(Grant)
I'm such an i***t! What the hell was I thinking?
This was the best chance I had to explain everything and I f****d it up.
I don't even know what the hell happened..it's like the moment I saw her my brain turned to f*****g mush and I started dragging her away like some idiòt.
I just have this huge fear that she won't want anything to do with me..that she will abandon me just like our mom did. I know that projecting or some shit..but it makes me sick to even think about it.
I slammed my hand down on the steering wheel before groaning loudly and resting my head back against the seat.
"Grant you f*****g jackass.." I cursed at myself..no way her husband was going to let her out of his sight now..he was probably going to up her security like crazy after this.
I swear I'm neve
