His ride and Pride

Tyrone

I was set to leave and just have a few days to relax and meditate a little. A lot has happened in my life I refused therapy I refused to talk about it. I needed some time to cool down and just let myself breath a little . I can't keep acting like a psycho , it's life I have to move on and focus on myself for a start a vacation would be ideal , I preferred Miami , its not so bad since it's a few days I didn't need to go way so far. I had my planner do the suite booking and all .

I arrived Miami at two in the evening , I went through some work staff and contracts , slept a little and decided to take a walk by the beach , there weren't so many people , but my attention was drawn by a mother and her child .

I couldn't make out their faces since they both wore hats and sunglasses , one thing that fascinated me about them was how happy they looked she ran after the little girl as she laughed and when she caught her she carried her and swung her around the child was so full of laughter and joy , that's what I missed in my life and that is happiness.

As I went to have dinner , I saw them again , having dinner but from a far table , still couldn't clearly see their faces but they seemed so happy , she's probably here with her alone.

Every day, I would watch them at the beach , and it somehow brought joy to me just seeing them happy , and a little jealous of whoever the husband and father is but its not like I saw him at any moment they were basically just the mom and her daughter , so happy am having an amazing time ,and somehow I began to feel better , the bitterness I had slowly faded away . I accepted my marriage was over and a new chapter for myself . My ex wife used me and ditched me like a tissue , its time I healed and moved on , for so long I felt like the blame ,that made me not heal , instead it made me angry and bitter. I need to move past the anger or being betrayed and heal for not only my sake but for others too. I don’t want to hurt someone else over my emotional distress.

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"So how do you feel now ?"my mom asked when she called.

"I could say better "I said .

"Just take your time , don't push it , you will be okay "She said .

"Thanks mom "I said .

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I was on my laptop in my bedroom going through some work . I heard some sounds , I got up from my desk , and headed to where the sounds were coming from as I got nearer to my living room I heard cries , a young child sob to be precise, I saw a child seated on the couch , she was sobbing uncontrollably . I walked to her , she looked at me and moved a little . She had long black hair , a beautiful bow on her head and well trimmed bows , she was a really beautiful young child .

"Hey sweetie why are you crying?” I asked .

"My mommy is sad ... she makes me happy but she's not ... I want her happy too ... I want to find her a prince but I ..got lost "she said , ad mist sobs well I was quite impressed how she has an eloquent speech despite her age she's probably six , plus how she's so concerned about her mother's happiness , I had a feeling I saw this little girl somewhere but couldn't tell where .

"Why do you think mommy is sad?” I asked .

"I don't know mister ... maybe someone did something bad to my mommy "she said .

"And where is your daddy?" I asked .

"I don't have a daddy ... mommy tells me he's in heaven "she said poor girl . I held her into my arms to give her a warm hug .

"I can help you find mommy is that okay ?"I asked .

She looked at me and nodded her blue eyes looking into mine , I felt as though I really knew her or saw her somewhere but where?

We went to the reception desk , I carried her . I asked if there was any missing person report , the receptionist told me there was a lady that was looking for a kid , I asked which room she was from I was given her room number .

I tried to cheer the little girl by telling her a funny story , she laughed .

We got to the room number on the door stood a young lady her face on the door she was sobbing . The little girl called her mommy the lady turned around and held out her arms to embrace her little girl , then I realized who she was , Heart Elorie .

She carried her daughter but when she saw me her face dropped to shock and fear . She confirmed if the little girl was okay , I honestly wasn't expecting she was the little girl's mother or by far she would be here , so that means she's the one that's sad and her daughter is hurt.

" Mighty honey , go to your room I will be there in a minute ."she said .

The little girl ran up to me and gave me a hug on my legs , due to our height difference ,

"Thank you mister "she said . She then ran into their suite .

Heart's red eyes looked into mine she seemed to fear me as she held herself to cover her chest .

"Look I don't know if I should thank you for finding my daughter , but please don't hurt her , I know you hate me , you can do all you want with me , but please don't hurt her ,am just in a really bad place now , I haven't gotten over what happened and its really affecting me , you can have me wherever ,torture me but spare my daughter please ."she said , she was crying , and it hurt me so much to see her like that . She walked into her suite and closed the door.