PAGKA-UWI namin sa condo niya ay agad akong dumiretso sa banyo para makapaghilamos na.
I took my clothes off and placed myself under the shower. I guess I need this. I need a cold shower. What Krypton told me made my heart ache.
Siguro nga ay mas mabuti na rin ito para matigil na ang kung ano mang balak niya sa akin. Siguro mas mabuti na ito para habang maaga pa lang ay makalimutan ko na ang kung anong nararamdaman ko sa kanya.
Sa totoo lang ay alam kong ang nararamdaman ko para sa kanya ay mahirap kalimutan. Masyadong delikado ang pagmamahal na meron ako sa kanya. Ito iyong tipong kayang-kayang wasakin ng buong-buo ang isang tao.
And when the day comes that he’s already in a relationship with Moira, then I think my whole self is going to shatter into pieces.
Simula pa lang ay natalo na ako. Simula pa lang ay mahal ko na siya. But then, I don’t want him to see my lost.
For a moment, I was taken aback when I felt Krypton’s warm hands on my shoulders. If I am not mistaken I locked the door. Well, this is still his condo after all and I’m pretty sure that he used his keys.
Krypton kissed me on my right shoulder while his hands are starting to explore down on my tummy. Mayamaya lang ay umakyat ang kanyang halik sa aking leeg, paakyat sa aking kanang tenga.
Mariin kong ipinikit ang aking mga mata dahil sa kakaibang kiliting nararamdaman ko.
“Damn, you smell so good.” He whispered erotically making my knees wobble.
Sa takot na matumba ako dahil sa panghihina ay inilagay ko ang aking mga kamay sa baldosa para masuportahan ang aking sarili.
I gasped as I felt his right hand touching my most private part. I even felt his manhood poking on my behind.
“Krypton…” I moaned.
“Yes, baby. Say my name…” he whispered erotically.
Mayamaya lang ay ipinaharap na niya ako sa kanya at agad na sinalubong ng isang halik. Isang uhaw na halik.
I opened my mouth to give his tongue an entrance as I felt it knocking on it. Para akong mauubusan ng hininga sa bawat halik na ibinibigay niya.
He wrapped his right hand on the back of my waist while his left hand is busy caressing my mounds. Bigla tuloy akong napaisip kung gaano na karaming babae ang pinadama niya ng ganito.
I guess I’m still lucky to have him every night. But just thinking of the thought that he’s doing it with other woman is making my heart ache even more. How much more if he’s already in a relationship?
When it comes to him, my insecurities are always acting up.
Bahagya akong napatili nang buhatin niya ako, agad ko namang ipinulupot ang aking mga kamay sa kanyang batok habang ang kanya naman ay nakahawak sa pangupo ko.
Tumingala ako nang maramdamang bumaba ang halik niya sa aking leeg.
He played his tongue on it, softly biting it, and damn, he never failed to make me lose my sanity.
“Krypton, I want you…” that automatically came out my mouth.
“What is it, baby?”
“I want you… ah…”
“Beg for it, baby.”
“Please.”
As he heard me pleaded, he slid his manhood inside me without even touching it as if it was his cue.
Mas lalong humigpit ang pagkakayakap ko sa kanya lalo na nang makaramdam ng kakaibang kiliti.
He started thrusting slowly, without even bothering the drop of water from shower on our body. Hindi ako makapaniwala na ganito siya kalakas. Kayang-kaya niyang gawin sa akin ito habang buhat ako.
We stayed at that position for I don’t know how long, moments have passed, he put me down and he took his thing off me.
I watched him intently as he laid his self on the wet, cold and hard ground of this four-cornered shower room.
I swallowed hard as I saw his whole self. It’s not like this is the first time that I did but I don’t know. I feel like I never want myself to get used to it.
Pakiramdam ko kasi ay matatapos din ang lahat ano mang oras kaya ayaw kong sanayin ang sarili ko.
“I want you to sit on me, baby.”
And I did as I was told. Marahan akong naglakad papunta sa p’westo niya at ginawa ang gusto niya.
“Oh… s**t!” he whispered as I finally did what he wanted me to do. He even closed his eyes as if he’s savoring the moment that he’s inside me.
I started moving up and down, slowly, carefully. He placed his both hands on my waist and he helped me move.
Napakagat ako sa pang-ibabang labi ko nang maramdaman kong sinasabayan na niya ako sa pagsayaw.
Mas lalong nadepina ang kanyang maskuladong katawan nang maramdaman kong gigil na niya akong sinasabayan.
I can’t help but to moan as louder as I can, not minding if someone might just hear us.
“Ah… Krypton!” I screamed out of pleasure as I felt some hot sticky liquid that goes out from inside me.
“Ah, so tight…” he whispered.
Hindi ako huminto sa paggalaw at gano’n din siya. Ilang sandali lang ay mas humigpit ang pagkakahawak niya sa bewang ko at mas diniinan ito pababa.
I suddenly felt his release on me.
Pagkatapos ay agad akong tumayo para linisan na ulit ang sarili ko. Hindi mawala sa akin ang pakiramdam na isa akong bayarang babae.
He’s giving me my luxury and in exchange, I need to satisfy him with his manly-needs. Mabuti na lang at malakas ang bawat pagpatak ng tubig mula sa shower kaya hindi niya mahalata ang luhang pumatak mula sa mga mata ko.
Naramdaman kong hinalikan niya ang braso ko at niyakap ako.
“That was hot.” halata sa boses niya ang saya. Ang galak. At ang ideyang iyon ay mas masakit para sa akin.
Ayokong isipin na ito lang ang habol niya sa akin kahit na simula pa lang ay iyon na ang nararamdaman ko.
“I guess I need to take pills. What do you think?” saglit siyang napahinto sa sinabi ko.
Ilang sandali kaming binalot ng katahimikan, tanging ang lagaslas ng tubig mula sa shower ang nagbibigay ingay kaya napalunok ako.
“Bakit? Ayaw mo bang mabuntis at ako ang maging ama?” Matapang ko siyang hinarap at ngumiti kahit parang ang hirap.
“Of course. I have always wanted to have a one big happy family, Krypton. A loving husband, and a loving father to my children, and obviously, it’s not you.” Saad ko at iniwanan ko na siya.
But I wish it was you, Krypton.