The Christmas vacation passed by na halos wala akong ginawa. Kung noong pagkatapos ng paglabas ng resulta ng board exam ay lumalabas pa ako ng aking silid, ngayon ay nagkulong na talaga ako. I can’t bear the way my parents look at me. Sobrang liit ng tingin nila sa akin like almost disowning me. I spent the season inside my room. Alone. I never let anyone enter and come near me. I lost my fire, myself. I don’t know where to stand.
It’s not the only thing that left me. Nawalan ako ng gana to review my notes. Kahit magbasa ng updates for the next fast approaching board exams ay nawala rin. Biglang naglaho ang kagustuhan ko na magpursigi, to prove my worth. It’s like whatever I do will result into a failure. I’ll admit na hindi lang ang problema ko sa pamilya namin ang nakakaapekto sa aki
