Benton I don’t know what happened. One minute, we were in the bathtub together, me telling Sarah how much I wanted to be with her; the next, Sarah was throwing me out, telling me she felt nothing for me. Which I know is a whole heap of shi.t; I’ve seen the way she looks at me. I could only think that she was still in love with her ex. Of course, I looked him up as soon as I got home; I typed his name into the search engine. What I found out about him is that he’s in his early fifties, and that alone shocked me. Sarah dated this guy? Is she into older men? Is that why she’s pushing me away? I mean, sure, I’m older than Sarah, but not by much. Fuc.k, am I to fight older men for Sarah’s attention? Each to their own and all that, but I don’t see the appeal. It’s not like the man is eve