Too good to love

Artemisia

I knocked in his room .

"Come in ."he said .

I went in .

"Morning sweetie "I said .

He got up .

"Morning mom ."he said .

I had brought him breakfast in bed , a glass of milk some Oreos and a bowl of cereal just how he likes it .

I placed it on his table .

I went and sat next to him .

"How do you feel?” I asked him .

He looked at me.

"I feel good ready for a new day , "he said .

"Do you need anything?” I asked.

"No mom am okay. “he said .

"Great to hear” I said .

I went to open his curtains.

"Mom, how are you feeling today? “he asked .Am surprised.

"I feel wonderful , I cancelled my schedule for today just needed some time to rest and spend time with you "I said.

"Can I take you out ? You know like the old days "he asked .

Knight and I would do this date nights or days , he would take me out we just sit and talk , laugh and sometimes drink but he keeps it more sober than I even though he's had several shots more than I have.

"Sure honey ."I said .

"Would it be okay if we brought Tyson along ?"he asked .

"No problem honey he can come "I said. He's family he can come.

"Thank you mom "he said , we hugged , he held me a little tightly I guess what happened must’ve made him even more protective of me .

I went to the stable to see my two favorite horses, Tiger and Sal

Tiger was my horse Damien gifted me after our wedding night . I always dreamt of having a horse than a car .

Sal was his , it was a dark horse , my horse was Dark brown.

As many servants I have I love to take care of my girls , brush them , talk to them , ride them , take a walk with them .

Fero joined me in the stable .

Fero was my husband's most trusted right hand man Damien saved him from death row . Damien was a lawyer back then as a daylight job but conquering territories by night. Fero was actually the man that told him about me , that he knew exactly where to find me. He didn't come to buy some of fat pig’s companies , he came for me . Damien fell in love with the pictures he saw of me that he risked it all to come and get me .

He saw Fero as a man of great talents . He was a sniper, an assassin , a marksman ,a fighter and a loyal friend. His death counts are probably a dozen more than mine .

He's tall , masculine , medium dark hair, ever in a suit, quite handsome , intelligent, ocean blue eyes and a deep voice with a country accent straight out of Texas ,he kind of reminds me of the William Levi only a little muscular but with the voice of Johnny Depp.

"Good morning Fero” I said .

"Wonderful Morning to you ma’am “he said .

One thing I have never known about him is his relationship status, he always seems alone , I have never seen him with any woman. Maybe he's celibate or too loyal to Damien that he puts his work first and himself last . I do hope he meets the right person , especially in the lifestyle we are in where blood isn't something new .

"It was taken care of "he said .

I brushed Tiger's soft fur.

"Wonderful ."I said .

I placed the brush aside and walked to where Fero stood , his hands on his front , face serious .

"I am thankful for you and everyone ,I highly appreciate it” I said.

"Its my duty to ensure your family's safety ma’am “he said .

"You are all also my family ."I said ,for the first time he smiled . He has an innocent smile.

"I would want you to keep an eye on Knight , watch him make sure he's safe . I trust you Fero that's why I want you to be the one to look after him . After what Marcos did I can't trust any other person out there.” I said .

"Very well ma'am , I will . I promised Boss to always take care of the both of you "he said .

"Thank you Fero , that would be all” I said , he nodded and walked away.

I trust him .

That evening I wore a black short dress, Knight loved it , he said it made me look sexy making me question if every formal dress I wear makes me look like a grandma.

Tyson stared at me like I was a glittery diamond sculpture.

We went to a club , to my surprise Knight and Tyson had prepared a birthday party for me . A large cake with my age on top I can't believe am thirty one .

We danced and drank.

Fero was also in the club to keep an eye , the rest of the men were also watching but disguised as other party goers.

I was so tipsy we went home Knight was drunk I understand he was just letting the steam out after a tragic heartbreak but he had a wonderful time , I was a little drunk but could walk and be aware of my surrounding Tyson was sober like he may have drank but he was sober and could drive us home .

Fero helped Knight up his room since am a woman I couldn't change my son plus he's now a man not a boy I am still having fantasies of Damien changing Knight may not be a very wise idea so I asked Fero to change him into his sweats and a vest .

I went to my room , I took a shower and wore my nightdress my drunkards left I was back to being sober maybe because I didn't drink so much .I played some slow music and began to dance .

I took my huge white teddy bear Damien gifted me . I assumed it was someone I was holding and dancing with .

I closed my eyes and let the music take over it was one of those classic old songs they play in orchestras . I loved it.

Suddenly my fingers felt like they held something warm . I opened my eyes to see Tyson holding my hand and waist .

He began to move to the rhythm of the music.

I moved closer to him we looked into each other's eyes . Is this real?

"Its real Artemisia “he said .

I don't care if its real or not I better just enjoy it while it lasts.

"You are so beautiful Artemisia “he whispered making me blush.

"Thank you "I said.

The song ended , we stood.

His hands felt so good on my waist .

The distance between us was getting smaller and smaller.

He stroked my cheek with the back of his hand .

His lips looked so soft and moist , his eyes had a dark gaze of burning desire. He drew me closer to him my boobs touched his bare chest I didn't realize he was shirtless.

I looked at his abs and mighty chest I couldn't help but clearly notice the birth marks up close it looks so real like stab wounds.

He had some tribal tattoos and two tattoos written in Japanese.

"What does this mean?” I asked .

"I can't remember , all I know is it meant so much to me "he said .

"Can I "I said.

He nodded.

I touched his chest , especially his birthmarks , he closed his eyes as if it hurt , then I touched the Japanese writing tattoo he bit his lips, I gently touched his packs .

He seemed to be in something deep his heart was racing so fast.

Taking me by total surprise he opened his eyes like he just came from a coma and his lips came crashing on mine . I kissed him back . His lips parted mine , his tongue curled and fondled mine . He tasted of peppermint and strawberry . His kiss was so familiar, its like he’s ever kissed me before . He stroked my hair, gently backing off then coming back to kiss me , then deep kissed me .

We broke off from the kiss.

We stared at each other . I kissed Knight's best friend ! I did it ! Oh ,no! I got carried away again I took a step away.

Tyson also seemed to have the same reaction as I did his face was in shock .

"I ..am so sorry I got carried away and ... am really sorry "I said .

"Its me.. I keep getting this ... am so sorry Mrs. Hunter ."he said.

I can't believe we just kissed in my bedroom , the room I shared with my husband but why did that kiss feel so right , so normal and so similar . I know that kiss, how his lips and tongue worked on me was so much like Damien's

At this point I believe am going crazy .

He's just a young guy feeling some attraction to a woman nothing new , but I on the other hand I think am just crazy like mad crazy having a very early midlife crisis.

"I should go ... am so sorry Mrs. Hunter “he said.

I wanted to stop him but I couldn't I just watched him walk out , the same way I watched Damien walk out when I had just watched him kill some drug lord . He got so horny after the kill , but I was scared to death

thinking I was next. He wanted to f**k me but I stepped away in fear , he didn’t want to force me so he walked out and went to ride a horse to cool off.

Later he came back and we talked about it , he made my fear fade away ... and we had s*x.

If knight found out I just kissed his best friend he will not like it... at all.