Derek
*Derek*
I turned to face the night sky with tears rolling down my eyes. I knew Daniel was right to say that pain is not the reason my personalities shows up but I didn't want to believe it. I want to believe that somehow I could get them to surface. I want that power but it's obvious now. I was only fooling myself.
I was fooling myself into believing that my efforts would make any difference. And perhaps I am also fooling myself by believing that my mate Isabella was still alive.
I try to protect those I love but at last, I end up pushing away those that were meant to protect me. Just like I pushed away Daniel. I don't deserve to live. I don't deserve to call myself Alpha, I am not worthy of that title.
I wept bitterly and just then I heard someone call my name. I looked and it
