I honestly don’t know what to expect after my disgust attempt , I feel some regret at what I did to her. I was in my office going through some work when an email from the chauffeur Agency came in , it was a brief notification to inform me that Miss Heart Elorie had resigned and pulled out of her contract due to personal reasons which were not said . I felt a bitter taste in my gut , I really did it ! She’s quit ! As much as I wanted her to quit a huge part of me was so sad , in fact my heart was sad that she’s gone , she didn’t indicate to her employer agency why , which means she didn’t tell him I tried to rape her, otherwise by now I would’ve been slapped with a fresh lawsuit for s****l assault , I have never felt so guilty , I sent her pay to her bank account in fact I sent triple what I was to pay her .
“ son I know its hard for you , just as it was hard for me when I lost your dad “my mom said as we had dinner .
When my dad died my mom was at her lowest point she lost so much weight and was so depressed but miraculously she overcame all that .
“Maybe you should take time out , go for a vacation , and cool off , you need to accept Camilla was not the one , she will hinder your happiness , and your will end up hurting innocent people. “ she said .
“I didn’t mean to hurt Heart , I just snapped “ I said .
“ I believe you , just take a time off , you haven’t had ample time to heal , it’s going to help you trust me .” She said .
She’s right , since my divorce , I haven’t been myself and taking advantage of a single mother made me realize how worse I got , I don’t want to hurt anyone as well as I want to heal , all I need is to accept its over .
I will have a vacation the beach would do just fine .
I went to see my brother in his house to apologize for the little misunderstanding we had , I love my mom and twin brother they are all I have , they have always been there for me in my darkest moments . We did make peace and he also confessed that he kissed Heart just a friendly kiss , honestly I felt some type of jealousy but be assured me it was nothing , though he described her lips to be soft and sweet but he was also surprised she didn’t kiss him back , making me more eager to want to kiss her but if she will be honest and tell me my brother kissed her I will trust that she’s genuine .
I passed by her house but she wasn’t home , I did stalk her and saw she got another job to drive some old couple , she went back to wearing sunglasses but she looked so gorgeous .
Heart
We wouldn’t stay for long five days would be just fine .We left for Miami and arrived a few hours later ,Mighty was so excited to see the suite. We even jumped on the bed and had a pillow fight .
The suite was so executive , the night beach view was so gorgeous , the rooms were spacious with 55”inch fasten TV , the bathroom looked like a spa , a huge oval bathtub that would perfectly fit two and a shower so spacious with a heater. Mighty loved it . We had a bubble bath as we blew bubbles and told stories .
“Mommy are you happy? “she asked .
“ yes of course I am honey “I said .
“Thank you mommy “She said .
“I love you baby” I said .
“I love you too mommy ”She said .
I dried her hair and combed it she had such soft black hair and neat bangs . I placed a red bow , she was in some shorts and a top , I wore a jeans short and a bikini top , this place is so f*****g hot . We headed to the beach .
There weren’t so many people at the beach , we had so much fun building sand castles , running around , watching the sun set .
“Mommy are mermaids real? “she asked . How do I answer that .
“Am not so sure honey , I have never seen one but I will ask around if anyone has seen one “I said . We went to the hotel to change into something that doesn’t have sand .
I dressed her in a beautiful navy blue glittery dress , a black jacket and her little purse , I wore almost the same , a navy blue dress, a black leather jacket and my purse .
The meal was delicious .
We had such a great time the past three days , going to the beach , the spa , riding bikes ,watching movies my daughter was so happy , I was happy too but I felt a little bit sad about what Mr. Leo did to me , I will still need to go back to reality and accept that is how people will see me , a slut willing to f**k for money , but as long as I make sure my daughter has the best in life I don’t care , well that wasn’t the first rape attempt , I once dropped of this creepy client to his house he tried to corner me and rape me luckily someone came and beat his ass but that didn’t scare me as Mr. Leo .
I checked my emails on what jobs await for me as I returned home .
I saw a notification from my bank , that 180,000 has been deposited into my account what the f**k! It was from my former boss Mr. Leo , its triple the pay , not sure if I should take it or just go over to his office and slap him in the face . I will deal with that when I return home for now I will relax a little . I got into the bathtub , Mighty was watching a cartoon , the bath was soothing as well as the uplifting scent lifted me , my favorite ,Jasmine and cherry blossoms .
“Mommy can I have some Ice cream “Mighty asked .
“Yes sure honey I placed it on the table “I said , I knew she would want ice cream so I didn’t want her to struggle getting it from the fridge.
I spent hours in the bathtub , when I got out and changed into my shorts and shirt I felt something was a miss , I dried my hair , I called Mighty but there was no response, I checked in all rooms , under the bed , everywhere , my heart started racing oh !no! Not my daughter , she wasn’t in the suite , I walked out calling her name in the hallway still no response , where could she have gone too ? Did someone take her ,
“Mighty! Mighty” I called . There was no response, tears flooded my eyes , I was so afraid for the worst , where is my daughter? I asked passers-by if they saw a little girl anywhere they said no . I dashed to the reception desk to report a missing child I was shaking .
“Stay calm madam we will find your daughter , “the receptionist said .
“Don’t tell me to stay f*****g calm and my daughter is missing !”I barked at him , he looked at me with utter shock .
“Look am sorry am just not okay right now , just find her for me please she’s all I have please sir “I begged , he held my hand .
“We will find your daughter , this place is secured , she cant be far , just go back to your room in case she comes back we will let you know , I promise she’s okay “he said .
I was so angry at myself , I lost my daughter s**t! I didn’t even want to use the elevator , I used the stair case up to the eight floor I got to the door of my suit and rested on it my face on the door as I cried , there is nothing as painful as losing a child whether its biologically yours or not that s**t hurts .
“Mommy “I heard her voice , was it real or am I imagining. I turned around , she ran into my arms.
I was so worried about you honey “I said holding her tightly and kissing her hair . I checked if she was okay . Then I realized she wasn’t alone , two steps away stood a man I had somehow feared and didn’t want to see at this moment .
“You” I said