Dirty Confessions

Episode 5: Jealous

I was still staring at the Greek god in front of me. His gorgeous green eyes, his wide and sharp jaw, and his kissable lips. I just want to run my hands around his body. He looks so focused on treating my wound and he is so hot while doing that. Bumibilis ang kalbog ng puso ko kapag malapit lang ang mga katawan namin. I bit my lip and I stared at his lips at naramdaman ko na napahinto naman siya. I glanced up and saw that he was staring at me. My heart beat faster while we stared at each other but he was the first one to avert his gaze away.

"It's done," Sabi niya at tumayo. "Don't do that again." He said and grabbed the kit at nilagay pabalik sa lalagyan. I sighed and stared at my feet. What am I supposed to do? Kailangan ko siyang maakit.

***

I heard noises sa labas. Nandito ako ngayon sa kwarto humihiga. I decided to go outside and heard a male voice that didn't belong to Augustus. Pumunta ako sa living room and saw a very handsome man around my age who was talking with Augustus. Naramdaman nila ang presensya ko at napalingon sila sa akin. The boy has similar features to Augustus, he has dark brown hair and brown eyes. His body is not too muscular like Augustus but it is still built.

"Woah cousin, you didn't tell me that a hot girl is living in your convent?" The boy asked and eyed me up and down. I suddenly felt embarrassed. So they are cousins? Bakit ang ga gwapo ng lahi nila? Pakiramdam ko ang lalaking ito ang magmamana sa kompanya kapag hindi papayag si Augustus. Tumayo ang lalaki at lumapit sa akin. "I'm Brooklyn," He said and lent his hand to me and I shook it.

"Stef," Sabi ko and he smiled and glanced at Augustus.

"Gus, pwede bang hiramin?" Tanong ni Brooklyn. Oh gosh, am I an object here na pwede lang ipasa pasa? Well, yun din naman ang trabaho ko but nagbago ang paningin ko sa trabaho ko nang nakilala ko si Augustus. Bakit ko ba ito iniisip, dapat mag focus ako Kay Brooklyn na gwapo at mayaman pa.

I saw Augustus stand up.

"As you can see, she has a wound on her forehead, she needs to rest." Sabi ni Augustus and I bit my lip to stop myself from smiling. Huwag Lang assuming tanga! Augustus was just probably worried dahil sa sugat ko sa noo, right? I shook the thoughts away and glanced at both of them. Brooklyn eyed me and him and I suddenly saw anger in his eyes. Huh? Anong nangyari sa kanya?

"I see you're starting to have a soft spot for a girl, huh?" Brooklyn asked at tinignan lang siya ni Augustus. I can feel the tension between them. "Remember Augustus na isa kang pari kaya be careful with your actions. You already rejected the company of your father and I am supposed to be the heir now kaya just continue being a priest." Sabi ni Brooklyn at binitawan ang kamay ko. Augustus didn't answer him. I think he really wants company and is scared na makukuha ito ni Augustus.

"You want to come with me, Stef? We would have a lot of fun." He said and wiggled his eyebrows, his mood suddenly changed. Bipolar ba ang lalaking ito? Kahit gwapo siya, mas gwapo pa rin si Augustus at magalang pa. I would always choose him but I want to see if magseselos ba si Augustus or hahayaan lang niya ako. I glance towards Augustus and he is staring at us with unreadable expression.

"Saan tayo pupunta?" Tanong ko nito. He wrapped his arms around my shoulder and leaned in. I can feel his minty breath on my ear.

"We can go to my apartment if you want," He said huskily and I saw Augustus walking towards us and grabbing my arms at hinila ako palayo Kay Brooklyn. My heart was beating fast when he did this. He released a sigh.

"Brooklyn, go home and stop bothering her." Sabi ni Augustus and Brooklyn smirked.

"Fine, but I will be back for you, pretty lady." He winked at me at umalis. I glanced at Augustus and I saw him rubbing his forehead.

"Are you going with him? Mag ingat ka sa kanya, he flirts with every girl." Sabi niya and I nodded my head not knowing if he was being kind or jealous. I smirked and pushed him on the couch and straddled his lap. His eyes widened and I smiled and put my hands on his chest and caressed it.

"You don't need to be jealous, I am all yours," I whispered and snuggled my face on his neck, he was breathing heavily, too shocked to push me away.

"I-I'm not jealous," He stuttered. "Get off," He said nervously. I ground my hips slowly into the bulge in his pants and I heard him moan which made me wet inside. Oh my God, we are having half s*x. I felt him grab my waist to stop me and he carried me like a baby and put me on the chair. He looks so flustered and mad.

"I told you to stop doing this," He said painfully. He walked towards his room.

"But your boner says otherwise!" I yelled at him and chuckled as he closed the door. I calmed the fast beating of my heart. I had a lot of customers back then, pero iba ang epekto ni Augustus sa akin. He makes my heart beat faster but also makes my p***y wet. He is different from the rest of them. I sighed and went to my room. I should remind myself na Isa lang siyang mission na kailangan kong may complete kaya I have to stop this feeling.

***

It's Sunday at kasalukuyan nagmi mesa si Augustus sa simbahan. Maraming mga sakristan na pumunta dito kaya hindi muna ako lumabas sa kwarto. The last thing I want to do is to make them all suspicious. Nang matapos na ang mesa, I could hear a lot of teens’ voices outside and I waited for them to leave. Nang mawala na ang mga boses, I heard a knock on the door kaya binuksan ko ito.

I saw Augustus holding a plate.

"You haven't eaten, kumain kana." He said and handed me the plate. My heart fluttered at kinuha ko ang pagkain and I thanked him. I joined him in the kitchen at kumain kaming dalawa. Kahit sobrang sama ko sa kanya, he still treated me kindly. Nang matapos na kaming kumain, we both washed the plates.

"Aalis ako ngayon," I said to him at agad siyang napalingon sa akin and I can't read his expression. Bibisitahin ko muna si Lola at ang anak ko dahil miss ko na sila pero babalik ako mamayang gabi.

"Why? I mean of course," Matipid niyang Sabi at pumunta sa kwarto niya. Anyare roon? I decided to get my wallet and knocked on his door. Kahit hindi kailangan, magpapaalam ako sa kanya dahil kahit paano, nakikitira lang ako dito so I have to bid goodbye.

"Aalis na ako," I said but he didn't answer kaya napa buntong hininga ako at umalis. Pumara ako sa jeep and I put my headphones on at nagpatugtog ng mga music ni Lana Del Rey, siya ang paborito kong singer. Magaganda ang mga kanta ni Lana, kaya gusto kong makinig sa kanyang mga musika. I closed my eyes and dozed off. I arrived after an hour and I was greeted by my happy daughter and I wrapped my arms around her.

"I miss you, baby," I whispered. Stacey giggled and pointed at my nose just like she always does.

"I miss you too, Mommy." She said and hugged me. I greeted my grandmother at binigay ko Kay Stacey ang pasalubong ko sa kanyang laruan at mga pagkain. We talked for a few hours and I have to go back to the convent dahil malapit na mag Gabi. I bid my goodbye sa Lola at sa anak ko and I went back to the convent with tears in my eyes. I wish parati kong nakakasama ang anak ko but I have to work for her kaya hindi mangyayari yun. Sana mayaman na lang ako, mas magaan pa siguro ang buhay ko ngayon and I won't have to work sa malayong lugar.

I knocked on the door dahil sarado ito. After a few minutes, the door finally opened at nakita ko si Augustus na may gulat na mukha while staring at me. I hugged him at hindi ko alam kung bakit, siguro dahil sa lungkot na nararamdaman ko ngayon. I closed the door and pushed him inside.

"Did you miss me?" I glanced at him and he averted his gaze at inalis ang mga kamay ko sa katawan niya.

"What are you talking about?" He asked and walked towards the living room. I jumped on his back and wrapped my body around his. He was startled but managed to grab my legs para hindi ako mahulog. I am having a piggyback! Sinandal ko ang ulo ko sa balikat niya and he sucked in his breath. I chuckled and felt my eyes closing dahil pagod ako sa byahe and I was out like a light in his back.