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Dirty Laundry

Open your legs,

Kissing and licking on my neck,

Entering my warmest I moaned from the pain he is putting me thru.

Making love to my mother's dope man It was the only way to keep her alive. He had came to our house and beat her up as I cried for him to stop.

C.J was a really known drug dealer who basically own the streets of Compton.

My name is Mona D.Jenkins. I was a 16 year junior at Compton High school, we stayed in the project and really didn't have s**t.

My momma was a crackhead whom did anything for drugs but sell her kids until today

I had three brothers and one sister I was the oldest out of all of us.

Coming home early I heard cries and something that sound like someone was getting beat. Walking to my mom's room door I notice Her laying on the floor and C.J and Mann beating her up.

Please stop I cried as Mann held the gun to her head.

Looking up to see me standing there My momma eyes got wide. Please Runnnnn Mona she cried. No momma I can't leave you I cried. Please I'll do anything if you stop C.J I cried.

C.j use to always look at me and say lil s**t to me but he knew I was young and not on the f*****g s**t.

No Mona run go I'll be okay my momma cried but I wasn't leaving my momma no matter what. She made sure we was good at all times. I didn't know how she paid bills and s**t with her habit but She did.

Mann go ahead let me finish up here C.J said as he looked at me. Mann was my best friend Shayla boyfriend. She was 2 years older then me but for some reason we was in the same grade.

As Mann leave he looked me up and down as I shook in my pants.

Looking at my body he throw my momma a rock which she snatch up so fast it was crazy. I knew it was the drugs that had her like this but I had to Save her.

Watching him walk into my room I followed.

Standing against the wall I knew what he wanted. As my hands shake I removed my shirt. Not once breaking eye contact. As I strip he strip.

Laying on my bed my body shakes.

Kissing my shoulder as he rub my thighs.

C-C.j I-I never did this before , I cried as he looked me in the eyes.

Open your legs he instructed,he seem to like what he seen. Getting on top of me he kissed my lips. I had to admit the kiss was my first and it made me feel some type of way. Kissing my lips again he slowly rub my pearl.

Getting me how he wanted he slowly enter what seems like a stick into my tight p***y.

Ahhhh uhhhhhhh I cried. Shhh baby he whisper as he went all the way in me.

The s**t hurts so bad all I could do was take the pain and let him do what he wanted to do. I had to Safe my momma ,right?? she was my momma.

After the s*x with C.j my whole life change for good.

2 month's after our first time having s*x everyone labeled me as C.J girl.

He started to come get me from school and giving me money. I ended up pregnant with his baby the same night he took my soul just to save my mom's soul.

Come on Mona he said as he walked me into the Clinic. It seem weird being the baby momma of a nigga who was finna kill my momma. But that is what it was. Walking up the stairs to the clinic room girls of all race and ages stared at me.

It's like they envy me or was jealous for some reason. Don't get me wrong C.J was sexy as f**k and every b***h wanted him and his money. But the way I became contacted to him was the wrong way.

After the doctor explain to us about our unborn child we was on our way. I learn I was 8 week and 2 days. Since the first time we had s*x he wouldn't touch me any more. s**t he only talked to me when it was time for him to pick me up from school or take me. And to go to doctors appointments.

Giving me 1000 he told me he will see me in the morning. No hug no kiss just money in my hand and a weird stare that still creep me out..