Sarah I’ve decided to return to work, realizing that leaving isn’t the best option. I don’t want to let Foster run me out of my home, leaving me out there all alone. Running will not stop Foster from coming for me. The truth is, I am so tired of hiding from what I cannot outrun. So, I need to get my life sorted. I can’t wallow in self-pity forever, even though it’s taken me almost a week to so much as want to leave my house. As soon as Benton left that night, I cried my heart out in a way I never had before. I know it was a stupid idea to run him off; I knew it was a mistake. Everything just seemed so hopeless, and I didn’t know what to do to fix things. Jenna came into my room when Benton left and held me in her arms while I cried. At first, she thought Benton had hurt me. When I told