Beth {flashback}
Terrence joined me in the bathroom as I buzzed with excitement. I was going shopping for my wedding dress that day with Blythe and mom. There was no budget, Terrence generously lending me one of his many credit cards. I already had an idea of what kind of dress I wanted; something that showed off my thin waist and long legs. Being tall and lean had its advantages.
I blended my foundation, Terrence sitting on the toilet lid watching me. I kept glancing at him, smiling, unable to believe I was going to be getting married to this man in a few months time. Sometimes I still referred to him as my boyfriend instead of my fiancé. Being engaged felt so foreign as if I was stealing the title from someone else without knowing what it meant or what to do with it.
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