THE MASK ⚔ Assassin Series3 ⚔

Five

There’s nothing okay with heartbreak. There’s nothing fine with the feeling that brought you the most loneliest and sleepless night. There’s nothing good with those tears you keep on wiping away from your eyes at 3am when no one is around. Feeling your own heart collapsing and falling piece by piece was never a wonderful thing.

Do you know what’s okay? What’s fine? And what’s good?

Heartbreak doesn’t feel like flying with colorful butterflies, but sometimes it’s okay to walk alone and cherish your own company—for you to be able to know yourself even more. It doesn’t make you love the morning and the sun, but sometimes it’s fine to watch the moon while everyone has gone to sleep.

It doesn’t look like bright little stars on the night sky, but sometimes instead of hating the rain, you should listen to what it has to say not with your ears but with your heart and mind. Heartbreak hurts, but it’s always up to you if you’re going to let it destroy you or make you a stronger person. When it’s about your own heart, you always have a choice.

'Hindi talaga lahat ng comeback, masaya 'no? Parang yung mga alaalang hindi pa rin mawala-wala sa isip mo -- mga alaalang hassle, hindi healthy, at higit sa lahat, masakit sa ulo.'

Tinawagan nyang driver na maghahatid sa kanyang susunod na fashion show.

"Kuya Rey, ready to go out na po ako! pakikuha na lang po dito ng bagahe ko! Dumating na po ba si puso?"

"Kararating lang po ni Miss Heart, paakyat na po kami Miss Kissy."

"Ok sige po!"

Hinila nyang maleta palabas ng kwarto nya, tama namang papasok na sa pinto ang dalawa.

"Your late again Puso, Why?"

"Sorry Miss Kissy, last na po to, aagahan ko na po sa susunod!"

Nakatungo ang kanyang P.A. habang nagpapaliwanag sa kanya.

"Show me your face?"

Kaagad naman itong nag angat ng mukha at tumingin sa kanya. Namamagang mga mata, namumulang ilong. Hay.. Ganito rin sya pero kaya nyang rendahan ang sarili nya, ang pinaka ayaw nya sa lahat ang makita ng iba na mahina sya dahil ang pag kakakilala ng lahat sa kanya... Sya si Kissy Gornican the "Cold Hearted b***h.

"Isipin mo - higit sa pitong bilyong tao na ang meron sa mundo pero pinagpipilitan mo pa rin ang sarili mo sa taong 'di ka naman gusto. Patuloy ka pa ring naghahabol kahit nagmumukha ka ng tanga. Ang sakit no? Pero ginusto mo yan kaya bahala ka hmp."

Naiinis na nauna na syang naglakad palabas ng condo. Ayaw nyang ma stress kailangan fresh at beautiful sya ngayon sa pagrampa kasi sigurado syang present na naman si Griffin.

Mula nung nagkahiwalay sila at pinasok nyang modeling naging anino na nya si Griffin. Maraming beses na rin itong nagtangka na kausapin sya pero hindi sya nagpahuli dito. Hanggang sa natyempuhan sya nito sa Boracay.. At yun ng simula ng palagi nilang pagkikita at pag uusap na matindi ang pagpipigil nya sa sarili na huwag magpadala sa bugso ng damdamin nya.

'Hindi pa sapat ang pagpapahirap ko sa'yo Baby Lizard, kulang pang lahat ng paghihirap mo... Titigil lang ako kapag nakita na kitang gumagapang pabalik sa'kin.'

SINGAPORE

Deretso sa Marina hotel ang mga model's kasama na si Kissy at Hydra ang CEO ng Trend Fashion Modeling Company.. Imo model nila ang Ducleff Branded Clothing na personalized design by Hydra and Kissy. Sa Marina Bay naka set up ang venue nila.

Matapos ang dalawang oras na pahinga lumabas na ng Hotel si Kissy nakasunod naman sa kanya si Heart. Napahinto sila sa paglalakad ng masulyapan nya si Hydra at ang asawa nitong si Keros na kausap si Griffin malapit sa information. Deadma lang sya at dere deretsong nilampasan ang tatlo. Narinig nyang pagtawag ni Hydra sa kanya pero ni hindi nya ito nilingon dere deretso lang syang naglakad palabas.

In life you will realize there is a role for everyone you meet. Some will test you. Some will use you. Some love you. Some will teach you. But the ones who are truly important are the ones who bring out the best in you.

MARINA BAY VENUE

Abala ng lahat ng dumating sila ni Heart sa venue, dumereto na sila sa dressing room at kaagad syang inayusan.. Habang rumarampa ang mga modelo sa stage naghahanda naman sya para sa finale ng show. Napatingin sya kay Hydra ng magsalita ito.

"b***h! in a minute your next in line.. Show them how cold hearted b***h you are in modeling world, good luck!"

Nakataas ang sulok ng labi nya na sinulyapan ang kaibigan at tinapatan ang taas ng kilay nito.

"No one can resist my charm bitch."

Tumayo na sya't tinungo ang entablado ng lumabas galing dun ang huling modelo na papalitan nya. Suot ang puting high waist bikini, puting b*a na pinatungan nya ng sexy white fitting blazer saka White knee boots. Taas noong rumampa si Kissy sa gitna ng entablado. Panay ang pose nya at ngiti sa mga nanonood, ng sa pag ikot nya ay nahagip ng kanyang mga mata si Griffin na nakatayo sa isang sulok at tutok na tutok ang mga mata nito sa kanya.

She looks strong but she is falling apart, she doesn’t want to say anything. She wanted someone to hold her but she is too stubborn to ask. She’s slowly reaching the point where she doesn’t even understand her worth, she wants to be accepted but she keeps on receiving harsh evaluations. She’s tired and slowly dying. She has mastered the art of faking smile and letting go of people —even her self. Cold blood started running through her veins, her eyes speaks sadness, sorrow finds home in her soul. She pretended like she doesn’t care but she had one of the purest heart, a heart that deserved nothing but love. She cared about the people she loved, because she knew how it felt like to be unwanted. But no one cared about her, nobody knew how she smiled during the day and cried herself to sleep every night.

She is in a room full of people yet she still feels alone.

?MahikaNiAyana