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Mona please tell CJ to give me some dope my momma begged as I walked into the living room. She seem to not care that I f****d a grown ass man just to save her life. The b***h actually took it as A good thing.

Momma leave me alone I said as I grabbed my bags off the chair. Why Mona?? You don't care that your momma is sick? Huh ?? b***h sick I'm 2 months pregnant because your crack headed ass I cried as she looked at me with a evil grin. If you can't give me no crack get the f**k out my house she yelled costing me to look at her twice.

Excuse me?? You kicking me out because I want tell CJ to give you no crack???Wow mom thanks for giving a f**k about me,I cried as she opened the door. I couldn't believe she was serious.

Grabbing my bags I looked back at her. In the last month she had send my siblings off to their real father and I was left with her because she didn't know my daddy and of course of my current situation.

Sitting on my staircase I could see C.J hugged up with this Red chick name Kimberly right across from me. I knew he didn't see me because he didn't allow me to even come outside.

Standing to my feet I decided to walk to my Best friend Shayla house.

Walking and crying I was so upset and I wished I could just die.

Aye aye Someone say coming behind me.

Yo Mona? The person called running behind me. Looking back it's Mann with C.J right behind him.

Where the f**k you going? he said as he walked into my face. Tears are covering my face as he is looking so pissed I was so afraid.

Mona where are you going?

My momma kicked me out I said as he eyed me down. What? Why? Because I would not get no drugs for her from you I said as I put my head down.

Man come on he said grabbing my arms, roughly. Pulling me a long with him as he went back to my apartment. Kicking my mom's front door in she was sitting on the sofa using. Knocking the drugs out her hand he started to pull on her,

Bitch you don't kick her out when she is carrying my baby you rocked out b***h,he scream as he pinned her up against the wall. Stop CJ please I can't take this please I cried as he looked at me. Please I will leave all this I don't want to be with here. I can't stand the smell of the crack in this house no more and it's not good for ourbaby I will just stay with Shayla I cried as he watched my every move. Please just don't kill her please I begged as he choked her.

No you ain't staying with no f*****g body. You coming with me. I ain't letting my child sleep in no f*****g projects he said as He let her go. Pushing her into the wall he told her she got a death wish.

That was 7 months ago and now I'm 9 months pregnant scared as s**t because I am about to have my first child at 17. CJ put me in this 2 bed room apartment in Inglewood. He would come see me every other day and bring me food and stuff. I stop attending regular school and did a online class to receive my GED. Shayla was only allowed to come see me and that is all I needed. She had me ready to have my son. I was due in two days and so ready. My lil man had all the stuff he needed. Clothes shoes,crib &everything.

C.J was doing him he was dating and having relationship but it really didn't bother me because we wasn't together. And the females never crossed me. I was Cedric's baby momma.

Girl that baby is gonna be so spoiled Shayla said as I ate my pizza C.J had Uber eat deliver to me. Girl I can't wait to he get here so I can kiss him I cheered as I rubbed my belly. So do you think you gonna be able to date and stuff? After you have him? Why not? Me and CJ isn't together that was just a one time thing.

Girl please everyone see how he handles you when y'all are out and about. That boy be looking at you like he is ready to eat you. Ugh no he probably just be high I said as I stood to go use the bathroom.

C.J didn't f**k with me like that he barely talked to me. I was just the first b***h he accidentally got pregnant.

As I am sitting on the toilet I felt this strong pain shooting up my back. Ahhhh s**t I moan as I wiped my self. Looking at the tissue it had blood all over it. What the f**k I cried as I wipe again. It was more blood.

My mucus plug came out last week and my doctor had warned us that I could be going into labor anytime.

Shayyyyy I scream for her to come save me.

Yeah boo?? She yelled back. Can you please help me?? What b***h you can't get off the toilet you that big she laughed coming into the bathroom.

No b***h I think I'm in labor. b***h what??? Omg she laughed as she helped me up as the pains shot thru my back. f**k I cried as she helped me in the room.

AHHHH HELP ME HELP PLEASE I cried as I'm in full labor. C.j wasn't answering his f*****g phone and I was so ready to have this big baby. Uhhhhhhh I cried as Shayla held my hands. I was in the labor room pushing out a big baby. By the time I arrived at the hospital I was 8 cm.

Sweating so bad Shayla had to keep wiping my face. Hearing loud cries I finished pushing out my baby boy.