***TATIA'S P.O.V***
today is the day of the party items that was out of the box and then bought it and then the makeup artist came and then put the whatever they have to put on my face and I love myself in the mirror yes I am definitely looking your table with this what I am reading and this whatever it is for my holiday I look myself and then then I love that it's time that I should go down I make my way down the stairs and then I so everyone there are so many guests and I am the only one who is it then I saw that my sister-in-law and my nearest ATM to me and plant it so many times a week and then kissed me on the cheek and then she look that when you are looking the most gorgeous woman had seemed rather than my brother look at me and said don't say that she said she is the Piggy Piggy Piggy the embed this I love this and I have to say that this big is it into a gorgeous women and unfortunate and hope that women a lot and
it was not easy to come down or something like that in thinking that the door drivers will also be there but no I know how to handle myself I know how to take care of everything will be able to do that and I did that I would have taken care of myself I'm taking care of every single thing and I am taking care of everything and it is actually happening I am happy that it does happen if I don't know I will be able to handle myself when I will be seeing them but I just know one thing that I won't be loving it when I see them it's ok though they are just come the undertaker theme bread and because this is it they are just part of a there is a powerful Mafia family and this is how it should be somewhat old ways with so gracefully boys I smiled at her and then K is known as she is definition no one wants me to have any graduates and in that vs everyone hates them but no one wants me to hurt myself and I have to say that I love that about them they don't because in this
because they will never be the one who get hurt after seeing me or anything else because we are the work that I take a dream that I will be ok good I will not get angry I will not do anything I've been showing this was just looking around when Chris came and then hugged me from behind I just got Sambhal and I was confused when I turned and saw the match I don't know who the hell is the hell are you then he smiled at me and then save did you forgot that because of my god to hurt and that I smiled and then I realised it is equal and then hugged and kissed him on the cheek and I got so happy to see him as I saw a friend of mine Chris Yeh indicated he got on where Thi Hotel my heart but he had not understand rong Tumi other then that it was a single feeling which I had for him what he had but you at that time was right over it for him
which was completely ok everything was completely ok I don't know how but everything was ok I am happy that it was all ok I looked around I smiled and looked at the free serious I love that I think that it is a very nice thing to see such a good places around me nice it's fabulous and what else I could have this site from it now on I don't know I find around and then I saw a few of the faces with him I met you of the people from the school and the one who laughed at me when Chris kis be and it was it in the bad I want to that are available and your I didn't likethat it's ok
I smile that damn I was about to go dance on with someone else and else train to came to me and then held my hand and just when I looked into his eyes and desires looks familiar but then I let it get out of my head that don't we can be and you because you do not have the guts to come to me and hold my hand and then casset ask me for dance and I serious to him because this is how I am going to enjoy the party is all of the man most of the Year are the markers and I which using my perfect suit from one of them so there is no problem in shooting one of them while dancing together with them after dancing for a while we both were just want to eat with his eyes when you finish dancing as they get exhausted dancing for 1 hour we had not even said anything else into each other we have not even exchange each other's name where are you going to sing that will be going to exchange offer phone number come on that will never happen we were just happy dancing with each other when I came
I took a glass of wine and then had I smiled I looked around and then I smile I was I was drinking and enjoying and when Crush game and the look that she say that I should we stay away from that guy or it will get you hurt me I smiled at that point was that will hurt me I have been already heard a lot and that guy or anyone will never be able to hold my hand and make me look at him I don't know what had gone into him which keep that that he said that the guy I just met and I just dance for exactly and R is the one I am hurt because of he is under which made me so angry that I let the glass at the hole in the wine glass fall down on the floor and then I went to my room in anger and then took out the Grand from my from the side of my bed and then came downstairs and then I saw endru if I could be even completely came down
before I could even say anything a anything else he was in front of me the gane was holding a pod pointed by himself on himself and looked at me with a smile on his face how are you that Yahi h i small that a magnetic advanced points is the question we wanted to ask me he smiled at me and said I not be I will not be in pain if you should meet other because I saw you I saw the one I was waiting to Fir from C Form 8 years the face I saw today I miss you so much and thirst of you I miss your bra girls ms how you use to argue for me I miss you my love I mis u i am sorry for what I that I know I'm not even try a bit all not even ask you why you're killing me because you can tell me Tatya this should we daughter to shoot me I am standing in front of you should be as blades what your father just shoot me as he saved my father's name I have started to shape but then I in a while before I could put the full the bus stand to shoot at Road it a vein and thetears came in my eyes I went to my room and I'd just let them go and I felt a small pair of hands around my waist it on and so and you're holding my waist I pushed him away and then went on the other side I told him to leave as I don't want to see his seen again if he is again is just his face this makes me a reminder of How much when he had I have gotten my whole family had gotten I told him to leave this place had told him to never come back to my house on navel in front of me and what he did he decided not to say that if I want to get am I can kill him if I want to thrust of sodom I can do that I can to every single thing I want to do but what he did not doing that will not leave me till not leave me alone in this state will not leave me alone crying leave me alone struggling with myself struggling with every single $10 then I looked at him and then through a part of him and said it would be you doing years ago and when I was alone when I was taken away fromhere when I'll stick
enter the more I hate intro is nothing that I have a baby cause the more I hate u is the one which it is because of you only my father skill is roaming around in this place he might be here in this party do whatever I would have not seen seen him here yet if he would have killed him and he is moving around with such a happy face and what we have got I have been sent a way to Italy with I want to my sister in laws house for what so that I can be sure I can be calm and I will know how to come out to the questions for a year and more I was in depression I was struggling to know things I was struggling to talk to people I struggled on everything and then what you that what everyone else said nothing what happened was that I lost someone close to me it was not just my father in laws that then do it was you also I lost that day and I have decided I never want to see the figures again who had lasted you are killed for me
I just want one thing from urine during digestion away from me old I am not be able to handle myself my anger and everything please send you just stay away from me because this is what you have made me and you a living dead body I have been trying for years and you because of that I was not talking to people as I was kept in my room I used to love myself because I was hurt because I wanted my friend that's that you were not there I don't know why you did that and you and honestly speaking I don't even want to know that because I know whatever reason use good to give for whatever reason it will be it will not satisfied me or do anything and I don't know what you did why you're dead but now do a favour to me if you can do just leave me this leave this place I want to be here be in this place Bheem New York with the happy se sandal and if you will be around I'm not very happy I will be always crying crying and that triangle not do anything good enough so please just leave them from my only from my house from life
as I said that with a heavy heart it came to me and wiped the tears from eyes he looked at me and said that I don't worry I will never ever hurt if you want me to leave I will leave love you don't have to cry about me for anything but I will this name them but the one thing that I love u alot and what I have decided that there will get the punishment for what he did and I have also worked in the forest when you are not the only one who suffered Tata for the 80s a for 8 years I have been trying every single day in the pain that because of me you are you feel every single thing because of that
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