Shawn's POV
There were still mornings that I would wake up in the morning and reach for Paisley in the bed only to realize she wasn't there. It was mainly after nightmares like the one I had last night. Reliving her last moments on repeat in my dreams was a different kind of torture. A pure hell that I couldn't escape from even when I opened my eyes. I could feel my wolf inside whimpering at the loss of his mate, but he didn't feel the same pain I felt. He was accepting of Rory as our mate. He was so quick to forget about Paisley that I nearly wished I had a different wolf. Though I suspect he feels the same about me sometimes.
'Carter is in the training field, Alpha. Are you aware?' I heard through the link from Jeremy.
I rolled my eyes. I know that I allowed the treaty and that I gave
