Ryan's POV For the first time in years, my conscience is judging me for how I acted to Valerie's accusation last night and how she expected something else from me. I am not supposed to feel bad for her because she is not a good person but I can't help not feeling bad for not being there just like she expected of me. She was right. I am selfish. She helped me but it never crossed my mind to help make her ex-boyfriend jealous and for him to realize what he has lost. This might be because I really feel that losing her is a great thing. After all, she is full of trouble and no man might want to be with her. I feel this is why he broke up with her. But on second thoughts, it is obvious they both loved each other despite her shortcomings but they broke things up because he cheated. Why do