Sawyer
I normally am not this bold. I don’t usually go for what I want. I tend to put others first and make sure they are set and happy before taking care of myself, it was a true downfall and I have been told time and time again to put myself first. It was a hard thing to do, especially when you’re raising children. I cannot say how many times I went without so they can get what they need and want. Even when my brother was home, he always came first. My priority was to make sure my family was being taken cared of because even my brother and everything he does and went through, he deserves to be comfortable and have everything he can want and need. I could never do things for me.
The guilt of doing so would eat me alive, but today, I am going for what I want.
Today…I was done drinking m
