted at Alexander, which made me scared for a moment. “Shutup what the hell do you think that it should be like. Do

you really think that I am a fool no I am not a fool I made this decision cause I know what’s good and what’s bad for my daughter.”

Alexandra laughed at it as dad said it. I don’t know what it is, but it’s just scaring me now.

“Definitely you should be very happy about your decision because you just think that whatever you think or whatever you do it's just absolutely fine when it is not, he is not compatible with my sister not at all and, what is, she will grow up and fall for someone else, then what you will all do.”

He said that, which made me realize that what I am doing right now. I know that what I am wrong with, or I am feeling, but I don’t know, but I’m not able to control it or able to share it with anyone.

“Don’t worry about that, my dear son. I will not let that happen. I will make sure that his heart only beats for him, just because of that, only we make this decision and what you think that the world we are living in or the privilege that you are getting it just all comes without giving anything. No, you have to pay for what you have and this is what she has to do.”

Mom said in a very rude way to I actually didn’t like this at all that I have to pay to be her daughter, of to pay, so that I don’t know why I am doing this. I don’t understand why in the first place they just made this happen. I could have been married to anyone else. Anyone okay? I can’t marry a commoner, but I can marry someone else. It should not have been him.

“Mom dad, I’m sorry that because of me, this has happened, but I am not ready for that. At least we would have let us give some time for both of us.”

Dad looked at me and said“ I’m not here to give an explanation to you from your brother and let me be very clear about what I think, what I did is absolutely right. The fan whom you are married to is my best friend's son I have seen since he. He taken but I know how Koi is good for you. He will never do anything to hurt your feelings and I expect you to do the same thing, am I clear.”

That just said it and then left. He just does it. This way, you don’t care about it but we feel or any of the thing. I mean, I have just thought that I am someone who is very special to him, who can change his heart, who can change his decision as I have been doing that since I was small, but it was for small things. So big decisions. He stated that without listening to anyone

“ I hope that now you both will not create any will be and many times I have to make you understand that ya that the way you Are acting out of you are behaving is not good. You should understand that these actions of yours am not justified.You should know that now it can’t be changed. You are married to him, okay?”

Mom also left with my brother and I was just standing over there. I looked at Alexander and said “Listen, I am extremely sorry that, because of me, you have to have so much for mom and dad. I just knew that this is what it was going to be, but I still cried. I mean just wanted to tell someone that I was not ready for it because I tried telling Mom I tried to make her understand that how I am feeling. I tried talking to Dad, but it was of no use, but I am happy that at least you think that what happened to me was not right.”

“Tatia, whatever mom or dad says should not bother you because I am always going to be there for you. I will always make sure that it doesn’t hurt you by any means. Okay, I just don’t worry about it because I am going to be there with you. I am not going to leave you behind.”

I smiled at that, as my brother saw that. I mean I’m happy that it is he is with me who understands me, otherwise everyone else, in fact, Sandra's mom also thinks that I should just interest be interested I just with it. I should just accept this fact that I am married to my best friend, but the fact was not acceptable to me.

“ Now I think that you should go and eat something and take a rest. You had a long journey and I just hope that it would have been great.”

“Yeah, it was a long and tiring June, but at the same time there I’m feeling very bad that I was not there needed that moment when you needed it me I’m happy that Alena was there. At least she stood up for you and thought that you're her sister also I’m happy for that.”

I smiled at him.“ Do you know what, Alexander? I’m very happy that my mom and dad and meet you marry Alena did it to me, I mean you are dating summer, and you’re going to get married to her which is just such a great thing that you will be married to someone who used to love and I think that that’s going to happen to me also. But it’s alright, I’ll accept.”

I have always admired my brother and his girlfriend. I am in the pot. I are just so cute together. Just perfect. They are always together, and it has always made me feel that I want to love a story like them. I want to love someone in my college days. I want to fall for them, and then I want to get married.

They have always been the best couple of goals for me, but that didn’t happen for me. My whole dream and the whole world has changed and I can’t even blame anyone. I can’t even go back to my best friend and tell him what I’m thinking, or what it was? It’s like now he’s a complete stranger to me, because if I tell him something, what he thinks about, that is a relationship. What are the things that I should be doing if he will not understand all my feelings.

I went to my room, lay down on my bed and thought about eight minutes for a while. Whether should I tell him or not. Then I came to the conclusion that, yes, I should not be telling him anything because he will not understand it. He’s my best friend, but now he’s my husband also and he will like it is that I am starting to like someone, and I have started to generate feelings for someone else. What if we tell someone and everything would just stop?

Should I talk to Sandra. Mom No no no what the hell am I talking to do, she’s the one who made me marry him. At the end of the day, he is her son? She’s going to think that we should get it. I am in all the things that we, not even my mom, consider my happiness. Should I tell my brother about it. No, I don’t think that I will be able to be comfortable to share these things with him? I think that I should just keep all the stuff to myself.

Definitely, it is not easy to keep it all to yourself when you always used to have a best friend whom you used to tell every single thing and of these, no one to whom I can go and tell. That something has happened to me and that makes me happy. That makes me sad. Now it is just like I have to keep quiet

Now I have to start hiding my feelings from everyone. Now this number one, through me can go directly and express my feelings without even thinking about the ones that were. They will think about it because they are going to be there for me. They are bad. I think that, yes, I am there for them, but everything just reached has the all. I just changed it all, because both of us know it’s not easy.

I am definitely acting like a very selfish person and I think that sometimes we have to act like that. Only because sometimes I have to think about our happiness. Only for the first time I have been feeling something that I have never felt. I mean indecent in my teen years. I have never felt anything for everyone. I never feel that this is something that I will ever feel for anyone, but yes, today I just felt that this was something.

Should I just feel that I can also love someone and there is someone who can also love me without even thinking who I am or where I belong to, or who will not get scared of my father or my brother or anything, who will just love me purely for who I am, and I just wanted that, and now I am feeling that thing I just want to wonder that feeling and be in that thing I am extremely sorry and do whatever I am doing but at the same time I know that when you will know that right maybe you’ll understand why did that I just hope that you understand that and forgive me in future because now I have to start hiding things from you? I don’t want that I’m just that has not even been started. Will go away from me at a stop just because of my stupid move.

On one side, I had the great trick of doing whatever I was about to do, but on the other side. I’m very happy. My heart is very happy that I am feeling it. I’m very happy that I am able to feel that thing. I am not able to define a definite definitely. In one night. I can’t fall for someone especially I can start liking him and especially being the most handsome guy in a school definitely makes a thing.

And the shocking point is that the most handsome man in our school likes me. I mean I never thought that something like this, whatever happened would that someone would call me for a dance, we would be dancing so closely, and then we'd be so close. I think that I should sleep

TO BE CONTINUED…