Forgiveness Nineteen: Ellie I am busy in the kitchen where I love being. I am making lunch for my family and friends along with Caleb. I frown as I think of him. I’m still confused about my feelings for him. I have hated him for so long that these feelings I had for him before are starting to come to the forefront once again. I sigh as the timer dings on the stove. I pull out my roast that I made with red wine. I place my chopped onion, carrots, and potatoes in the roaster. Placing the foil back over the pan, I place it back inside as I start to whip up the pudding. If I’m honest with myself, I never really hated him, just what he had said to me. Then he goes and explains it away. What’s worst is I understand why he said what he did. If I had someone right now who was only fourteen hav