Brynn's Beta

Chapter 7--Brynn (18+)

The night before my birthday I was restless. There were so many emotions flowing through me. I was nervous, excited, a little scared, elated, and tense. I missed Jace. For the last several years, we had been friends and now he was studiously avoiding me. Somehow, I knew if I could just talk to him, I would feel better. I thought about tracking him down, but I didn’t know if that would be too forward. Just as I was about to go find him, Ivy knocked on my door. She was holding a gift.

“It’s early, but I got a little something for you to wear tomorrow … just in case you meet your mate,” she said with a little wink.

I pulled open the box and was delighted to find a lovely light blue bralette and panty set.

“I wanted to get you something scandalous, but thought this was more your speed,” Ivy continued. “Love you so much Brynn and if you do meet your mate tomorrow, I better no hear from you for at least three days, but then I want to know EVERYTHING!” she threatened.

I grinned and threw my arms around here, “Love you too, Ivy! Sister from another mister. Can’t wait to dish, if it happens.” I felt a little bad about not telling her what happened with Jace but I was so conflicted about the whole thing, I wanted to keep it to myself.

I woke up the morning of my birthday to a sassy whisper in my ear. At least I thought it was a whisper. Turns out it was a Sophia and she was my wolf! We chatted for a little bit, getting to know each other before I stretched and moved around in my new body. I waltzed into the bathroom to get ready. I decided to spend a little more time on my appearance today in case I met my mate. I pulled on my gift and felt sexy, but still myself.

Yesterday, Lia forced me to go to the clinic to get a Depo shot. “Just in case you meet your mate.” I was glad that I confided in Lia about Jace. Lia and Ivy were my biggest cheerleader’s and if I needed to cry on a shoulder, one of them would be there. At this moment, everything that happened seemed so far-fetched and I was pretty convinced I was imagining everything and that I was almost over my crush.

Honestly, I was a little surprised that Jace wasn’t at my door this morning. I could have sworn that I was feeling something akin to the bond when we danced the other night. And when we kissed, I sighed again. I doubted anything could top how I felt the moment his lips touched mine. Plus, I had noticed him staring at me multiple times—not just staring. He looked like he wanted me. My training schedule had changed so I was now only training with women. I knew Jace was in charge of the schedules, so I thought all the signs pointed to him being my mate. I guess I was wrong.

Part of me wasn’t surprised. Even though Omega’s are valued in this pack, it would be a stretch to be mated to a strong Beta. His mate was probably some stuck up Alpha’s daughter or something. Sophia huffed at the thought in my head. Regardless, I was going to have a good day and Jace could just go off and be his grumpy little self. I was so annoyed with him for basically ignoring me since our moment at the dance. Not just ignoring me, but actively running off when he saw me. Not even wolf enough to apologize for walking away. Jerk.

I headed to Aspen’s office to find out what her plan was for the day. Sophia and I chatted on my way to the office and I pranced into Aspen’s space and flopped on the couch.

“I met my wolf! Her name is Sophia and she’s hilarious. I can’t wait to shift in a few days!”

Aspen laughed at me, “Good morning and happy birthday to you! I can’t wait to meet Sophia. Since it’s your birthday, I have a little surprise for you. I just need help with one little thing and then I’m giving you the rest of the day off! Follow me.”

I was so excited to have the day off! As soon as I was done with Aspen, I was going to find Ivy and Haisley and hopefully convince them to shop with me in the village. Since it was clear Jace wasn’t my mate, I wanted to meet as many pack members as possible to see if my mate was somewhere in the pack. Maybe it was Sean? I hadn't seen him around much since he was doing an intense stretch of night patrol, but we seemed to hit it off before.

Aspen explained her plan as we walked, but I was distracted because we were heading directly for the Beta floor.

The closer we got to the Beta floor, the more antsy my wolf got and the more I smelled something amazing. It kind of reminded me of my mom’s Christmas punch, spicy and warm with a hint of clove. It was tantalizing and made my mouth water. I couldn’t even focus on what Aspen was explaining because of this scent. I just kept filling my lungs with it, trying to soak up as much as possible. It made me wonder who was assigned to clean up here. Maybe that person was my mate! I mean I was straight, and assumed I would be mated with a male, but if it was a female and what the Goddess intended, I was willing to explore.

Suddenly, I heard a door slam and Jace was standing in front of me. His eyes were black before they flashed back to their beautiful brown color, and his hand came up to cup my cheek. All the blood in my body rushed south and my heart was pounding in my ears. Sophia went absolutely berserk shouting “MATE!!!” in my head. I think Jace said something, but I didn’t hear it because there were tingles all over my body setting me on fire. Jace was that smell! Jace was my mate.

I froze, unable to process that the man I had been fanaticizing over, crushing on, and dreaming about was actually mine. Jace was my mate!

“Mate?” I whispered. Jace nodded, came closer, and wrapped an arm around my waist. I threw my arms around his neck and pressed my body close to his as I nuzzled into his neck, taking in his delicious scent. He was strong and firm … everywhere, I hoped, and I loved the feel of him against me. He looked into my eyes and breathed “mine” before he leaned his head into my neck and took a deep inhale. I felt the tension leave his body as his nose trailed up my neck to my marking spot.

“Brynn,” he whispered, “my mate. Mine.” Then he kissed my marking spot. I shuddered at the sensation and a small moan fell from my lips.

Then we were kissing again. My lips were eager for his and we melded perfectly together. It was different than last time and better. So much better. His lips were soft as he brushed them gently across mine, slowly and sweetly at first, but then I moaned. Jace kissed me harder and his hand reached my butt, which he gripped and squeezed. Everything was so overwhelming which scared me a little. I pulled away.

He looked confused, fvcking hot as hell, but confused, “what’s wrong?”

“Nothing … I mean so much …” I waved my hand around us “… I mean are you really my mate?!”

Jace chuckled and stroked my face again, “do you feel that?” he whispered. I closed my eyes at the sensation and nodded, swallowing hard. He grabbed my hand, kissed my palm, and placed my hand on his cheek. “Those tingles mean you’re mine and I’m yours. You’re my mate, Brynn.”

I opened my eyes to find Jace staring back with such abject adoration it took my breath away. “We’re mates?” I just needed to clarify one more time. I had known Jace my whole life but he had spent the better part of the last few months completely ignoring my existence. I had to be sure.

He nodded, “mine,” he breathed again before he kissed me again. Holy fvck! What a kiss. I threw caution to the wind and lost myself to Jace. I jumped into his arms and bit his lower lip. He growled and thrust his tongue into my mouth. Wow. He tasted amazing! He carried me down the hall as we made out, occasionally bumping into things and knocking a picture off the wall.

I could feel his erection against my belly and it seemed my body and my new wolf had a mind of their own because I started to grind against him. It felt AMAZING! I know most wolves are hyper-s****l and I was a little, but I was pretty reserved and hadn’t done much. I got to maybe second base with my high school boyfriend, and then there was the whole Will situation. The therapy helped, but my assault had put a damper on any sort of intimacy. My therapist had encouraged me to explore myself as part of my recovery, and I had a little, but nothing like this. I was a little overwhelmed and I pulled back, but then I remembered my plan. This was so much better than the ‘friends with benefits” I had in mind.

We made it to the couch where Jace pulled me onto his lap. Before I could say a word, his hand came up and he brushed a piece of hair off my face and tucked it behind my ear. “I’ve missed you so much this week Brynn. You have no idea how badly I wanted to go find you and be with you. I’ve been arguing with my wolf non-stop. I’m sorry I couldn’t say anything before. I didn’t want to mess up and break the rule.”

Well fvck! He was sweet. I was just about to confront him about why he had been ignoring me for months and making me feel crazy with his hot and cold behavior, but then he touched me and my body just lit up. And he apologized! I looked up at him, “I missed you too. Somehow, I think I knew. I almost tracked you down last night because I was nervous and I knew being close to you would help me feel better.”

Jace grinned and leaned forward, “How are you feeling now?” he whispered as his lips hovered right over mine.

“Better,” I hummed as I tilted my head to get a better angle so I could kiss him again. I was so addicted to his kisses already. His lips left mine and dragged across my jaw and down my neck. He kissed and nipped at my skin like he was hungry for me and greedy to taste my skin.

I sighed which turned into a low moan as Jace’s lips kept working against my skin. Ohmygoddess! Whatever he was doing shot straight to my core. Sophia wasn’t helping and kept pushing naughty ideas into my head and my lady parts were so wet and I was all discombobulated. Everything was overwhelming and alluring and Jace smelled so good, and he was so warm. Mostly I was horny … like really, really horny and I wanted Jace naked and inside me. Like it was the only thing I could think about. I did the only thing a semi-rational she-wolf could do at that moment. I turned, straddled him, ripped off his shirt, pulled his lips back to mine, and kissed the man.

He seemed surprised but was right there with me. I felt my own top ripping as he removed it before he kissed me again and his lips went down towards my breasts. He nipped and sucked through my bralette and I could feel my n*****s hardening. They were so sensitive. I had no idea.

“I need, I want … you …” I panted.

“I want you too,” he assured me as he continued to nip and suck against my marking spot.

“No … I mean inside me,” I gasped as his finger did something to my n****e that felt incredible.

Jace’s head popped up, “Have you ever ...?” he paused.

“No,” I admitted.

He growled and attacked my lips. I guess he liked that answer. After a minute he pulled away. “C’mon. We’re going to my bedroom. No way your first time is on my couch. It’s going to be special. You’re special and you’re mine.” He practically growled out that last statement.

Whew! His whole possessive thing was really working for me. My lady parts were soaked! Jace pulled me into his room, paused, and cupped my face with both hands. He peered deeply into my eyes, “you’re sure? Because there’s no rush. This only happens when you’re ready and you’re comfortable.”

“If you knew how wet I was for you, you wouldn’t be saying that,” I stated, shocking myself. Where did that come from?! Sophia laughed in my head, “that’s my girl. Git some!”

I swear, Jace’s eyes turned fully black as he pulled off his pants, leaving him in just his impressively tented boxers.

“Nope, all the way off,” I demanded. He just gave me a sly smile and stripped them off. Mercy! That was mine. Come to momma! I clenched in anticipation. I wasn’t that experienced, but I was just going for it and leaning into the awkwardness.

Jace came close, “your turn,” he whispered. I thought he would rip off the rest of my clothes as well, but instead he sweetly and slowly removed my pants while kissing down my body. He left my bra and panties on and took a step back, “stunning,” he murmured. It was so sweet and really helped my confidence.

He pulled me over to the bed and we laid back together. Pulling me close, he started to kiss me again—slowly, deeply, with such passion I thought I would be consumed. His hands were stroking my skin, stirring up a fire that was threatening to engulf me, but his lips never stopped moving. He kissed my lips, my jaw, down my neck, over to my marking spot, and back to my lips. It was so sensual and just what my school-girl fantasies had imagined. It was really working for me and I could feel my arousal increasing. Especially when I felt Jace’s er*ction against my thigh.

Just when I thought I couldn’t take any more, Jace pulled away, “do you touch yourself?”

I blushed, “sometimes.”

“Will you show me?”

I nodded and slid my hand down my stomach, past my belly button, to my lower lips. Jace’s hand followed on top of mine. Before I reached my bud, he pulled my panties off.

“I want to see all of you,” he murmured. His lips found mine as I started to stroke myself, his hand on top, feeling me, moving with me.

While we stroked, Jace’s mouth found my breast and he licked and teased my n****e. It was a little weird at first, but then he lightly sucked on me and I moaned. Loud, because it felt amazing. My breath was coming faster now, because I was close. Jace’s hand left mine and I felt a finger move gently inside me. He started moving his finger back and forth at the same pace as I was stroking.

“Oh my GAWD … Jace …” I moaned again. I had never touched myself inside and when he did it, well, it was blowing my mind. Then he stuck another finger in and changed his motion. He started rubbing a very specific spot deep inside me and I was seeing stars. I had maybe had one or two org*sms before this, but there was a new feeling in my tummy that I hadn’t felt before, but I knew I needed it. I rubbed myself faster and Jace’s fingers picked up the pace as well.

“Oh!” I gasped, “Oh, Jaceeeee …” I moaned his name like a prayer. I just wanted to reach where ever I was going and I never wanted this feeling to end. My legs were shaking and everything felt alive. Suddenly, everything clenched down and I rolled through a bliss-like feeling that I had never experienced. I couldn’t contain the loud moan that rolled out of me. It was guttural and so, so good.

Jace slowed his fingers down as I relaxed back against the pillows, my eyes closed, a little smile on my face. His fingers were still inside me and it felt like I was being stretched or something. It wasn’t uncomfortable, just a little weird. His lips were against my neck, my ear, my lips.

“That was beautiful,” he murmured in my ear. “I almost came with you, watching you fall apart with just my fingers.”

My hands came up and I wrapped them around his neck and kissed his perfect lips, while I smiled. “Pretty sure that was my first real orgasm,” I whispered. “I want more.” Whatever that was, that feeling. I needed it again and again. And I needed Jace deep inside me, his teeth sinking into my neck. The rest of our conversation could wait. It was an absolute biologic imperative that my mark was on his neck and his was on mine.

Jace grinned against my lips, “me too. Do you want me to wear a condom?”

I shook my head no, “I got a depo shot, just in case.” I blushed a little. Jace kissed my nose, “smart thinking,” he whispered, “but we can have pups whenever you’re ready.”

“Really?!” I whispered squealed, momentarily distracted.

“Um hmm,” Jace vibrated against my n*****s and I shivered in delight. “Oh!” I gasped. “Do that again!”

He grinned, “You have the most perfect t*ts.” I felt his tongue against my other n****e, then his mouth, then a growl. I groaned as I felt myself get wetter. It felt so good. This continued for a while. I liked it, but it wasn’t what I really wanted.

“Jace,” I grabbed his face and made him look at me, “I'm ready. I want you and I want you to mark me."

Jace growled and leaned forward to leave a blistering kiss on my lips before sitting back on his knees, grabbing his c*ck. I started to close my legs and cover myself because I felt a little exposed, but Jace stopped me. "You’re so beautiful. Absolutely the most stunning woman I’ve ever seen and now you’re naked in my bed with the prettiest puzzy. I’ve been dreaming about this moment since I first scented you. I’m going to make you come and then I’m going to sink my teeth in you and make you mine,” he rumbled.

I smiled as I trailed a hand down his chest and the ridges of his abdomen. He really knew how to boost a girl’s confidence. “That’s what I want as well,” I murmured.

Jace nudged my knees further apart and put a pillow under my hips before I felt his tip at my entrance. He came close and kissed me. "Breathe, my sweet mate, just breathe with me."

“Say it again,” I whispered, still not quite believing it was true.

"Mate," Jace breathed as I felt him push in further. It was hurting a little, so I wiggled my hips to try and ease some of the discomfort I was feeling. That pushed Jace in more and suddenly there was a tight pinch. I yelped a little because I was caught off guard.

Jace pushed harder and it hurt for a minute until it didn’t hurt at all. I wrapped my arms around Jace as he hovered over me, not moving, just giving me little kisses. I took a deep breath and blew it out. “You ok?” he asked.

“Um hmm,” I nodded, unsure of what else to say or how to describe what I was feeling. “It feels … I feel … gooooood,” I breathed.

“Full. Can you move?”

Jace nodded and swiveled his hips pulling out and pushing back in, “Fvck, you’re so tight. Are you sure?”

I nodded again, “Is it not … is it ok for you?” Was that a dumb question? I don’t know. This was so new to me. I mean Jace had experience. What if I wasn’t good or good for him?

Jace stroked the hair away from my face, “Better than ok,” he murmured, “you feel incredible around me. So good, I might not last, but I want it to be good for you. Hang on.” He pulled out and pushed back in a few times with some short little strokes.

“That feels … I like that,” I exclaimed, breathlessly, as Jace continued to work his c*ck inside me.

Jace’s lips came down on mine as he continued to move inside me. The initial pain and tightness I felt was replaced with this warm sensation and delicious friction. There were so many fluids involved in s*x, no one warned me about this part, but things were sliding easily and it felt good, so I guess it was normal.

“Fvck, you feel so good. I’m not going to last … Brynn, baby … fvvvvvck ….” Jace groaned and buried his head in my neck as he thrust his hips forward and tensely held himself on top of me.

I felt spurts of warm, thick c*m inside me. I think he just … did he come?

I held onto his biceps not sure what to do, that was anticlimactic.

Jace wouldn’t even look at me, “I’m so sorry, baby. You’re so beautiful, and you felt so good and I’ve been waiting for you for so long. I just kind of lost it. Your first experience was supposed to be better. I’m so sorry.” He kept murmuring apologies into my neck.

Somehow, this made me feel less awkward. I pulled his head up to me, “Hey! Stop apologizing. All of this is new to me also and it felt pretty good. Besides, it must be some sort of s****l superpower to make an experienced guy like you come like that. Do I have a magical v****a?”

Jace grinned and looked less embarrassed. He kissed my nose, “definitely.”

I grinned and shrugged a little, “Besides, rumor has it that ranked wolves have quite the stamina,” I said with a little wink. Jace growled and I gasped as I felt him get harder inside me.

“That’s true. Your turn,” he rumbled as he rolled us so I was suddenly on top. I didn’t know much, but I had seen something like this before, so I braced myself with my hands on Jace’s chest and starting rocking back and forth. I was rubbing my clit against him and it felt amazing.

“That’s it, just like that,” Jace mumbled as one hand flicked my n****e.

“Mmmm,” I moaned, before I switched it up and started bouncing up and down taking his c*ck a little deeper each time. Now this, this felt incredible. There were tingles and little currents of electricity running through me and things were clenching deliciously. Jace kept touching me in all sorts of good places and telling me how beautiful I looked and other things, but I couldn’t hear him because that wonderful feeling was back and it was so close … I was so close.

I gripped his pecs harder and closed my eyes to really concentrate. I was rocking and bouncing and rocking and panting. “Oh … oh yes … oh Oh OH OHHHHHHHHHHH!” I reached my peak and threw my head back in pure bliss, crying out my release.

Jace didn’t even pull out again. He just rolled me onto my back, pushed my knees up towards my ears (didn’t know I could do that) and kept driving into me. Then he shifted my hips and I felt the tip of his length rub against something different inside. “YES! JACE!” I cried out again lifting my hips so get more of that feeling. He honed in on that spot and kept thrusting inside sometimes swiveling his hips, sometimes faster, sometimes slower. The room was filled with the sounds of our lovemaking.

“Open your eyes, Brynn. Look at me,” Jace demanded, his voice low and husky and so sexy.

Opening, I stared into his almost pitch-black orbs, my own lust matching his. “Fvck! So good. I’m close, going to mark you,” he panted.

“Me too,” I gasped as he hit that spot again. “Jace … I’m going to … YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS …” I came apart again right as his teeth sunk deep into my neck. There were some stars, maybe fireworks, something else … I don’t know. I was carried away into a stupendous org*sm like nothing I had ever experienced.

S*x was incredible.