Finn When Carly kissed me, I was stunned. I didn’t expect her to do that and I didn’t want her to. I didn’t want to be near her. I knew coming here was a mistake. When her brother gave me that letter, telling me she needs to speak with me and it’s important and that the wedding wouldn’t go on until she saw me, I had no choice. I needed to get these thoughts out of her head and now. There will never be a Carly and I. Even if Sawyer and I don't work out, I will never go back to the past. I’m better than that. But when she kissed me, I was afraid I would feel something good, sparks, want, need, but that never happened. I felt nothing and it was the most glorious moment of my life. Hearing footsteps running away snapped me out of her embrace but then my face fell when Ray came storming aro