I was pacing around the room for what felt like hours to me, and just as I paced around I bite my nails as well. My hoodie was still on, I never had the thought of taking it off not even once.
“Ain’t you hungry, you should stop pacing, you’re making my eyes spin..”
I scoffed and stopped to face Creamy.
“I’m not hungry but just sick of seeing your face. Why are you in here, in the room when you’re supposed to be outside the door, doing your work but you’re in the same room with me? That alone is sickening.”
“I’m only..”
“You’re only doing what the alpha says. You’re the Alpha’s friend I think. You should be beside him. Not with me, I tired of you, tired of him. Tired of everyone.”
“You’re just getting started on seeing our face and you’re tired.”
I palmed my forehead. He was still leaning on the wall that was beside the wall. Not even the slightest intention of leaving. He was just there. Staring at me. Like some kind of something interesting to look out for. I rolled my eyes.
And resumed my pacing, that was how I could think. Else nothing was coming at me at all. I can’t stay here, I need to think of an escape plan. But I don’t know yet. That was what was exhilarating.
“Don’t get worked up over nothing. If you’re planning on escaping, you’re wasting your time. You won’t escape the sight of the alpha..”
I turned to him. Taking two large steps at him.
He looked up at me.
“The Alpha is he a psycho?”
His jaw dropped and then he chuckled after a while. I had to ask because he was acting weird. At the courthouse, in this room, and outside while I was meeting Louis and mark. He was there too after we already fought. I had to ask because I couldn’t understand him or what he was trying to do. When I thought he would avoid me, he won’t.
“What made you think that of him? Franco would have been mad if he had been the one you asked that.”
“I hurt him, why is he still here?”
“You think he’s gonna avoid you?”
“Shouldn’t He do?”
“You would be the last person he would do that to.”
“Why?”
He shrugged.
“He did say you’re interesting.”
He’s interested in me, he couldn’t be the pervert Louis talked about each time, warning me to be careful of such people and if he would were around protect me from them. I sighed just at the thought of him. I was missing them already, but I knew I was a danger to them too. I was gonna leave them sooner or later but I didn’t know it would be this quick.
Was he that kind of a person? He can’t be right, he was the alpha. He shouldn’t be stupid.
“You don’t wanna see the ugly side of him.”
“I wanna see it.”
“On you. Or someone else.”
It won’t be on me. I might perhaps watch how he treats others. So I can know. If he was two-faced of three.
“Not on me,” I replied. I had messed with him a thrice today if I’m not mistaken, I accused him of not being the alpha, stroke with the dagger, and fought him earlier. I was on his blacklist.
“You would get to see it soon.”
“He’s zyair.”
Creamy nodded. That was his name, Zyair. I don’t if I have heard the name before or not. Zyair. That would be what I would call him. Not alpha.
The name alpha was domineering to me and I don’t like it. I wonder if what Louis said was true. It did seem like it was, Louis wasn’t the type to lie like that. I touched the spot he held me earlier and damn. It hurts. Though creamy had rubbed some ointment on it. It still hurts.
“How long would I be kept here, locked in?”
“I don’t know. Depends on the Alpha and your behavior. Mostly on the latter. If you keep fighting with him. You would never see the light of day.”
That was the only method I knew, there wasn’t any other way except that. What was I supposed to do, bow and keep saying yes to everything he says. I would rather stay in here until I come up with a plan that would take me out of here. And it won’t he long I was certain of it.
I have Creamy eyes on me again. Before he looked away.
“I’ll get you some food.”
“I’m not hungry.”
At the sound of the food, my stomach growls. I was fine ever since he didn’t mention it. I gulped and held my stomach with a nervous laugh.
“We ain’t gonna poison you. So relax and I’ll get the food and you’ll eat.”
“And if I don’t?”
“You have the alpha to face.”
I smirked. I wanted to see him, maybe if I meet him, I might.. not a good idea. I can’t just attack him. I had to let today slide. I might decide on the attack another time not now. I won’t see him again today.
It won’t be good if I keep seeing him the urge to kill him was so much when he was close to me, that I had to hold my breath. His smells were fascinating. And just a brief moment I was already fantasizing about killing him. That was why I wanted to see him again. But now I’ve decided against it. I need to focus on myself and plan else they would get me trapped here.
“How long would it take to get the food ?”
“Few minutes.”
“Isn’t it far from here. This place is kinda big.”
“I’ll be quick. And that’s why it’s five minutes. I would bring the food and I’ll bring someone to serve you.”
“Who?”
“Someone around your age. I’ll introduce her. She would be the one attending to you.”
“My bodyguard or a watchdog.”
“A friend.”
He answered. That made my lips clamped shut. I wasn’t expecting the answer. So I just at him. Wondering what this was all about.
“You shouldn’t worry...”
Somebody should tell him. I wasn’t!
“The alpha made the arrangements. He can’t keep you company. You would be locked here for some time. All-day, and there would be no one to talk to, it would be worse so he decided to bring her here. She would attend to you and keep you company. And seeing how you were with those friends of yours. He didn’t want you to be lonely more than ever and feel like you know..”
I blinked my eyes at him. Was that what it was, I don’t need anyone with me. I’m trying to hide more than ever and I don’t want anyone to see the mark on my neck either. That I had to protect.
“Considerate isn’t he?”
“Tell him, I don’t need it. I’ll be fine on my own. If I want to talk, I’ll talk to you. I don’t need anyone else.”
“But she won’t do any harm.”
“She won’t, but I’ll if you send her here. I might kill her. You understand now. Take out my anger on her. I’m gonna kill her..” I drawled. That made him withdraw from me.
I don’t know how to relate to someone like me. I can’t do it. And I was warned of them, Louis warned me to be careful of them. I will rather be on my own than have anyone close to me in this place. I won’t have it.
He should tell the alpha that.
I’ll kill her and I meant it.
I pushed my hair back and walked to the bed and sat on it with my back against creamy. I heard him open the door and walked out without another word.