Secretly Married

9

Zanaya's POV

I flinched a little after Seth had slammed his arms on the wall, enclosing my body between his, tightly holding my wrist ensuring that I won't escape.

"What are you doing?" I asked him a little scared of his sudden outburst.

Our recording in Senere Musics just ended and I was about to go back to where the girls are after I came out of the restroom when I felt a pair of strong hands pulled me harshly and slammed me on the wall.

I felt a surge of pain on my back but I soon pushed that thought because standing in front of me is my husband, Seth Devon, eyes fuming in anger.

For the first time, I felt scared of him. We never had any confrontation like this before.

"Who do you think you are?" he asked me, his eyes boring deeply into mine.

"What are you talking about?" I'm not sure what he's getting mad about. We never really talked with each other after that incident in my dorm.

Yes, I remember what happened. Though I felt a little stupid, I can't do anything about it now, can I?

It wasn't until the girls have bombarded me with questions right after I woke up that I realized that I wasn't dreaming at all.

Remembering the things that I've told him, I had to internally scream for a good five minutes so the girls wouldn't worry about me.

"You never told us that Seth was close to your family!" California asked me.

"What?"

She rolled her eyes as Max and Tokyo laughed at my confused state.

"Well Miss secretive, Seth came here last night and had brought all your favorite stuff. Imagine my shock when I opened the door!" Cali inanimatedly tell.

"And he took care of you the entire night," Tokyo said while wiggling her eyebrows.

"That wasn't a dream?" I muttered, my mouth hanging wide open.

My hands covered my face as I mentally scream.

Stupid Zanaya!!!!

I looked up when I saw the three rolling in laughter.

"You were hugging him real   tight, do you remember?" My eyes in horror after what Max had said.

And then I remember how I asked him to stay.

You're in deepshit trouble Zaya.

"I was pretty sure Seth heard you snoring."

I had to throw the pillow to Cali for what she said.

I pulled out my phone and saw an unread message from my mom.

Mom: Why are you not telling your husband where your dorm is?  He was so worried about you. Make sure to call me once you're feeling better. Take care of yourself, my daughter. I and your Dad are really worried. We love you.

I'll make sure to call her later.

I glared at the girls who were squealing by themselves.

"Weirdos," I told them. If they only knew what's really between me and him, they'd surely be shocked.

I decided to send him a message.

I mean, thanking him isn't a big deal right?

Me: Thanks for last night and sorry for the trouble.

My heart started hammering on my chest. Did he receive my message?

Five minutes had passed and still no response. Ten... Nothing.

Then I threw my phone out. What should I expect?  He must have visited me because my mother said so. Why would he even bother if not anyway?

"Do you really want me to get into trouble? Stop flirting around! You're not in any position to do that!"

My mind was brought back to reality after I heard his piercing voice.

My brows furrowed. My blood started boiling.

How dare he?  Do I look like someone who flirts around?

"When did I ever flirt? And what is it to you?  It's not like we're in any real relationship!" I spat at him.

He looked taken aback.

"What did you say?" he asked me.

"What?  It's not like you'll stay married to me anyways. For all I know, we'll soon divorce after you and your girlfriend decided to get married." I mumbled.

I'm not stupid. I know this relationship wouldn't be forever. One way or another, he will get tired and leave.

He will leave me.

"Wow," he muttered as he flipped his hair with his hand looking unamused. "So you're trying to pin me as a scapegoat for what you're doing? I can't believe this."

I rolled my eyes.

"Why are you bend up into telling me that I was flirting?  Who did I ever flirt with?" I asked a little upset.

To be honest, it's hurting me a little how he was trying to make look like a bad girl.

"I saw you!  I saw you giving out your number to Chase! What if people saw you? Are you not thinking how our family will be upset?"

I covered my face with my hands.

So that's what this is about. For a second I thought that he was actually jealous but of course, he was just thinking about our family.

I glared at him.

"We will do a performance together. And it's just a number. Let me remind you, you were being linked with a lot of girls right now and I never said anything about it" I said, my voice a little higher.

It's true. It hurts to see how fans ship him to a lot of people.  There are even videos of how people are speculating that they are indeed in a relationship. And I can't even ask about it.

He looked startled at my sudden outburst. He put down his hands as his eyes suddenly became soft.

"I-ahmmm." he looked down.

So the boy can shut up huh?

"Did you see ho-"

We both turned our heads to the side when we saw Sally and Joy from the group named HAPPINESS came and was startled to see us together, particularly Sally whos eyes landed immediately on Seth.

Right. They are being rumored to be in a relationship.

The girls looked startled upon seeing us.

I wiggle my arm to be released from his grip.

"Hello senior." I said as I bow my head down which they bowed back in return.

I looked again to Seth who looked lost, "Sunbae, thanks for helping me when I slipped on the floor. Thank you. I'll be going" I bowed to him as I escape from the tension-filled alley that we were in.

I can't let people think that something is going on between us. Especially since his girlfriend might be standing in front of us.

Just thinking about it breaks my heart.

He and I, that's a little impossible, isn't it?