It's Painful to Love You

I Am Your Woman

She didn’t have regrets. She was happy, after all.

It had been two weeks since Kai asked her to live with him. She didn’t think much. She said “Yes” right away. She loved him and she didn’t want to be away from him.

Her father was fuming with anger when she left their mansion. He told her never to come back. It pained her heart to hear those words from her father but she could not bear not to be with Kai. He also told her not to go to any of their companies anymore. She was fired.

Her sister Amelia called her multiple times, begging her to come back but she refused. Albert also begged her to change her mind. He said that he had a bad feeling about Kai. She didn’t listen to them.

This was the first time that someone made her feel cherished and loved. Her brother, sisters, and Albert loved her but Kai was different.

Kai was going to build a family with her. She was going to be his wife and the mother of his children.

She blushed as she thought about it. It had been two weeks that they had been living together and Kai was such a real gentleman. He had never forced her to be intimate with him. He was contented enough to hug and kiss her.

She loved how he would lean her head on his left arm before going to sleep. Whenever she would wake up in the middle of the night, she was wrapped in his big embrace.  She loved how he would wake up and kiss her in the morning. She loved taking care of him: preparing his clothes; eating breakfast and dinner with him; and, just sitting on the sofa watching movies together.

Kai called awhile ago and he told her that they were going to celebrate something tonight. He didn’t say what the celebration was for, but she was still excited. With Kai, everything was perfect.

He came holding a bouquet of flowers and a big teddy bear.

“Thank you, honey,” she said, giving him her sweetest smile. “I appreciate the teddy bear but I suddenly feel like a baby.”

“Oh, but you are my baby,” he said while leading her to his study room which was adjacent to the master’s bedroom.

“What is the celebration for?” she asked. They were already in his study room, and both were seated on the sofa.

Kai stood and took off his coat and necktie. “Well, I was able to buy 85% of the shares in this company that I have always wanted to own.”

“Wow! I’m happy for you, honey.” She was beaming with pride. Oh, he’s really a brilliant man. “I guess you’ll become richer and richer.” She was teasing him.

He sat beside her and stared lovingly at her, “I want you to always be proud of me.”

“I am, love. I am proud of you.” She said while touching his left cheek.

He held her moving hand and kissed it. “I don’t want your father to think that you are with an unworthy man.”

She became teary-eyed. He was concerned that her father might not accept him, ever.

“I love you, Kai. You don’t need anyone’s validation to be with me,” she lovingly said. Her eyes were full of love for him.

Kai moved closer and claimed her lips. At first, it was a simple sweet kiss that was suddenly consumed with fire. His hand slid up her throat and curled around the back of her neck. His other hand smoothed down her chest and started kneading her breasts.

Emily forgot her shyness as she started caressing his hair, his cheek, his shoulders and drew him against her as she fell back on the sofa.

Moments later, both of them were as naked as the day they were born. Kai was all over her, kissing her everywhere. When he thrusted into her, she screamed. She could feel the pain down there.

Kai stared at her; disbelief was all over his face. Then, a few seconds after, he started giving her tiny kisses on her face, neck, on top of her breasts. He moved slowly and slowly. As the pain subsided, she could not resist from making low moans, and when Kai heard it, he moved faster.

Kai released a long, low moan. His whole body tensed. He came and came.

When it was done, he kissed her torridly and she responded the same.

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She was a virgin.

He couldn't believe it. Who would have thought that he would be the first man in her life?

They were in his bed and Emily was already asleep. She still looked so beautiful even when she was deep in sleep. She looked tired, actually.

He smiled. Of course, she was tired. After worshipping her body at the study room, he carried her to his room and made love to her again and again. He couldn't get enough of her. The thought that he was the first in her life made him want to imprint his whole being to her.

He didn't plan for this to happen. Well, it was part of the plan but not as early as this.

He just could not resist kissing her when he saw how happy she was for him. If she only knew...

He was able to buy the biggest shares in one of the companies that was owned by her father. It was not a big company and he was sure that losing it would not affect the economic standing of the Fort. But it would hurt William Fort.

According to his source, Elise Enterprise was the company that was established by his wife, Elise Fort. Everybody knew how much the old man loved his deceased wife.

He was able to buy the shares because of Emily's brother-in-law, Jacob. Jacob was the husband of Almira Fort. When Jacob and Almira got married, William Fort entrusted Elise Enterprise to the two.

Unfortunately, Jacob was not a brilliant man when it came to business. He was able to buy the shares because Jacob owed him a huge sum of money.

His plans were about to successfully end.

He looked at the woman in his bed, and suddenly he felt warmth in his heart. For the past weeks, he had grown accustom to sleeping beside her soft body and waking up with her.

He was used to smelling her fragrance in his room and all over his house.

And now, he would definitely miss possessing all of her.

If only she were not William Fort's daughter, he would love her endlessly.

He stood and went straight to bed. He laid on it and moved closer to Emily. He hugged her and covered her left breast with his right hand. Then, he slept.

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"I won't go to the office today," Kai happily said to her while they were having breakfast.

"Why? Do you have other plans?" She still felt tired and sore because of what happened between her and Kai last night... and this morning.

She couldn't help but blush. Seeing her flushed face, Kai leaned forward to her and whispered, "I want to spend my whole day with you, my love."

 It was Friday, anyway.

And that's what happened. They just enjoyed the day doing things a normal couple would do - watching movies together, reading books while Kai's head was on her lap, and kissing each other again and again.

In the afternoon, he talked to the maids and the drivers to tell them not to report on Saturday and Sunday. He gave all of them money and reminded them to just come back on Monday morning. All of them left with happy smiles.

When Kai turned to her, he gave her a seductive smile and winked at her.

She blushed. My, she had been blushing all throughout the day.

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While laying in the bed, with her back on his chest, Kai moved her body to face him.

"Em, do you have regrets?" he asked.

Emily looked at him with her sleepy eyes. "No, I don't have. I am happy."

He smoothed back the strands of hair that were on her cheeks.

"Your father has forbidden you to go home. I know it's painful for you."

"Yes, it is," she hugged him tight. "Kai?"

"Hmmm.."

"You are my home." Then, she fell asleep.

Kai felt a tug in his heart. He knew she really loved him. She looked at him with so much love everyday. She also never failed to make him feel special.

There were times like this that he just wanted to forget all his plans, and start living his life with her.

But no, he had already gone a long way.

He would get rid of her, the way her father had gotten rid of his business partner, his father Matthew Smith.