This is wrong. This is really wrong, I thought as I waited for Jerry to show up. For Christ’s sake, Amanda, the kids are in the other room!
I didn’t think the triplets would wake up. It was just the fact that I was about to defile our home. How would I be able to face them when they woke up the next morning?
I kept trying to tell myself that it was just s*x with one man. One, quick man. That wasn’t so bad. Right? Jerry was a minute-in-it type of guy. He would be “serviced” in five minutes or less and be on his way. This was necessary. I was doing this disgusting deed for the sake of my kids. Aren’t I, I thought.
I didn’t do the whole show for Jerry. I wasn’t wearing a full face of makeup, just some red lipstick. I didn’t curl my hair, and I wasn’t wearing any sexy lingerie. I was in
