What's happening? What's going on? Am I dreaming? I need to open my eyes, I need to move to know that I am conscious. But I just don't know how to. I'm commanding my limbs to lift up but they wouldn't. Why? In front of my eyes there is just darkest and on my ears, there is absolute silence. My mind can't recall anything. All that i know is that i have to fight put of this darkess. Khadijah? Shehzad? That's his voice coming from the darkmess. Come on babe, open your eyes! Yes yes I'm trying. I need to get out of this darkness. Ya Allah, help me. Shehzad is calling to me. I need to go to him. He's waiting for me. Slowly but surely, my consciousness began to resurface. I could feel my body again. I was quickly regaining control of myself. Abruptly, I felt sharp crushing pain all over.