Alpha's Abused Mate.

Fight, Revealing, Love...

"And in crucial moments we all realize that our biggest emenies are our fears and weakness of facing them. Love never accepted to be defeated so... Accept it!

Third person's pov

"Cora in five minutes you are out. Are you sure?" Mischa asked Cora one last time.

They were at the small room which was leading straight to the arena that Cora would fight with her opponent. She was wearing her leather training clothes, her hair was up on a high ponytail and she had a blank expression on her face. 

She was ready to win, losing wasn't even in her thoughts. She was so angry and hurt from Ivan that she was ready to kill. She didn't care about getting hurt, she was too strong anyway but she wasn't even nervous.

Ivan was calling her all night, her phone was still closed and she hadn't seen him from the moment she saw him, run away and left the club. Her eyes were still a bit red from crying for hours before she fall asleep. Her sleep wasn't peaceful, she was still tired but her anger made her feel nothing.

"Yes. Mind link my aunt and tell her I am fighting. I don't want her to be so surprised." She replied.

"I saw your ex mate and your family at the audience. I just had to inform you. Ivan was crazy one hour ago when I saw him. He was asking about you... He is going to be mad Cora. Maybe we should tell him too, he is your trainer after all." Mischa whispered a bit worried.

"Mischa don't talk to me about him or else I will kill you. He hurt me, Rosa told you..." Cora replied and sighed trying to calm down.

"Baby... He is an asshole but... We all like him next to you. If he doesn't hate you then you will be the perfect couple. Why don't you try to talk with him? He was calling you all night, he was trying to find you, the man is worried..."

He walked to her and pulled her in his arms gently. She was so tensed and she was shaking. He couldn't see her like this, he loved her so much and she had suffered extremely at the past. She was his little sister, the girl he saved and happened to be his future Queen. She had never behaved him rudely or bad, even when they found out her true identity she was still the same, a sweet, cute, kind young woman.

"Do you remember what I told you that night?" she whispered ready to cry.

"He looks like Noah..." he murmured.

"Yes..."

"Baby stop thinking about your past. Give it a chance and don't be so afraid."

She pulled a bit back and gave him a weak melancholic smile. She loved him so much, he was her supporter, her protector, her brother. She knew he didn't like watching her like this and he was trying to give her courage but she was feeling nothing than pain that moment. She needed time. She needed to do something...

"After the fight I will go to Miles. Inform my aunt and the girls but not Ivan. I don't know when I will be back, I will stay the night again at your hotel, the room is still on my name." she whispered and he nodded in understanding.

"Go but be careful, if you need anything call me." He told her smiling.

"Your opponent is not a very honored man... Be careful, okay?" he said in the end and she nodded.

"I am leaving. After the fight I will be waiting for you here. Ivan is with your aunt at the King at the special sits. From the opposite side of them is the audience. Right opposite of your room after the arena is your opponent's room. I and the girls will be at the front line with some of our fighters. I love you very much!" he added and kissed her forehead.

"I love you too bro." she replied and kissed his cheek.

He left and she stood there alone waiting patiently to hear the notification and get in the arena. She wasn't thinking, she wanted to do nothing with Noah, her father, Owen and Ivan. 

Four men... 

The men she loved and they all betrayed her in the worst way, she had no one. 

Only herself and...

"Me!" Cynthia stated with confidence.

"Are you ready?" Cora asked her already knowing her answer.

"I am always ready. Let's get done with it and then Miles is waiting for us. I am here Cora, don't forget it."

"We are both here!" Cora replied and Cynthia howled with pride.

They were ready.

~at the same time~

Queen Alena was sitting with the other royals at the special sits waiting for the competition to begin. Cora's sit next to her was void. Mischa had informed her some minutes ago that she was going to fight and she tried to stay calm and hide it from Ivan as she was told. 

She could feel that something had happened between her niece and him and she didn't want to pressure them more. She just wanted her little rose safe and sound, she knew she was the best fighter like Ivan but still she was her biggest love and she didn't want her to get hurt. 

She could see Owen and Sebastian at the audience opposite of her, they were staring at Cora's sit with a worried expression and she was getting angry with it. She wanted them away from Cora, they had no shame, no heart. 

She turned her head and looked Ivan who was one sit away from her. He was supposed to sit next to Cora but she was not here and it was obvious he was a mess. He hadn't slept and his expression was blank, he was just sitting in his sit without talking or moving. 

Something was wrong...

Ivan was thinking about Cora all the time after that incident outside the club. He didn't want that to happen, he was so mad that he couldn't think clearly. He was drinking at the bar, he was ready to go and talk to Cora again when that slut walked to him and began seducing him. 

He lost his control, he wanted to calm down and she didn't let him say no. She dragged him out of the club and in the small narrow road. She pushed him on the wall, unzipped his trousers and pulled it down on his knees with his boxers. She began taking him b*****b and he was trying to feel pleasure but he couldn't. 

He closed his eyes, he tried to imagine Cora and not that woman. He opened his eyes and got angry when he looked the kneeled woman in front of him. She was not Cora, these were not her eyes, this was not her mouth, these were not her lips, the hands that were resting on his hips were not Cora's...

He was ready to stop the woman when Cora appeared. 

Her expression killed him, he could feel her pain, her disgust, her disappointment. She run away like a flash, he didn't manage to do a thing from the shock, he gained his mind after some seconds and pushed the woman away from him. He got dressed and run behind Cora but she was nowhere to be found, nor Rosana. 

He began calling her but she wasn't answering his calls and after some time her phone was turned down. He began calling Rosana but without any luck. He was trying to find Cora all night but he didn't manage to find her trails. It was early in the morning when he went back to the palace but she was not there and no one knew where she was. He hoped that he would see her now but she wasn't here, she was avoiding him and this was killing him.

She had feelings for him and now he was sure he had feelings for her as well.

He always wanted her...

At the same time Owen, Sebastian and Chloe were sitting at the second line at the audience waiting patiently for the fight to begin. Chloe was happy that Cora was alive and was looking forward to spend some time with her and her daughter but Cora was not next to her aunt and she got worried. 

Owen and Sebastian were too silent after they had seen Cora the previous day and she could feel their relief. She could also feel their wary and nervousness, she knew they wanted to talk with Cora and ask her to forgive them but Cora was not ready. 

Owen was her mate, she knew him too well, he was too hurt and afraid, he didn't want to lose his sister again, he needed her, he needed to be the brother she deserved. 

Sebastian was another man from the moment that Noah informed them that Cora was dead and now he was alive for the first time after that day. He was proud of his daughter, he was happy and grateful she was alive and stronger than ever but he needed to explain to her his side. He wanted to beg her to accept him, spend time with him, allow him to stand by her side. He just wanted his little girl, his life.

Chloe had seen Noah earlier with Caleb, Leo, Jose and... His new Luna and mate, Camilla... 

Yes, he decided to give a new Luna to his pack and after he learned that she was pregnant to his child one month ago he marked her and announced her as his Luna. 

Chloe had no relationships with him, nor Owen and Sebastian had from the day he informed them about Cora's death but they were only talking with Caleb who was devastated about Cora. He was the one who loved her more with Leo and Jose and tried to help her so many times and the guilt was killing him. He wasn't able to protect his daughter from his own son, he was too patient with Noah and this had cost them Cora's life. 

He wasn't talking to Noah that much after that day one month ago when Noah marked Camilla and his heart broke even more. He never liked that woman, he never believed her interest for his son, he just wanted Cora. He was calling Chloe every week to see how they were doing and that's how he told them about Noah and Camilla. They were all angry with him, his pack didn't want Camilla but no one could stop Noah, they had all lost their hope, their true Luna was dead and their Alpha had made his decision.

Chloe was also worried about Cora's reaction, she knew she would be hurt even a bit and Sebastian with Owen were too mad. If Noah would try to get close to Cora then the three of them would kill him, they had had enough from him. He had to stay away from her once and for all. He had no idea about Cora's existence and the shock would be huge for him and the others, he would try to speak to her, Chloe was sure.

Chloe looked Sebastian and Owen and took a deep breath thinking all these things and sighed worried, the next days were going to be hard for everyone...

~some time later~

"And now let's meet our first two contestants!" the main organizer announced from his state above the arena and they all began cheering.

"Our first contestant is Jacob Brown from the Green Wood Pack!" he continued and a tall man walked out from the left door next to the audience in the arena.

"Jacob has participated five more times in our competition and he never managed to win the title until now. His trainer is Lucas Reymont!"

The audience cheered for him and he bowed with confidence. He was a tall man with muscles, light blonde hair and dark brown eyes. He wanted this title more than anything and he would accomplish to make it in every way he could.

After the cheerings stopped the organizer continued and Queen Alena's heart began beating faster from nervousness just like Rosana, Natalie and Mischa's...

"And now, it's the biggest honor for me to announce you our second contestant! It's the first time that something like this is happening in all these years. Please welcome Her Majesty, Cora Petrov, Princess of the lycanthropes!"

They all bursted into cheerings, clappings their hands and the lycanthropes began howling proudly. 

Ivan almost fell from his sit and locked his eyes at the right door next to the audience waiting for Cora to appear. He had no idea, no one had informed him and his fear for Cora was out of every limit. 

Queen Alena took a deep breath and sighed calmly waiting to see her little rose. 

Mischa, Rosana and Natalie were howling louder than anyone else despite their nervousness. 

Sebastian and Owen almost passed out and Chloe began shaking. 

Noah and the others had still no idea, until she got out and walked in the arena with slow, steady, confident steps.

"Cora!" he screamed and jumped up with Caleb, Leo and Jose doing the same and an almost outraged Camilla next to him.

Cora couldn't hear him, the noise was echoing and she was too far away. He couldn't believe his eyes, his Cora was alive, HIS... 

His wolf woke up immediately and began howling excited, his legs were shaking, his heart began beating fast for the first time after he had thought she had died, he felt happier than ever. 

Caleb was crying with Leo and Jose was cheering like crazy after some seconds of being speechless. 

Camilla was shaking from anger and Noah's reaction didn't help her at all, this b***h was alive...

After some seconds the audience calmed down enough for the organizer to continue.

"Her Majesty is participating for the first time replacing one of her fighters that couldn't make it. She decided to be the one who will take his place this morning. Her lycan's name is Cynthia and we hope Her Majesty will make us the favor to show her to us for the first time. Her trainer's name is Ivan Konstantinof."

The audience began cheering again and Ivan felt his heart breaking. He should be in her place and she should be in her place safe and sound. Vital was getting crazy inside his mind, he wanted to stop everything and kill her opponent immediately, he didn't care about anything or anyone. He was ready to stand up when Alena gave him a warning look and after some seconds gave him a small encouraging smile.

She could feel that between him and Cora was something and she was relieved...

Cora bowed and gave a small smile to Mischa and the girls before she turn and bow to her aunt and the other three royal at the other side of the arena. Cynthia was serious in her mind, she was already concentrated and Cora was ready and stronger than ever. She could read her opponent, he wasn't going to play fair but he didn't know her at all, she could deal everything.

Ivan had trained her harder than anyone else and this moment she was grateful to him...

"Your only restriction is not to kill your opponent! The winner in the one who will manage to stay on his feet and kneel his opponent for more than one minute." The organizer announced and both Cora and Jacob nodded.

"And now! Let the fight begin!" he shouted and everyone began cheering again.

Cora took a deep breath and after the cheerings stopped and became silence she took her alert pose ready to begin. 

Jacob smirked but didn't shift. He began running to her quickly and jumped on her getting ready to punch her but she grabbed his hand and neck and placed her body in a way in order not to fall behind but keep her ground. He fell on her with his full weight but she stood there upright and after she left his hand she punched him with power on the face and he kicked her on her stomach making her leave him fall on the ground with his nose bleeding. 

She took one step back and tried to breathe as his kick was too strong and cut her breath and he found the opportunity to grab her and crash her on the ground with him landing on top of her.

He tried to punch her again but the last second she blocked him and tried to push him off of her. He immobilized her legs with his large body and tried again to punch her. She grabbed his hands again and tried to push him with more power than before. She closed her eyes and pushed harder but...

"Cora focus!" Mischa yelled from the first line near her.

He was right, she was not her usual self, she wasn't feeling right. 

Her anxiousness wasn't allowing her to fight like always. 

She could feel their eyes on her... Noah, Owen, her father, Ivan... 

They were stressing her with their presence.

"Let me handle him for a while." Cynthia told her through her teeth.

Cora immediately gave her control. Once her eyes opened they were black and not light blue. Jacob gasped and she smirked. She found the strength she was denying to use and pushed him to fall on the ground next to her and she landed on top of him this time. 

She began punching him with mania, every punch was worse than the previous. He was screaming and his face was full of his blood just like Cora's hands.

She was ready to give him one final punch when he threw on her eyes sand from the arena and she stopped and closed them surprised. He caught her out of guard and pushed her off of him. She fell on the ground trying to open her eyes when he got up and kicked her again on her stomach.

The whole audience had already gotten crazy. 

The lycanthropes were shaking from anger trying to control their nerves and don't stop the fight. Chloe was crying, Owen and Sebastian was about to pass out. Camilla was smirking pleased, Leo, Caleb and Jose were screaming panicked and Noah was one step away from getting in the arena to kill Jacob. Mischa wasfuming and Natalie with Rosana were ready to cry. 

Queen Alena was trying to stay calm, her heart was breaking, she was in pain, Cora's pain was the worst thing it could happen to her. Ivan wanted to scream and rush to her side, he knew she was not alright, she wasn't the Cora he knew and it was his own fault, at least that was what he was thinking because he didn't know the other reasons that couldn't let Cora focus enough.

Jacob was ready to kick Cora on her head while she was laying down trying to open her eyes and see clearly when Ivan couldn't take it anymore.

"Cora watch out!" he roared and jumped up from his sit.

Cynthia and Cora listened to him. 

They both knew what he was trying to do. Ivan was always telling Cora that if her opponent was a coward and weak he would try to hurt her even if she was laying on the ground helpless or even unconscious. Jacob was exactly that man and when his foot reached some inches away from her head she swung on the ground away from him like a flash. He screamed from anger and she stopped and stood up some meters away from him. She stood there without moving with her eyes still closed and got ready for his next attack. She got focused and perked her ears to hear Jacob and his moves.

The audience was now silent observing both Jacob and Cora in agony and this made it easier for Cora and Cynthia.

"I have a plan, let me and get ready..." Cora told her.

Cynthia gave her control in time as Jacob attacked them and she pulled him on the ground landing on top of him. She then opened her eyes and punched him again making him lose his patience and he shifted in his wolf form under her. He kicked her off of him and once she fell on the ground he attacked her trying to bite her neck. She stopped him in time as she was ready and had read his next move and grabbed him from his neck. She pushed him off of her with her legs and hands and he fell behind on the ground. She turned on the air backwards with the forum she had after she had pushed him, landed on her feet and got ready for the big finale.

"Now Cynthia!" she roared and gave her full control.

Once she landed on her feet she jumped on the air towards Jacob's wolf that was already jumping on her and shifted.

The audience gasped from Cynthia's appearance and sounds and noises of surprise echoed in the arena. Jacob opened his eyes widely from the shock and got ready to hit Cynthia with his paw but Cynthia prevented him. She raised her large paw in time and hit his jaw with so much power that he fell on the ground some meters away with violence and lost his consciousness immediately.

Cynthia landed on the feet with grace two meters away from Jacob's unconscious wolf whose jaw was bleeding and stood there serious and confident like nothing had happened.

Ivan found his lost breath like Mischa and the girls. Alena was smiling pleased ready to cry and Chloe with Caleb, Jose and Leo stood up excited screaming and laughing. Owen and Sebastian sighed relieved, Camilla was cursing Cora inside her and Noah was shaking still from the fear he had about Cora getting hurt. The lycanthropes stood up ready to start cheering about their soon to be Queen and Cynthia was waiting patiently for the announcement about her victory after the one minute would pass.

"And three..." the organizer shouted.

"Two..." he continued and they all got ready for the announcement.

"One! Her Majesty, Cora Petrov is the winner!" he stated in enthusiasm.

They all stood up and began clapping their hands cheering with admiration and excitement. Cynthia was standing on her ground staring at them serious with her big light blue eyes shining from pride. She could feel everyone's feeling, she was done, she had made it even if she wasn't that concentrated at the beginning.

Some seconds had passed when the audience calmed a bit and she howled so loud that everyone's bodies shuddered. She bowed to the audience and then turned and bowed to her aunt, the werewolves' King and the Queen and King of the vampires. Her fighters joined her after some time and howled with her for once more.

She then turned and walked to the door she had come from to shift and get changed and go to the King for the next step of the process. She got in the small room, shifted and got dressed with leather leggings, a leather crop top and flat black boots. She left her long light curly hair down, took a deep breath and got out of the room again.

They all gasped from her body and beauty once she began walking in the arena and when she reached the center she bowed again and began walking up the central stairs at the back side of the arena which were leading up to the royal sits. She stopped after she passed the stairs and bowed one more time in front of the Kings and Queens. She could feel Ivan's eyes burning her skin and she stiffened trying to ignore him.

"Your Royal Highnesses." She said and lifted up her head to look at them.

"Come here my child!" her aunt told her and got up from her sit opening her arms smiling.

Cora walked to her and buried herself in Alena's arms sighed relieved. Next to them was the King and Ivan.

"I am proud of you my little rose!" Alena whispered emotional.

"Thank you my Queen." Cora replied and they broke their hug.

"Cora come to me my child." The King asked her and stood in the middle facing the audience waiting for her to join his side.

She walked next to him and he took her left hand in his right and signed for Ivan to join him from the other side. Ivan walked next to the King as well and the King took his right hand in his left.

"My friends we have the first winner of the first part of the competition. Cora Petrov goes to the finals. The winner of this fight! Cora Petrov!" the King announced and raised their hands on the air.

They all cheered again for a while and stopped waiting for the King to continue.

"The trainer is a winner too. The first trainer that will accompany his trainee at the finals! Ivan Konstantinof!" he added and raised his and Ivan's hands on the air.

The audience bursted into clappings and the King put Cora's hand in Ivan's and stepped back leaving them in front of everyone smiling and greeting them. Ivan turned and looked Cora who was avoiding eye contact with him and her hand was shaking inside his. They were both feeling weird, their bodies were shaking and their skins shuddering, they were in tension and their wolves weren't helping. He decided to leave his arrogance and take one step back for Cora.

He kneeled next to her and pulled her to turn her body on his and look at him. He raised his right hand and took her right in his. He kissed the back side of it without leaving his eyes from hers and smiled to her relieved. Cora was standing frozen inches away staring at him speechless. 

He stood up then and pulled her in his embrace smiling. He kissed her forehead and saw her blushing awkwardly. She stiffened a bit but he didn't stop holding her tightly and kissed her forehead once more.

"You scared me till death. Don't do this again." He whispered and she pulled away from him gently.

She turned and looked at her aunt and the King. Her aunt smiled at her meaningfully and the King raised his eyebrows surprised. The audience was still making noise and she could feel everyone's eyes on her and Ivan.

"Cora, you can go and have some rest my child. You are free from us. We will continue with the rest contestants." Her aunt told her and the King nodded.

"Thank you Your Royal Highnesses." she replied.

She bowed again and walked down the stairs and then in the room from which she had come before and found Mischa, Rosana and Natalie already waiting for her. She fell in their arms and sighed.

"You did great baby! Next time just focus from the beginning, please!" Mischa scolded her and she nodded.

"Ivan was very scared Cora. I was staring at him and I couldn't believe my eyes. He was so sweet with you!" Natalie stated smiling.

"Um... I have to go before he comes to find me. I need to see my son and stay away from Ivan for a while." Cora told them a bit worried.

"Yes, she is right. Noah can come too. I saw him at the audience some lines behind us, I am afraid of his reaction once he gets close to you Cora." Rosana told her a bit troubled.

"Sure! I am leaving. If you manage to see Chloe tell her I will be able to spend some time with her and my niece tomorrow. If she can also inform Caleb, Leo and Jose to join us I would be glad. I will stay at your hotel for the night and I will be here tomorrow morning to see the other fights." Cora explained in hurry and got out of the room with Mischa accompanying her to one car he had ordered to wait for her.

"Stay safe, okay?" he asked her.

"Yes!"

~some time later~

Cora had some seconds standing in front of Miles' grave with a bouquet of white lilies in her hands wearing a long simple black dress. 

She had put people to find where he was buried and she was relieved that it was in a neutral land. She had parked her car next the road two minutes away from the grave. She was holding her tears with difficulty before but now she couldn't.

"Miles? My Miles mommy is here!" she whispered and the tears began falling down from her eyes.

"I missed you so much my angel, it has been so many years baby."

She took a deep breath and lifted her head up staring at the cloudy sky. The pain was still the same, it was a torture.

"I am sorry for leaving you baby! I am sorry for allowing your dad separate us. I am sorry that you got killed because of me, I am sorry I was not there for you, I am sorry for not joining you my love!" she told with her voice cracking.

She kneeled down on the ground and left the flowers on the grave. She caressed the cold marble and wiped the tears from her cheeks.

"You are the reason I am here my love. You are my secret angel, you are my strength, the reason I breathe and keep on going on. I want to make you proud of me my angel, I want you to be happy about your mommy, I want to become the best I can for you. I will never stop loving you baby, I feel never stop thinking of you, I will never stop missing you. You are my son, my love, my everything. I am so sorry Miles!" she managed to say through her sobs and bended her head on the ground mourning and sobbing for hours until she couldn't breathe anymore and Cynthia told her to leave and assured her that they would come again to see him...

~next morning~

Cora arrived at the palace early the next morning and went straight to her room in order to get ready. Today she was going just to observe the other contestants and she would be free after this. 

She was a bit worried about Noah's reaction and she would try to stay as far away as she could from him. The same thing would try to do with her father and Owen. She didn't want to talk with them either.

The three of them had an awful night trying to find her somewhere in the palace as they didn't find her nowhere after her fight and they were not in a good condition. Noah was ignoring Camilla and she locked herself in their room angry with him and his behavior but he didn't care at all. Caleb, Leo and Jose also tried to find Cora but there weren't lucky either and they decided to talk with Chloe secretly.

Chloe explained to them what had happened to Cora and what they had missed the previous day and asked from them not to tell anything to Noah as Cora would be mad and it was obvious that she was trying to avoid him, her father and Owen. She also promised them that she would try to inform them discreetly once she was with Cora to come and find them because Cora wanted to see them as well.

Owen and Sebastian had gotten crazy and wanted to see Cora but after the fight she disappeared and it wasn't possible for anyone to find her so they decided to wait until the next day which was today.

Rosana, Mischa, Natalie and Queen Alena knew where Cora was and they had talked with her late the previous night to get sure she was alright and informed her that Ivan was in a bad condition and had locked himself in his room after he realized that she had left again. He didn't try to ask them where she was because he knew they wouldn't tell him and they were sorry for him. It was obvious that Ivan and Cora had feelings for each other and they wanted to help them but they didn't know how so they decided not to interfere for a while and see how the things would go.

Ivan didn't sleep all night, he stayed awake thinking of Cora. 

He was worried and scared for the first time in his life. He loved her for all these years and he realized it just the previous morning when he saw her in the arena fighting. She was his everything, she was the only one he wanted, he loved her even more than Freya that was his mate and...

He just wanted to see her and explain to her everything. He was done being arrogant, stubborn and selfish, he would do the right for once in his life once he was going to see her again...

And it was the next morning after the fight that he managed to see her...

Cora's pov

I am standing in front of my closet trying to decide what to wear but I can't find anything I like... I just decided about the underwears and put them on, a set of white underwear and bra from lace. I also took my bath some time ago, brushed and dried my hair and curled them a bit.

"What the hell am I going to wear?" I ask Cynthia ready to cry.

What an emotional mess I am in?

Fuck it!

"Your clothes have no problem at all. The problem is in your mind and heart! Focus Cora!" she replies running out of patience.

"I am a mess. I know..." I say and start crying.

"Oh, girl. You want him and he wants you. Stop being so stubborn and talk to him! Now!" she shouts impatiently.

"What if I am wrong? Did you see him two nights before? He broke my heart. Why am I so emotional after the damn kiss damn it?!" I ask and bury my face in my hands.

"Ding, dang, dong..." Cynthia whispers and the door opens like a flash.

I jump up surprised and Ivan breaks into my room, bangs the door and locks it. He freezes at his place once his eyes land on me and I try to hide myself blushing from embarrassment.

I am still crying, it is obvious, I am shaking, I breathe with difficulty and I am a mess. 

Why me?

"Get out!" I whisper not knowing what else to say.

"No!" he answers shortly and walks to me quickly.

It takes him some steps to reach me and pin me on the cold wall making me stiffen. My legs are shaking and I stare at him in the eyes without moving an inch. He raises his hand and caresses my cheek gently, wipes my tears and gives me a smile. I raise my eyebrows confused and he sighs frustrated.

"What do you want Ivan? Hadn't you had enough?" I ask ready to break into crying again.

"Where have you been? I was f*****g worried damn it! I tried to find you, you were missing for two damn nights and I saw you fighting without being informed!" he shouts shaking and leans his face closer on mine.

"It's none of your business. I didn't want to worry you and keep you away from your f*****g sluts!" I yell and try to push him away.

"It is my f*****g business because I want YOU damn it! I have feelings for you and I realized it two days ago and especially yesterday. That w***e was an accident. I want YOU!" He screams and presses me on the wall with his whole body on mine.

I open my eyes widely and my heart begins beating like crazy, my skin shudders and I feel hot and wet. 

Are you kidding me? What is happening?

I stare into his eyes and try to process what he just told me. He keeps on staring at me seriously and his eyes are shining, I can't move or speak I am losing my mind. I smell and feel his arousal and gasp for air feeling my cheeks burning and getting red.

"Cora I feel you. I know you have feelings for me, I felt it when I kissed you, I saw it the night before, I can feel and see it and now. I want you, give us chance, I am suffering. I can't feel you are in pain when we feel the same!" he whispers and leans closer touching his forehead on mine.

I close my eyes and feel some tears on my cheeks. My heart is beating fast, I feel...

Happy!?

I open my eyes and smile. I wrap my hands around his neck and he sighs heavily. I press my head on his and our lips are one inch away from each other's. I take his scent, I feel his hot breath getting mixed with mine and I moan. He groans and places his one hand on my waist and the other on the right side of my neck.

"Ivan..." I murmur and crash my lips on his with power.

He begins kissed me hungrily and I wrap my bare legs around his waist. I tighten my hold around his neck and his presses me even more on the wall with his body. My tongue is fighting with his passionately and he groans in my mouth wildly. I bury my one hand in his hair and he moves his hand from my waist to my butt and squeezes it roughly. I moan again louder than before and try to unbutton his shirt with shaking hands. He breaks the kiss, bites my lower lip gently and I let out a low cry. I am ready to come for the first time in my life and we haven't even done the basics. He lifts his head a bit back and smiles.

"I want you too..." whisper breathless and put my hand inside his shirt rubbing his hot, hard chest.

"I won't hold myself back if you continue like this my rose!" he whispers huskily and leans again on me.

"Don't hold back!" I murmur and rub my body on his impatiently.

"Are you sure rose?" he asks and groans.

"Please..." I murmur again and moan.

He lifts me up immediately and walks to my bed. He places me on the center of the bed and lands on top of me. He is rubbing my right breast above the bra while he is staring at me in the eyes and I bit my lower lip feeling my o****m getting closer. He rubs his manhood on my lower belly and I let out a loud cry.

"Take off your clothes, please. I can't wait!" I almost beg him shaking and he smirks wickedly.

He lifts his body up, I spread my legs apart to free him and he takes off his shirt. I sit up quickly and begin unzipping his trouser with shaking hands. He helps me and after we are done with his zipper we push his trouser and boxers on his knees together and he moves a bit and takes them and his shoes off completely. He pushes me on the bed again and stands kneeled in front of me with his manhood hard and big and his eyes burning my skin.

I raise my hand and pull him on me and he crashes his lips on mine again. He pulls my bra under my breasts and takes them in his hands. I groan and move to grab his manhood in my hand. He breaks the kiss and moans loudly and harshly.

"Rose, you will kill me." He whispers huskily through his teeth and I begin rubbing him slowly.

"Cora!" he screams and pulls his body a bit back.

"Ivan I can't wait!" I scream and move my hips impatiently.

He rips my underwear into pieces with one quick sudden move and I let out a loud scream from  surprise. I sit up quickly and take off my bra and he moves his hand between my legs and begins rubbing my clit and lower lips. I fall back on the bed and start moaning and shaking feeling ready to come.

"I need you." I scream and pull him on me.

"Cora this is going to hurt you at the beginning..." he says impatiently and presses one finger inside my core and I scream.

I know it is going to hurt, I have years to do something like this. Noah r***d me some times and every time was a torture. I know I am tight, almost virgin again but this time I want to have s*x. It is not the same, I need him, I want him. I don't know what has gotten into me so suddenly but it feels right and I know I want to do this!

"Ivan!" I scream as he presses one more finger inside me.

"You are so wet, hot and tight damn it!" he groans and pulls his fingers out.

"Just be patient for a while baby. The pain will be gone soon, I promise." He says huskily.

I nod immediately and he places himself between my legs with his manhood pressing my core. He comes on top of me and pecks my lips gently making me moan. I wrap my hands around his neck and move my hips impatiently.

He takes a deep breath and thrusts inside me with power. I scream and close my eyes. My legs are shaking, I can't breathe and I feel like someone is ripping me from inside. Ivan stays whole inside me without moving. He caresses my neck and shoulder and leaves soft long kisses on my lips, cheeks, eyes, jaw, throat and neck. 

After some minutes the pain is almost gone and my walls have gotten used quite well around him.

"Are you alright baby?" he asks me softly.

"I am fine, thank you for giving me time." I whisper and caress his hair and cheek.

"Do you want me to continue or not? I am fine if you are not ready..."

"Continue please!" I say with nozzle and he smirks.

He begins pulling himself in and out of me slowly making me get used to his size. It doesn't hurt that much anymore. I feel pleasure again and I begin moaning. He speeds up a bit and keeps on thrusting in and out of me while staring at me in the eyes. His eyes have darkened and his face is tensed. I caress his chest, shoulders and back with both of my hands and moan louder as he is thrusting faster and harder now.

"You have no idea what you are doing to me. I am getting crazy." He groans and lifts his head up with his eyes closed.

"You are killing me, I want more!" I murmur through my moans and begin moving my hips up and down in order to meet with him sooner.

"Ask me!" he whispers and leans his head on mine.

"Harder and faster... Please, I want to come!" I groan and the next second I finish my sentence he begins thrusting so hard and fast that I start screaming.

"Yes! Don't stop, more!" I scream and dig my nails in his bare back making him scream with me.

He continues like this for some more seconds when I feel the pleasure reaching its peak and I lose my breath. I feel so whole and full from him, my heart is beating like crazy and I scream in every thrust more and more. He is killing me, he hits my clit and reaches so deep inside me that I don't know if I will be able to let him get out of me again.

"I want to come with you!" I scream desperate.

"As you wish baby..." he groans and thrusts one, two, three more times until I reach my peak with him coming inside me.

We scream each other's name as we come at the same time and he falls on me with his full weight. I feel his hot liquid filling me and my walls clenching around him. I am so wet and hot. We are both shaking, we fight to catch our breath hugged tightly. He buries his face in my neck and I feel my heartbeat slowing down back to normal with his doing the same above my chest.

"I love you Cora, I really do." He whispers and lifts his head up to look at me.

I freeze for some seconds but soon I smile and begin crying relieved. Cynthia is howling excited in my mind and I sigh. He seems a bit confused yet nervous and I raise my hand and caress his cheek with affection.

"I love you too. From the first time I saw you I fell in love with you. What did you do to me?" I whisper and he pecks my lips smiling with his eyes shining from happiness.

"I did what you did to me. We are together now, aren't we?" he asks impatiently.

"We are baby. I am yours, I can't stay away from you without being in pain. I need you."

"And I am yours!" he says softly and rests his forehead on mine.

We stay like this for a while enjoying the moment in each other's embrace. I open my eyes and find him staring at me smiling. I giggle shyly and he laughs.

"What is so funny?" I ask with complain.

"You are adorable when you are shy and blush and..." he pauses and smirks wickedly.

"And what?"

"We will be late and I am trying to imagine your aunt's reaction when she realizes what we did. And the others'..." he says chuckling.

"Ivan! We have to hurry, I totally forgot about it. We can't be late!" I yell panicked.

He laughs again and pecks my lips playfully.

"It is your fault my princess... You are a wicked, irresistible, gorgeous, hot, sexy and crazy woman..." he whispers seductively and I chuckle blushing.

"The best compliment ever!"

He laughs again and gives me again one quick kiss. He breaks the kiss and looks the clock on my bedside table.

"We have fifteen minutes my lady, we can still make it in time!" he says smirking.

"Good, help me stand up properly and find something to wear. Everything is your own fault."

He smirks and gives a quick kiss on the crock of my neck.

"Of course..."

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Hello everyone!

Today I am back again with two chapters and all this because of you and your love and support! I am grateful to each and every one of you for your love and support! 

You are making me feel better in a period that I am not very well psychologically, thank you from the bottom of my heart, really!

I will try to add one more chapter tommorow but I am not quite sure till now and I can't promise you something like this certainly but let's hope I will!

Please tell me your opinion and thoughts at the comments! What do you think so far? What is going to happen next? Do you like Cora with Ivan? What about Noah? Is Cora going to forgive her family? Is she going to be with Ivan or not?

Also, you can find me in Dreame with the same name and photo and I will be happy to be friends and there as well!

So, this is it for now, I hope you liked this chapter as much as I did!

Untill next time do not forget to smile, be strong and happy!

I wish you the best and Happy New Year!

Love you all,

                              Marie!