Hidden From The Alpha

Chapter 32

Amaia POV

I left the bed slowly, I was feeling a little bit better, Creamy lend me his hands and I took them, I wasn’t the type to lend on someone, I was the type that I could do everything on my own without any help. But now I was getting help from a stranger.

He led me to the bathroom, as he called it. It was my first time seeing something like this, don’t get me wrong. I was amazed that I had to run my hands all over the sparkling wall.

“This is where you’re gonna touch and the water would come up. It’s called a shower.”

“Huh?” I looked at him surprised, he chuckled at my stare and pressed the button that was on the wall, and the water came, running on me wetting me and my hoodie.

I screamed!

He laughed and turn it off.

I couldn’t believe he was laughing at my ignorance. Asshole!

“How long have you been a rogue?”

“You can guess.”

“Yeah. The look said it all. You’ve never been in a pack before. This is an opportunity don’t you think. You’ll be there, we’ll take care of you.”

Like he knew what I had in mind. I twitched my head.

“I don’t think I belong here. I won’t fit in.”

I would keep running. Keep on hiding, that was my life. I couldn’t live the way they were, normal.

I wasn’t normal. I was a threat to them, I had been controlling myself ever since. I was trying, the wolf scent is all over the place, and all I want to do was hunt them, that’s why I can’t stay here and I have to escape, he’s probably preparing and I was preparing too, I had a mission when I came here, I came here because I wanted to kill the alpha and I don’t know anymore if the Alpha tries to stop me from leaving if he did try to then I won’t hold back.

“That was what we thought at first, but we’re doing fine.”

I don’t expect him to understand, I stared at the bathroom, still admiring them it felt nice and beautiful, I had only a bath in the stream and rivers and most times don’t have a bath at all.

“It’s not something you would understand. You’re gonna take my clothes right?”

“Yes.” He nodded, Seem he had understood what I meant because he didn’t pressure it.

“The Alpha’s orders?”

“Yes, he didn’t want you to keep wearing that. He got you new hoodies a lot of them. So you get to change.”

I half smiled, what now, trying to be considerate. He shouldn’t be, there was no need for that. He shouldn’t be that at all. It was cheesy.

It was good he didn’t buy any girly stuff and I would’ve tossed them in the trash. I need the hoodie. That was what I looked best in and it fitted me.

It gave me the best bad look.

“I would leave you them, have your bath, your medicine is on the table and your food as well. I would come back later at night or tomorrow morning to get the clothes.”

I nodded.

“Try not to slip and break your neck.”

I glare at him. He smiled, he was cute with those dimpled cheeks, he wasn’t that bad as a guy. He was doing fine but not as the alpha was.

Why was I comparing their looks, what was wrong with me, I must’ve been losing it lately.

“I made it easier for you, if you need anything, you need to do is press a button at the side of your bed, it would ring a bell and I would be here to attend to you. Whatever your need may be.”

“Hasn’t been there or you’d fix it.”

“I did.”

“How come I didn’t know?” They did something like that and I have no idea when or where.

“Fast asleep I didn’t want to disturb you so I did my best not to make too much of a sound.”

What more could they do, why are they being so kind to me, I’m the last person that deserves that from them. I won’t be deceived, they’re putting on art to capture me, or who knows what they would do after that. I won’t let that happen.

I don’t wanna be swayed by them. Wolves can’t be trusted.

“..if there’s anything else you would need don’t forget to press the button. It would be easier if you...”

the look I gave him quelled him and he knew that was where he had to end that conversation.

“This is your towel.”

“Towel?” That was the one thing i knew, because my father, bought those back then. I touched the towel it only brought back memories. I sniffed. I wasn’t able to save him. He was probably resting, those moon wolves didn’t have mercy on them. All they wanted was to see that we died.

It was all my fault, it was because of me it happened that way, if i hadn’t killed the Alpha’s beta maybe all this won’t have happened. I would have still been at the Novak forest. Our home. My home.

We can never know how life would turn the very next minute.

“I’ll be leaving now.”

I nodded slowly and he left this time, shutting the bathroom door behind him, I settled to bathe, and have my hoodie pulled off my body, then I took off the pants and shirt that I wore beneath. And there I was standing naked.

I turned on the shower, I shivers as the water came into my body, I settled to wash my hair, I should at least look clean.

“...it’s the safest path around here. And besides, it's a full moon tonight, you’re gonna love it.” The Alpha chuckled as he led me through the narrow path, he was dressed in a white sleeve and black pants and brown coat. It was just a simple dressing but he looked hot just in it. I gulped down, and looked away from his body when he caught me staring at him, he smirked like he knew he was too good looking, that’s why I just want to...

This was the night I was waiting for and I was here and I don’t even know what I was feeling.

It was as if we were heading towards the mountain path. I followed without saying a word. I was wearing a black hoodie which was over my head as well, covering my face. I looked like a villain.

My best look.

Creamy had given me what he said was a mirror, it wasn’t my first time seeing it, it was because it was bigger, I got to see my entire body. The one I had seen before was a small piece that my father had picked up. Probably from the trash when he had gone to the town. That was years ago and when I stare at myself, I wonder if that was me, because I had completely forgotten what I looked like.

“..we would be there soon, you ain’t tired are you?”

He turned to stare at me that was behind him. I shook my head, my journey had yet started. I couldn’t be tired just yet.

He smiled. And stretched his hand towards me, then nodded. Urging me to take them, He didn’t think I would accept that, does he?

Is he stupid?