I know you must be wondering why I kissed Mrs. Hunter . Here's what happened let's go back to how it started..
When she touched my tattoos and my abs she triggered something in me . I began to feel how real it felt it's like I came back to life .
I longed to have her , I needed her ... I wanted her. I snapped and kissed her I just couldn't tell why , I felt like I needed to and wanted to . After breaking off from the kiss reality set in . I had just kissed my best friend’s mom .
It wasn't her fault , maybe I took advantage of her loneliness and did it but a part of me feels like it is my responsibility to take care of her and Knight.
I was really impressed to see Knight stand up to defend his mom .I understand where he's coming from as I have been in the same shoes as his , I have defended my parents a lot , I have beaten a load of uncountable guys that I got the name street name a Viper . I strike without caution .
The next morning I decided to clarify something so I called my Dad .
"Hey son. “he said .
"Hey dad , is pops there?” I said
"Nope, he is off to field survey in New Orleans ."he said . Good.
"So how is Mrs. Hunter and Knight? “he asked .
"They are amazing , Knight is as great as ever , Mrs. Knight is as gorgeous and amazing as ever” I said .
"Pleased to hear you are doing well “he said.
"Dad I have been meaning to ask.” I said.
"Sure go ahead son.” I said .
"Might I have ever been in an accident where I hit my head and lost my memory?” I said .
"No son , you have never "he said.
"Okay thanks dad” I said.
"Is everything okay? “he asked .
"Yes dad , just wanted to know something , been watching a lot of movies lately” I said.
"Am glad you are watching movies , but don't do the violent type ."he said.
"Okay , thanks , love you "I said.
"Love you too champ” I said.
Like I said I was a very quiet kid , very anti social, . When other kids would watch cartoon I would just watch a turned off TV . My dads found it rather strange , I found it entertaining since it was pure silence then I would see images in my mind on the TV . As a child I considered it my imaginations but now as an adult I start to conclude something wasn’t right .
I skipped breakfast because . One I was in a hurry I had to sign a court order and send to my client then have a look at some contracts before giving the thumbs up to another client to place his signature. Then two I still feel the awkward situation between Mrs. Hunter and I. I kissed her , I felt something and so did she but we are just not ready to talk about it .
At three o'clock in the afternoon I was in my office , minding my very busy business when suddenly out of nowhere I got a striking headache, dizziness and blurry vision . I couldn't see well . My whole body felt so weak , hot and tired my head felt like it would explode .
"Stop!” I ordered , suddenly the pain faded away I was back to normal .
I realize I was in the uncomfortable situation for two hours .
I decided to head back to Mrs. Hunter's mansion . I should've had some breakfast .
I only ate an apple , must be the hunger pangs.
When I arrived her mansion I walked past the living room but stopped and went back Mrs. Hunter, Knight and some unfamiliar looking lady they sat , they all stood staring at me like I just turned the moon into dust .
"Good evening everyone” I said .
I looked at myself to ensure I was okay . I wasn't okay. My whole body was sweaty its like I just came from the ocean.
"Please excuse me” I said .
I wasn't hungry I was in some unexplainable confusing and unsettling pain that mysteriously vanished .
I had a shower, and felt so much better I changed into my orange shirt and black sweat pants .
Knight was already in my room with a tray of food. Some spaghetti spicy meat balls , tomato sauce, , Oreos, an apple, fruits salad and a glass of orange juice . I don’t really care if its an unbalanced diet I am so grateful its food . I ate like I survived a jungle and came back to modern world.
He stared at me .
"I am sorry I was starving.” I said.
"I understand , I was just a little worried about you for a moment , you came looking like you battled a dozen soldiers across the globe ."he said.
"I hadn't eaten plus work was a pain in the ass ."I said he laughed.
"Don't make me rethink of my decision of being a lawyer. “he said.
"Its a great job by the way” I said.
"Can I ask you something. “he said .
I ate the last Oreo.
"Sure go ahead” I said.
"Have you ever kissed someone without fully knowing what you are doing? Like a forbidden kiss "he asked .
I nearly spit out my orange juice, did he find out?
"Er , uh . Yea I have "I said .
Please don't ask who.
"How did you handle it "he asked.
"I just kept it to myself she was a wonderful lady , so beautiful but someone's wife. I think about her every night "I said . If only he knew it was his mom .
"You are even smiling she seems so special “he said .
"She is very special but probably won't love me back ."I said .
"Who wouldn't love a sweet guy like you , "he said .
"Tell me about you , did you magically kiss someone ?"I asked , he blushed . This sounds like some good tea.
"Yes I did kiss someone , it was like an accident but then it didn’t feel it was an accident it felt so much like we both wanted ."he said .
"Then what happened "I asked .
"He kept apologizing and I kept saying its okay, it just happened , I just feel something for him but not yet sure” I said.
"Take it slow , get to know him so he can know you too. Be patient bro"I said
"Thanks I will heed to your advice , you know , sometimes I wish you were my dad “he said and pat my shoulder and left to get me some painkillers downstairs at the drugs store near the basement , once again I felt some connection to him , not the love kind but I could feel something bonding us , something deeper and I was surprised he's never said he wishes I was his dad.
I hope I can figure out what is up with me , I need answers as to why I get flashbacks of things I have done but I can't remember doing
, I can tell there is a lot I don’t know . I will probably see a psychiatrist as much as I hate the idea