Wednesday rolled in and I was literally giddy with excitement and nerves as I made my way into school. I couldn’t wait till the school day ended; I just wanted to get it over with. Nate and I made eye contact as I headed to my first class and we smiled at each other. As usual, Janice had nothing to say to me and I terribly missed her, I made a mental note to patch things up with her. She didn’t deserve my anger and I was a horrible friend for doing that to her. I would explain things to her, not necessarily telling her everything but I would try my best to make her understand that she needed to trust me to fix my problems myself. During lunch, Jason sat with me and I had to force myself to behave normally and not give myself away. He had a talent of pulling secrets out of me, how he did