AGE( it is just a number)

Feelings 3

Hazel Dakota

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It has been a week since Hardin and I had our first s*x and believe me when I saw I had no regret losing my virginity to him....

Well! it was very painful the first time but as time goes on , I began to derive pleasure from it .....

I spend most of my night with Hardin and our s*x life have been "wow", he taught me how to explore my body in different ways that I was left wondering how a kid his age knows so much.....

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The sound of the alarm clock snapped me out of my Crazy thoughts and i quickly got off the bed and rushed out of my room to Hardin's room...

you might be wondering why I woke up in the Castillo mansion on a Monday morning .. hmm!well! Hardin insisted I spend the weekend with him so I had no other option, after all he is my boyfriend.....

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On Entering his room, I found him laying on his bed with his eyes wide opened, staring at the ceiling.....

Good morning! I greeted first and he shifted his attention to me

hey! he greeted, sitting up on the bed as he gestured me to come closer which I did

how was your night? I asked and he exhaled deeply

Bad!

0h! Is it still the night mare? I asked picking my words and he nodded

You should have just stayed with me . he drawled and I chuckled softly

C'mon Hardin! you know what could have happened if I had stayed over with you, we could have f****d all through the night and I wouldn't able to study ........

For the upcoming SAT exams . he completed with an eye roll and I laughed

Stop it Hardin , you know how much this examination means to me.

And have you forgotten that I am also writing this same examination you are talking about! he retorted as I smirked

I know but you can't simply compare my level of IQ with yours.... I mean you are a born genius who hardly reads but knows a lot while I am just an average student who hasn't seen the four walls of a classroom in three years .......

Oh! now I get ! but still , I can help you study if you want . he continued, pinching my n*****s through my nighties

Ooouch Hardin! that hurts .i winced a little and he chuckled

Is that a cry of pain or pleasure?

Go away! I retorted, glaring at him playfully as he smiled

But on a serious not Haz, I can help you study

Really? I asked to be sure

Of course, I want us to go to college together, WSU to be precise . he stated and my eyes widened in surprise

Washington State university! hell no , the fees is too expensive! I retorted and he smirked

There are somethings you need not worry about!!

And what do you mean by that? I asked , arching my eyebrow

Nothing, or is there any other college you have in mind?he asked changing the subject and I nodded

Middlesex university London. I answered excitedly and he knitted his eyebrow

That is my dream university. I quickly added

And why London! Are you from London ? he asked, staring into my face

Yes! I answered and his eyes lit up

Wow! Wow! I have always suspected that but your thin British accent always got me all confused

That is because I am from East Smithfield. I retorted and he went stiff

Are you alright? I asked , studying his face

his eyes flicker with an emotion i couldn't place as he clutched on the bed sheet tightly

Hardin! I called and he quickly composed himself

Erm I am sorry erm I grew up in West Smithfield and the name "Smithfield" kind of get me pissed . he explained , breathing hard as he was trying not to meet my gaze

What is wrong with him?

Cupping his cheeks, I made him face me and that was when I saw it, the fear and pain in his eyes .......

Talk to me Hardin, what is wrong with you?

Nothing. he answered and before I knew it , he placed his lips on mine, and pulled me, pinning me to the bed as he kissed me roughly

I smiled inwardly , i have been waiting for this and finally I was under him.......:

Don't Judge me wrong , I ain't a s*x freak, I am just kind of addicted to him.....

Have you done the stuff I told you to do? he asked, his voice coming out rashly

What stuff? I asked ,breathing into his mouth as I played with his d**k through his brief

Fuck! I am talking about the birth control stuff, I want you to fix it , i am tired of f*****g you with a condom, I want to feel you raw......

he pulled out of the kiss and breathe hard on my neck as he suckled on it .....

Alright Haarrdin i ... wiiilll ... oh my gawd!do that today . I answered, moaning loudly......

Pulling off his brief , he instructed me to take off my nighties and when i did , he picked up a condom from the drawer, rolled it on his d**k and with his mouth suckling my n*****s , he penetrated deep inside me ......

Haaardin! I moaned loudly as he thrust in and out of me......

hold me tightly. he begged and I did ; then he increased his pace drilling me deeper and harder

This is so good! This is so good! I let out a loud Cry and he chuckled

Of course, you are so tight and that makes the s*x so f*****g good. he agreed

I suddenly felt my organsm building and I held him more tightly screaming

I am cumming! I am Cumming!

Release baby , I will keep on drilling you and true to his words when I released, he kept on drilling me deeper and harder

Holy s**t! he exclaimed loudly, holding my body tightly as he released....

We stayed like that for a moment and then he rolled off me ......

Don't forget about the birth control? he reminded, pulling out the condom and I nodded

But why are you work up about me fixing a birth control? Are you scared I might get pregnant? I asked, putting on my pants

That is right! I don't like the sound of that word " pregnancy". he retorted

Sure! I understand, you are still to young to be a father...

he scoffed , this is not about me being too young , I don't want to have children ever , those tiny things annoys me ........

I stared at him in surprise

This is really absurd! what if I erm I mean your wife wants children? I asked , picking my words and he laughed

Wife! There will be nothing as such because I won't get married, I wouldn't want to go through the stress of divorce.....

Divorce! I repeated

Yes Haz! Can't you see divorce is the trend in most marriages!!!

I opened my mouth to say something but couldn't find my voice

I was so Damn confused!

What will happen to me now ! Will he dump me when he gets tired of me!

And as if reading my thoughts, he said

I love you so much Haz and you are the one I want to spend forever with ......

Having said that , he got off the bed and went over to the bathroom

Seriously!Is he for real! he doesn't want to get married yet he wants to spend forever with me ..

As a Girlfriend. My subconsciousness mocked at me and I clutched my fist tightly in anger

Shut up! I barked at it

No Haz!you should direct your anger to your crazy boyfriend and not me , remember I am you . It reminded and i scratched my hair confusedly

Or right! I must be crazy arguing with myself ......

The door to the room suddenly creaked opened and Rebecca walked in holding a tray

Good morning Miss Hazel! She greeted mockingly and I scoffed

And what are you doing here? I retorted

cover that bare chest on yours before you start asking questions. She said with an eye roll and on looking down , I realised my upper body was exposed and I quickly covered myself up with the blanket.....

I wonder what Sir Hardin sees in that plain body of yours. She muttered as she placed the tray on the low stool......

At least he is attracted to me and not you and mind you , next time you want to come in ,knock. I said shooting daggers at her .......

Crazy b***h! She cursed

And who is a crazy b***h? Hardin asked , coming out of the bathroom with only his briefs on and Rebecca froze of the spot

Ain't I talking to you? or are you deaf? he asked in a huff

Erm I was just joking around. She lied, staring hard at Hardin chest as he scoffed

She is impossible!

You call my girlfriend a crazy b***h and you dare call it a joke! he snapped at her , I could tell he was already pissed

Erm sir I never knew she was your girlfriend. Rebecca stuttered

Now you know! Hardin growled , and what are you still doing here? Why are you even here in the first place?

Erm I thought you might be thirsty so I decided to bring water over to you ......

Oh God! You are so funny Rebecca, do me a favour and get the f**k out of here. he thundered

Yes sir! Rebecca answered panicking as she took few steps to the entrance

And don't forget the water. Hardin added

Bending her head in shame , she retreated her step, picked up the tray and rushed out of the room .....

I laughed loudly, I never knew " Almighty Rebecca" could be this scared"

Put on Your clothes. Hardin simply said as he walked over to the wardrobe.....

Yes sir! I drawled

Getting off the bed , I hurriedly dressed up in my nighties and sat back on the bed as I watched him dressed .....

I smiled sheepishly

How can someone be so perfect! I remarked, staring at the lone tattoo on his back .....

It was a name beautifully designed"

Camilla! who is Camilla? I asked

My mum! he simply answered and I exclaimed softly......

He must really love his mum to ink her name on his back!!!!

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Slinging his back pack, he picked up his phone along with his car keys and then faced me .....

I am off the school! he announced

Alright! See ya later! I bade and he blew me a kiss before leaving the room........

Oops! It is time to go clean up!

Adjusting my nighties, I stood up and walked out of his room to my room; on entering my room, I sat on the bed and reached for my phone ...

There were 7 missed calls and a message all from Mike....

I sighed, he has been disturbing me with call for the past few days all of which I ignored

But What does he want!can't he just let me be ?

I clicked on the message and read it

" Hazel! Why are you ignoring my call! I am seriously depressed and I don't have anyone to call except you so please return my call when you see this"

I instantly felt so bad knowing I was being unfair to him

And come to think of it , Mike had been a good friend to me , he was even the one who helped me with this job .i really need to go see him .....

but what of Hardin? he told me clearly to severe all ties with Mike and I know he will be pissed off if he finds out ....... well! he does not need to know .....

Heaving a deep sigh, I dialled Mike's number and he picked it on the first ring

Hello Hazel! he greeted and i was quick to notice the weakness in his voice

Mike! how are you? Are you alright? Are you still hurting? I asked in a rush

Yes Hazel! he answered and my heart churned with pity

Don't worry , once I am done I will come check on you . I promised

Seriously? he asked to be sure

Yes! and also , i am really sorry for not checking on you. I apologised

It is nothing! I understand. he assured

Thanks Mike. I said and ended the call......

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Hardin Castillo

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As soon as the literature teacher walked in , silence returned to the class room

how I wish the class can be like this throughout the day!

Check out the teacher ass on that skirt . Richard said , nudging at me and I seized the teacher up to see she was wearing a mini tight black skirt....

I smirked

You can go for her if you want! I drawled and he laughed, giving me a playful punch

No way! I don't do older women

Then stop admiring them! I simply stated

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The class discussion for today will be drafted out from the book"Rude Mr Popular . the teacher started

Have you read it? Richard asked in whispers and I nodded

Trust you on that! But as for me , I haven't read a thing from the book. he added

So to begin with , who can tell me the main characters of the novel? The teacher asked and a girl in front raised her hands

Yes! Diane shoot it !

The main character in the play are Shayne Adams and Sofia Regans. the girl answered correctedly

Good! And what was the ....... the teacher tried to say but Kimberly who was seated at the far corner of the room cut her off

Can we please discuss on another novel , this novel is just too lame. She said with an eye roll and the class was filled with murmurs.....

She is too rude for my liking! Richard retorted

Quiet! Quiet! Quiet! the teacher screamed , banging her fist on the table and the class soon became quiet

And why did you say so Kim na na? she asked calling Kim by her Korean name

Isn't it obvious, everything in the novel is Just not right . She stated

And can you explain yourself miss? the teacher continued

Sure! First of all, who in the world will leave a classic girl to marry a maid . She drawled, staring at me and I smiled lightly knowing she was referring to the Hazel and I

I mean how can Shayne leave Lexy (the daughter of a wealthy woman) to be with Sofia (a maid)

And that is because Lexy is a b***h! I blurted out, staring at her and her eyes widened in shock....

Yes, Since she wants it this way , I will give it back to her ... she can't insult Hazel indirectly and go Scot free....

And how can you say Lexy is a b***h, she gave her body to Shayne because she loves him. She half yelled

Really!do you really call that love! hell no, she is a nothing but a desperate cheap slut who doesn't deserve Shayne. I retorted and that was it , she flared up , jolting up from her seat like a crazy woman.....

You are crazy Hardin! You are really Crazy! She yelled, trying to rush at me but Steve who was seated beside her quickly held her back ....

What the hell is happening? Richard asked in whispers as the class was f*****g silent .....

I don't know. I lied

Steve take her outside now. The teacher instructed Steve who glared at me before leaving the class, dragging Kimberly along with him .....

What is wrong with him? I wondered........

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Phew! I think we really need to Change the novel.the teacher Said as soon as the class was in order ....

But Hardin, why do I feel all that was happened earlier was more than a class discussing? she asked , facing me.

I don't know what you are talking about. I lied

Of course you wouldn't. She drawled , picking up her books from the front desk

This class is already messed up , we shall continue our discussion in the next class . She informed and left .......

This is a breathe of fresh air, I really hate literature. Richard Stated and I nodded knowingly

Just then my phone beeped signifying a text message, I brought it out from my pocket , it was a text message from Hazel.....

I clicked on it

" Hi Hardin! I just finished the house chores and I want to do some studying, can you please tell me where you kept you lecture hand out ,

I want to make use of it "..........

I quickly replied her

" in the box underneath my reading table"

Having done that , I unlocked the phone and her picture came in view .....

I smiled as I stared at it

It was a picture of her smiling that I took without her being aware....

I sighed

Will she still love me if she knows about my past? I am so scared of knowing the answer........

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TBC