Cali “Sweetheart.” Gems voice brought me back to myself. “If he’s not here by now, he’s not coming.” Her voice was wary. Like she didn’t know how I would take it. I knew what I must look like to her, as I stared out through the dark window. I looked like one of those sad women. The kind that pined after a man who she knew was just playing her. I wanted to tell her it wasn’t like that. That I had some self-respect. But what would be the point? True I was leaving in the morning, but I had been looking forward to seeing him one last time. To fooling around with him one last time. Truth was officially the best s*x I had ever had. I wasn’t even sure any other men were going to live up to him. “I know.” I gave her a smile. It was forced, but I made my lips move. “I'm leaving tomorrow any