Me my son and I(BOOK TWO)

Chapter Six

"Sarah is that you?", he said and his eyes lit up.

I wrapped my arms around him and he picked me up and spun me around. "Oh it's been so long, how have you been?", I said and he put me down. "I've been good, just been sorting stuff out, how about you I hear you've had a baby boy", he said as we walked towards the house. "Mason yeah he's a little gremlin but he’s mine, I never knew you had a daughter", I said as we got to the dinning room and there were people all over the place. "Yeah my little Jo-Jo she's turning four in a couple days god, it feels like forever since I’ve seen you, James and Alice how are they? I've been over seas with Jo, I took her to Europe we only just got back", he said and I froze. He didn't know about Alice, wow he really is out of the loop. "Um I think we should talk over dinner and you can tell me all about your holiday, hey Jo could stay with Mason while we go out if you want", I said and he nodded and smiled. "Okay sounds like a plan I'll pick you up at 8?", he asked and I nodded. "I better go find Jo, I'll see you later Sarah", He said and smiled. I walked back upstairs and to Adams office. "So you’re going to dinner? With Carter?", he said and growled. He sat on the sofa by the fireplace. "Adam he's my friend and I haven't seen him in a while, it should matter to you we're not together anymore; we can see different people", I said and grabbed my bag. He got up and threw a glass at the fireplace. "IM STILL YOU MATE!! YOU ARE MINE SARAH NO OTHER MAN WILL TOUCH WHAT IS MINE!!", he yelled and I growled stepping forward. "I'm not yours not anymore... YOU RUINED ME! YOU LEFT AND GAVE ANOTHER WOMEN A CHILD... HOW WILL I FORGIVE YOU WHEN THAT CHILD ISN’T MINE WHEN IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN!", I said screaming and he looked away and I stepped forward. "You can't tell me who I can't and can see, not anymore. As long as that vial serpent women still breathes and that child lives we will never be one again", I said and walked out to my car. I got in and drove home, as I got home I sighed and held my head. I was angry and frustrated; all I wanted to do was curl up into a ball in bed with Mason. I got out of my car and walked to my office to see James sitting at my desk filing paper. "What’s wrong?", he said and I just broke. He rushed to my side and comforts me. "I hate him! I hate him so much! ", I said and sobbed into his shirt. "Sarah it's okay”, he said and I shook my head. "No it's not! I can't bare to see him upset I can't stand seeing him and knowing that he gave someone something that he should of given to me. I hate not having him around, I hate not having my family together again!", I said and he cradled me. We sat there for a while and I calmed down. "You know you are one of the toughest and most independent women I know, you remind me much of how my mother was. She would always protect us and care for others, dad was no help he pretty much was like another Adam, and he was a good father but always cause mum pain. He would go out and not come home till the sun rises the next day. He acted like he hated our mother but she always stayed by him, until he cheated and she moved away with Alice and me. She became sick and was diagnosed with cancer. Our father didn't make contact. She died two years later and when we were sent back to Damon he had pulled himself together and fixed himself. He's apologise and say he's sorry that he didn't call her... I guess none of this matters but she stayed with him no matter how bad things got, always sobered him up so he could face us in the morning, but she stuck with him and loved him, you will always love Adam and nothing can change that, you just have to live with it and get through the pain", he said and I sighed knowing he was right. "I saw carter today", I said and James looked at me. "I haven't heard from him in ages how is he", he said happily. "He's good he has a daughter... Amelia Ella James was his mate", I said James face fell and he smiled lightly. "I saw her the day of the attack, I was jumped by three alpha rouges and she jumped in giving me time to get up but I turned and saw her laying limp on the floor. Gale came in and killed them, she saved me", he said and I looked up at him. "I feel horrible... I'm the reason that little girl won't grow up with a mother", he said and I hugged him. "She saved her pack she will always be remembered as one of the packs best warriors and saviour", I said and we stood up. "I'm going to dinner tonight with carter, do you think you could babysit two of the most adorable kids in the world? It will give you practice for when you have kids", I said smiling sweetly at him. "I'm gay Sarah", he said and we walked. "You can adopt. PLEASE!", I said and he sighed and nodded his head and I kissed his cheek. "Okay so I'm going to go and get ready”, I said and walked toy bedroom. Was this a casual or formal thing? No just two friends going out for dinner and catching up. I decide on a dark blue navy dress with a brown belt and a black jacket. I showered and before moving to makeup and hair. I tied my hair in a braided bun and pulled parts out at the side, I did natural make up and grabbed my heels, tying the straps above my ankle. I grabbed my purse and walked out just as Mason arrived, James held him and Adams parents left. Mason looked at me and smiled and clapped as I walked towards him and held out my arms just as the bell rang. James walked and opened the door and immediately jumped at carter with a bear hug. "Dude it's been to long where have you been?", James said and they laughed and talked. "Hello Sarah", Joanna said as she stood next to me and I bent down with mason and hugged the pretty girl. "Jo this is Mason my son", I said and she looked at Mason who looked at her and he stared for a bit until he grabbed her face and laughed. "Hello Mason", she said and smiled. "I have a favour to ask you Jo, do you think you could watch mason for me I need help?" I said and she nodded straight away and smiled so did Mason. I stood as Carter came over her wore formal but casual like me, White dress top jeans ad a jacket and his hair was combed to the side... He looked good. "He’s adorable like his mother", Carter said as he stroked Masons hand with his finger. "Ready to go?", I asked and he nodded. I gave Mason to James and walked towards the living room with Gale and Jo trailing behind them. Carted smiled and we walked to his car, It was a black jeep that looked way to high for me and I knew I would struggle to get in. "Here let me help you tiny", he said and I glared playfully at him as I tried to pull myself up but failed. His hands where on my waist and I tensed at the placement but relaxed and he helped me into the car. He got in and started driving. "I hope you like Italian", He said and I smiled and he did to. I looked over him as he drove. He was well built and that jaw line was to die for. He also had ink on his arms and chest tattoos I could see through the top. I pulled away getting the feeling that it was wrong... He lost his mate… And I lost mine.