Ruby’s P.O.V I woke, feeling Cole’s morning excitement press into me. I groaned a little; I was frustrated enough since I have not had s*x since whatever this was started with Cole so feeling that against me was not helping. “Sorry.” I hear Cole’s tired voice say from behind pulling away. I giggled, turning to face him. “It is OK. Just a little sexually frustrated.” I laughed “Um…OK…Why? Why don’t you go have…um…sex?” He said awkwardly as he blushed. I found how innocent and clueless he was sort of sweet. “Cause I don’t want to, that is why. I don’t want to be that girl anymore. I want more than just s*x. I don’t wanna end up like my dad, alone, drunk with no one to care or love him and having s*x with random people all the time.” I shrugged. Well, that was part of the truth, anoth