A Life Like Hell...
Hello everyone!
Today it's Tuesday 28th of April (but any other day you are reading it it's fine) and I am writing this note because these last weeks I read some quite (how can I say it) rude comments and I would like to make some things clear! This note is also in the chapter 30, but I added it here as well, because I was asking from the previous readers to go and read it before they start the story, but not many of them did it (probably on purpose, you are going to understand later why).
First of all, I want to thank everyone for reading my books, I had never thought of all these and you have to know this is a very important thing for me! I love reading comments generally but...
Some are really rude and disgrateful so I have to explain some things because I am not going to answer to any comment that is rude anymore!
Most of the people that read my books know or can easily understand that English is not my first language, I am Greek and I had years to use English! I am not even going to say that no one can affect me about my plots because I am not changing them for anyone and anything because I have also read too offending comments for some other books of mine.
As for my plots I am going to be clear! This is my imagination, my plots and I don't write a story just to write it! I have talked about it lots of times and I am going to repeat it for one last time, through my stories I want to express my opinions, my thoughts and beliefs (I am not writing a story just to write it), I am not saying I am right or not, nobody is perfect and I have no problem with those that disagree with me but I have a huge problem with those that reach at conclusions too easily without reading or being patient! If someone doesn't like the story line then he can easily stop reading the story, I have no problem at all but he can't tell me if the story is like all the others or not!
Don't try to offend not me but other writers and the other readers that like the story. If you are against some things I want to talk about in my books (forgiveness, hatred, self improvement, regret, pain, second chances, mistakes, misunderstandings, egoism, etc) it's fine but when someone wants to be rude and mean like some that did it (and I am doing them a favor I haven't replied the way they deserve to)...
Well, then they can write their own books or go to another book (because I have read comments that all the stories in here are the same and I honestly find it offensive for everyone that tries to share something with other people), it's so easy!
So about my English, I am aware of the mistakes and believe me I am sorry but I am not sorry I am not taking a proofreader and I am going to tell you exactly why!
These books are a part of me, it's my imagination, my creation, my 'kids' and this is who I am! I am not perfect just like everyone else and so are my books, they are not perfect, they have their mistakes but this is what I can do and I am trying to improve them gradually by correcting them without most of the readers understanding it!
Also, this is mostly my hobby, I am not getting paid although they have asked from me to have a contract and the fact that people are so quick to commend and say their bitterness is not getting me mad, it hurts me!
I have read hundreds of books in this app and many others and believe me lots of books made no sense to me but I never ever tried to pressure someone to get a proofreader or something or I commended saying "Your english sucks". I appreciate everyone's work because at least they are trying to do something creative for themselves and they also want to share their best with other people, so I don't understand some people and I really don't want to!
I came to the worst point to tell some to stop reading my books and for me it's rude to say it but neseccary when they keep on commending and being ironic. This happened in this book as well and I find it rude somehow but some don't stop being offensive and they keep on repeating it on purpose to make me stop writing (sorry, I am not sorry I won't). And these 'readers' must really right their stories for us to judge them because if they don't try to write and see how difficult it is, they have to at least respect some things because I would also like to see them writing in Greek (but we can't have everything in this life)!
In my life till now I have done everything on my own and getting a proofreader is too easy and not fine by me and for me! I never liked easy solutions and I won't do it now!
Whoever 'likes' my books maybe should accept that my English are not prefect and they are never going to be perfect probably but this is who I am and after lots of years of having problem for whom I am, I am perfect and I love me!
So, we are finished from this thing, I am sorry if I said something too offensing for some but sometimes I also need to say my point of view and I would like to inform you about something else as well!
I won't stop writing because I feel good to know that so many people are really enjoying my stories! I love making people happy because I know how it feels like to be miserable dealing with problems and losses or anything else, we all have our own problems!
You are all the best no matter if we agree or not as for my story lines because you are all unique on your own way! This is the world's magic and our power but we have to believe it and I began believing more in me from the moment I began writing and I met you!
So, this is it!
I love you, I adore you and feel happy I have you!
See you again in another note but until then be safe, happy and believe in your magic because you are unique and this is what matters!
Love you all,
Marie!
So, we are done from this and now you are ready... Let this story begin...
"And when you think that this is your end, life suddenly sends you the sign you had been asking for..."
"Mommy is here Miles, you can sleep baby." I whisper and kiss my two months old son's forehead.
I put him in his cot and cover him with his light blue blanket. He has calmed down enough to sleep now. He woke up about half an hour ago when Noah and his mistress began screaming and moaning. I walk back to my bed and lay down after I close the light on my bedside table. I pull up the covers and stay awake staring the ceiling above me. Why did I have to live? Why didn't I die that day? Why do I have to live this hell? I feel tears in my eyes and take a deep breath to prevent myself from crying again.
My name is Cora Jackman, some months ago my name was Cora Bowman but after I found my mate and he marked me it's like we are married so... I am 17 years old and I am the second child of Sebastian Bowman, Alpha of the Dark Blue River Pack. I have an order brother, Owen who is 18 old and is going to be the next alpha of the pack in some days from now. My mother was Nadia Bowman and she died giving birth to me when she was 17 years old. My father and brother hate me and accuse me for her death, they were always abusing me and never showed me any sigh of affection. I was a bit lucky as our Betas, Jack and Emily were always taking care of me and were always giving me love when my father and brother was not with us. They have a 18 years old daughter, Chloe, who was quite kind with me and she is my brother's mate. The Gamma, Kevin, who is 20 years old was always helping my brother hit me, kick me, bite me, punch me and hurt me in every way and the rest of the pack was following his example.
My whole life they were all calling me ugly, useless and dirty, a failure and the shame of the pack. They are right, I am a failure but I am not that ugly... I have dark cherish red hair, big blue eyes and full lips. I am not tall, I have a normal height for a woman and I am skinny, very skinny or better I was as I gain some weight when I got pregnant. The worst thing on me is my marks, my cuts, my wounds, my bites and my bruises. I have them from when I can remember myself when my father, brother and pack began abusing me. When I turned 10 I became the pack's slave, even the omegas were in a better condition than me. I was cleaning, cooking, tiding and everything else they wanted me to do.
They didn't allow me to go to school or leave the pack house for any reason and some days they didn't even allow me to eat or drink water. I never got trained, I never played or had some fun, I never got new clothes or shoes, I was never important. Jack, Emily and Chloe couldn't give me anything because my father or brother would notice it and then they would abuse me worse so they were giving me only their love and care when they could.
Nine months ago and when I was only 16, I met Noah, my mate and Alpha of the Shady Forest Pack. He had come to my pack to talk with my father about some pack business as his pack is stronger and larger than mine and my father was trying to find allies if we ever need help. I, as the slave had to serve them dinner and when he met me he realized I am his mate and took me with him. He didn't ask my father for permission, he just took me without discussing anything. My father never said no or tried to stop him, he felt relieved that I was leaving and he wished me the worst. And... He was right, his wish came true.
At first I was happy I left and found my mate, I thought I would have a better treatment, that he could show me some affection but I was wrong. From the moment we reached to his pack, my new pack he made my life a living hell. The first night he marked me without asking me and then threw me in a cold basement for the night. From that night I am crying almost daily and the pain I feel is unbearable as he is sleeping with his mistress, Camilla and other women almost every night.
The next morning I was lucky because his Beta, Jose who was with him to my pack informed Noah's father, Caleb that he found his mate and that I was in the basement and came to get me out. Caleb, is a great man who loves me and tries to help me when Noah gets angry with me and takes care of me in every way he can. Jose, the Beta is like an older brother for me and treats me with respect because like he says I am his Luna even if Noah doesn't like it. Also, Noah's younger brother, Leo who is 17 like me and his Gamma, Parker who is 24 years old love me a lot and try to make me happy even if it is not feasible.
As I was saying Noah got angry with Caleb and they had a big fight about me. After lots of time of screaming and yelling Noah decided to give me a small room at the same floor with the Betas, Gammas and Deltas. I paid for it as he forced me to become a slave again and make everything on my own without anyone's help. The omegas tried to help me but he warned them that he was going to kill everyone who would try to help me and I asked them not to piss him off more. Caleb tried to change his mind but nothing could make him soften even a bit. Jose and Parker were never asking from me anything because they didn't want me to be a slave and Leo was pressuring me to eat every night and was bringing me clothes which Noah saw and bitted me almost to death.
He ordered no one to give me anything, help me with anything or spent time with me or else he would outburst his anger on me. For about two weeks I was only a slave but this changed a bit when I came in heat. He had marked me and as every female werewolf who was marked from her mate my heat came and I had to stay locked in my room for not three but five whole days. He locked me in my room and he was the only one who was coming to check on me when he was remembering me the first two days. The third day he came late at night to check on me and he was drunk. He didn't leave that night, he stayed with me all night... rapping me. He was too violent, too harsh... I really don't want to remember that night, it still hurts like hell and when I think about it I feel my heart breaking. From that night he was staying with me for the next two nights rapping me and abusing me without being drunk.
After my heat was over I turned back to my duties and until my next heat I was doing everything as always. My routine was like this until he realized I was pregnant about 4 and a half months after he first took me here with him. I had no idea what was heat, how it was feeling like to be pregnant, I knew nothing. He realized it when I was about one month pregnant because my scent changed and I wasn't in heat that month. He took me to the pack doctor, a kind woman named Xenia and there she confirmed that I was pregnant and that I would become a mother.
She gave us lots of instructions we had to follow and explained us everything we had to take care of in order to have a normal pregnancy and Noah was flight from happiness like a little child. From that day he gave me the room next to his at the top floor of the pack house and never let me do anything. He ordered me to stay in my room and put some omegas to be my servants. He was pressing me to eat, rest, wear warm, clean clothes, he took me new clothes and everything that someone can imagine even if I never asked him anything. He was coming lots of times everyday to check on me and was asking me if I needed anything and if they were all treating me good.
He announced the whole pack that I was pregnant and when we learned that I was going to have a boy he even cried. He was so proud and had stopped sleeping with other women as he was afraid about the baby's condition and he didn't want me to be in pain.
When I was about three and a half months pregnant he left for a trip for pack business and it was then when my water broke because he slept with another woman and the pain I felt caused me to get in labor earlier than the normal. I almost died from the pain, I was too weak and my baby, Miles almost died with me but Xenia and the other doctors managed to save both of us.
Noah came the next day when his father called him and informed him what had happened and stayed with me and Miles at the hospital for some days never leaving our side. He wasn't talking to me at all expect from some times when he had to ask me about Miles. When we came home and he got sure that both Miles and I were fine he accused me for what had happened telling me that it was my fault that my water broke so soon and he could have lost his son because of me.
From that day I am being locked in my room taking care of my little baby and I am no allowed to get out for any reason unless it is something too important for Miles and I need help. He comes to see Miles and hold him for some minutes and then leaves without even looking at me.
I am nobody for him, he hates me even if I am his mate and son's mother. He is cheating on me all the time and if sometimes I piss him off without any reason he slaps me or kicks me. He may not abuse me too bad because I have Miles and he wants me to take care of him but the pain I feel cannot be described.
Tonight he woke up again Miles because his mistress was screaming and moaning while they had s*x. I tried to bear the pain and keep Miles as calm as possible and I am lucky he is sleeping now as some times he stays up all night crying and I can't calm him at all.
I am used to the pain, I don't mind anymore. I can bear anything, I never had any affection from Noah anyway so it is not making any difference now but I am heartbroken for Miles. He is the reason I live and I love him more than anything else. When he is in pain I can't take it.
If I didn't have him I would have committed suicide. I was too close to try but then I learned I was pregnant and I promised I wouldn't kill me and my baby for any reason.
If I had a wolf I wouldn't be like this but unfortunately I don't have one and I am completely alone. I should have been able to communicate with my wolf from the day I turned 16 but nothing like this have happened until now and my father, brother and Noah call me a worthless piece of human. Yeah, it is true, I am more like a human than a werewolf. Xenia although told me that my wolf might died before I turned 16 from my previous pack's abuse all these years and this means I am a werewolf but without a wolf I am practically a human.
"Mom why didn't I die that day in your place? Why?" I whisper and fall asleep crying.
~next morning~
I open my eyes and jump up immediately panicked.
"Good morning Alpha." I say and bow with my gaze on the floor without daring look at him.
He is holding Miles in his arms and stares at me with a serious expression. He is very pretty and elegant as always. He has dark brown hair and dark green big eyes. He is tall and he has a great body with big arms and six-packs. He is wearing a black trousers and a white shirt with his hair stylist and shining in the sunlight.
"Did he sleep?" he asks with his deep, strong, harsh voice.
"Yes Alpha." I reply immediately because when I get late to answer him he gets angry and hits me.
"Good. Feed him." He says and gives him to me careful not to touch me a lot.
He turns to get out of my room when he suddenly stops and turns to me again. I feel his eyes traveling all over my body and I begin shaking and shuddering. I take a deep breath and lower my gaze even more staring Miles who is staring me in the eyes awake. Noah raises his hand and caresses Miles' cheek gently with two fingers and then moves them to my arm and stops resting them on my bare skin as I am wearing a short sleeve top. I do my best not to shudder more and calm down with my heart beating fast in my chest. I hear him sighing and move his fingers a bit lower on my arm.
"He was crying last night, wasn't he?" he whispers.
"Yes Alpha." I answer quickly.
"I woke him up... Were you in too much pain?" he asks worried.
"It was alright Alpha. He calmed down after a while and managed to sleep." I say trembling.
"Your eyes are red." He whispers through his teeth.
"I am sorry Alpha."
I don't know what has gotten into him, he never cared about me expect from when I was pregnant and he wanted me in the best condition for the child. This is the first time he says something like this and I don't know how to answer him in order not to get him angry again.
"You were crying..." he murmurs and moves his hand under my chin and with his fingers lifts my head up.
I lower my gaze even more as I am not allowed to look at him in his eyes and I feel my cheeks blushing from embarrassment. I can't breathe and Miles makes some small happy noises in my arms staring at me. I hear Noah laughing lightly and he caresses my chin.
"Look at me." He says shortly.
I take one deep breath and lift my eyes on his face slowly and shaking from fear. Lots of time my father or brother were telling me that I was allowed to do some things to trick me and then bite me seriously.
He looks at me serious with a thoughtful expression and moves one hair stride from next to my face behind my ear.
"Tonight you will be by my side at a dinner we are going to hold for some Alphas here at the pack house. I will send someone help you get ready. I don't have to tell you that you will act appropriate and you won't raise your eyes on other males. We will act casually like we are perfectly fine. Am I clear?" he asks raising his eyebrows and staring at me.
"Yes Alpha!" I say and he nods.
"Good." He just tells me serious and turns and get out of the room leaving me alone with Miles.
That explains his 'concern'...
~some hours later~
"You are ready Luna. You look beautiful." The omega that Noah sent me tells me and smiles tapping my back.
Her name is Lucy and she is very kind with me from the first time we met. She is very sweet and caring and she will stay here with Miles until I come back from the dinner.
She came about two hours ago and after I took a bath she helped me get ready. I never had accepted anyone's help or care and it felt a bit awkward but she was too patient and kind and calmed me down a lot. She gave me to wear a black, narrow, long, formal dress which reaches my ankles and is closed till my neck in order not to be revealing which was Noah's choice and black high heels. I felt relieved about the dress because I wanted to hide my marks and wounds and got a bit panicked with the shoes as I have never walked in heels before.
Once I was dressed she dried my long dark cherry red hair and then curled it lightly and got some hair strands back revealing my blue big eyes and full lips and neck with Noah's mark on it. She then did my makeup with a bit of face powder, some rose nude eye shadow, black mascara and matte rose lipstick.
I look myself in the mirror and open my eyes widely amused. The woman in front of me is not me. This woman is elegant, pretty and charming. The dress looks beautiful on me and my hair is shining. I turn and look at her with open mouth. She giggles and taps my back.
"Thank you so much Lucy. This is amazing but..." I pause worried.
"What is it Luna?" she asks confused.
"I don't think Noah will like it anyway... But I love it, thank you again for your help." I whisper ready to cry.
"No Luna. He will love it, I am sure. He will be admiring you for the whole night."
"Good try Lucy but..."
"Luna may I tell you something?" she asks with sympathy.
I nod trying not to cry and we sit on my bed next to each other.
"They whole pack is on your side even if you don't know it. You are our heart, you are strong even if you don't believe it. Stay strong for us. The Alpha is worried about you even if he is not showing it."
I give her a small smile and pull her in my embrace for a hug.
"Thank you very much Lucy, I appreciate it." I say and she nods smiling.
Someone knocks the door and she stands up and opens it quickly. Another omega gets in, I can't remember her name but I know she is just like Lucy and was always kind with me.
"Luna our Alpha sent me to lead you to him. It is time." She says.
I get up and nod. I walk to Miles' crib, kiss his forehead and after I smile to Lucy follow the other omega outside my room and downstairs in the living room where Noah, Caleb, Jose and Parker with Leo are sitting still alone. They are all dressed in elegant suits in dark grey, blue and black colors and they all look very handsome. I get in timidly and lower my gaze awkward once they notice me. I stop and stand at the living room's entrance and Jose and Parker get up and bow to me smiling.
"Luna!" they say cheerfully.
"You look stunning my child." Caleb says and gets up.
He walks to me and pulls me in his arms and kisses my forehead smiling proudly. I give him a small smile and then Leo interrupts us and taps my back looking up and down on me speechless.
"Leave us." Noah groans suddenly annoyed and pointed for them the door.
They all get out after giving him one last look and we stay alone. He sits on the central armchair right opposite of me and I am still standing in front of the door shaking from nervousness without looking at him.
"Come to me." he orders shortly and I begin walking to him with small steps and my eyes still looking at the floor.
I stop two steps away from him and bow. He sighs and taps his knees. I look his knees confused, I can't understand what he means with this.
"Sit on my lap." He orders huskily.
I stay frozen for some seconds trying to realize what he just told me and he raises his hand, takes my left hand and pulls me to sit on his lap gently. I move a bit nervous and stop when I feel him hard under me. I am sure he is thinking about her and not me... He places his one hand on my lower back and with the other he pulls me closer to him and then he rests it on my hip.
"Do you remember what I told you?" he asks.
"Yes Alpha."
"Until the dinner is over and you go back to your room you will call me Noah. Don't push yourself away when I touch you, kiss you or hug you. Smile and be kind with everyone. If they ask you about your duties tell them you are taking care of the pack like every Luna. Also we are sleeping together and not in separate rooms. Try to act like we are a loving couple." He says.
"Yes." I reply quickly.
"You can look at me Cora." He says a bit annoyed and lifts my head up with his left hand to look at him.
I stare at him in the eyes and my skin begins to shudder. This is only from the bond... I love him but I am so afraid of him and every happy feeling I have is because of the bond. He leans closer to me without stopping looking at me in the eyes and before I can realize it his lips are on mine and he kisses me hungrily like he wants to eat me. He has never kissed me like this before, I have seen him kissing Camilla like this although and the thought is still hurting me. I just try to keep up with him and follow his tongues' movement with mine and try to ignore the sparks I feel or else I am going to pass out from excitement. He groans in my mouth and breaks the kiss moving down on my neck and begins leaving wet long kisses on him while his hands are rubbing my hips. I close my eyes and try not to wrap my hands around his neck but I can't. I timidly wrap them around his neck and let out a low moan when he bites my neck gently.
"Alpha, Luna the guests are here!" Jose says getting in and I jump up immediately shaking surprised and ashamed.
"I am sorry..." he whispers obviously happy and pleased with the way he found us to be and leaves again.
"It is time Luna." Noah whispers huskily.
I get up and fix a bit the dress on my hips nervously. He gets up too and fixes his tie. He takes my hand in his and smirks to me satisfied.
"It is show time..." he says through his teeth while leading me out of the living room.
Goddess help me...
~some time later~
We are all sitting at the dining room around the table eating and discussing. I am sitting next to Noah who is at the head of the table on his left side and next to me is Jose. Opposite of me is Caleb and next to him Leo and Patrick. After them are five Alphas and three Lunas quite older than us who are from packs far away from our territory. They came to begin some discussions with Noah about alliances and partnerships. They are all very kind and sweet. I think they liked me and they think we are perfectly fine with Noah.
I am sure now, that was all about... He wants to show them he is a kind, sweet and caring Alpha and mate. He is touching my hand gently all the time, kisses the back of it smiling, he was hugging me when we greeted them and kissed me before he help me sit on my sit.
"Your mate is adorable Noah, congratulations. You seem so happy!" the oldest of the three Lunas say smiling.
"I know, she is very special. I am glad I found her." He replies and takes my hand in his again caressing it.
"And she is very pretty too. What a rare combination of hair and eyes' colors. You are very pretty Luna Cora." The youngest Alpha of them adds and another one nods.
"Thank you very much." I just reply trying to be kind and not to blush.
Noah gives a tight squeeze to my hand after he moves it under the table and pulls me on him with quite tension. I get up embarrassed and sit on his lap knowing what he meant. His manhood is pressing my butt and I stiffen a bit awkwardly as they are all staring at us. Noah gives me a soft kiss on the crock of my neck and grabs my hips under the table hurting me. He is mad with me and I don't know why, I did nothing wrong, I am following his orders and...
"Aren't they adorable? This happens when you are young..." the oldest Luna say again emotional and they all nod.
I give them a small smile and place my hand in Noah's shoulder softly looking at him in the eyes and a cold sweat begins running all over my body once I see his expression and realize he is too angry...
~midnight~
The Alphas and Lunas have just left and some omegas are cleaning the dining room. Caleb and Leo are teasing each other and Jose with Patrick excuse themselves and leave us alone. Soon Leo and Caleb follow them and I stay alone with a shaking from anger Noah in the living room. I guess I am done now...
He just gets up from his armchair and grabs me from my arm dragging me up to his room without talking. I do my best not to fall, the heels are too difficult to walk with Noah's rhythm and I bearably following him without them so you can imagine now. Once we reach on the top floor, he opens his bedroom's door and throws me in like I am a leaf. I lose my balance and fall on the floor violently letting out a low scream. He gets in, bangs the door and locks it. He walks to me and grabs me from my hair lifting me up and slaps me with power.
I hold inside another scream from the pain and tears begin coming down from my eyes. My cheek is burning and everything is spinning around me. He pushes me on his bed and rips my dress into pieces. I try to move at the head of the bed but he pulls me on its edge from my ankles and lands on top of me shaking and red from anger with his jaw clenching.
"How dared you flirting with him?" he roars and I immediately hear Miles' cries from my room.
"I... Alpha..." I whisper shaking scared but he stops my by slapping me one more time.
"Do you think you are pretty enough? Who told you to ignore me just like that in front of my guests?" he screams and slaps me again.
"You want to be a slut, don't you? Fine! But then I want to see your face when I cut your hair." He shouts and rips my underwear into pieces.
I let out scream but he slaps me again and begins unzipping his trousers and then pulls his boxers down on his hips. He spreads my legs apart and I turn my head on my right and close my eyes getting ready for the pain. I am used to it but he has months to r**e me and I know it will be like the first time that I was bleeding down there for days.
He thrusts inside me the next second while I continue listening Miles' cries from my room. I close my eyes and cry silently while he continues doing what he knows to do best and after a while I pass out being in pain about my little boy with my last words being...
"I am sorry Miles..."
~one week later~
It has been one week since that night. The night I died without reason and I continue dying every second, every minute from that moment. The next morning I woke up in my room, naked, with my whole body bleeding, my thighs killing me from the pain, with my hair cut and without Miles. Noah took him away from me for as long he was going to punish me and my life turned in hell.
He has locked me in the room alone. He ordered no one to bring me food, water or anything else. He is sleeping every night with Camilla and has s*x with her constantly to make me suffer even more from the bond. He denied to call the doctor to come and see me as I was bleeding for three days and i had lost lots of blood and energy, he didn't gave me first aids for my wounds, he cut the warm water for me and left me take bath only with cold. He also took from my room all the blankets, covers, towels, clothes and sheets expect from one and left me completely naked in the cold with my body full of bruises, cuts and bites. As a result I got sick two days ago and raised fever. Caleb managed to convince him call Xenia and when she saw me in this condition almost passed out from the shock. She told me that I was not only sick because of the cold water and the cold room and being naked but because some of my wounds got infected.
Noah allowed her to make me just some injections for the infections and dragged her out or my room locking me alone again. I have no strength in me anymore, I just want to die but I don't want to leave Miles alone. I grew up without a mother with a violent father and I don't want this for my little baby. I prefer to suffer than let him alone in Noah's mercy.
Tonight my brother becomes Alpha and Chloe his Luna officially. Noah came some hours ago dressed in his suit with Camilla by his side to show me how proud and happy he was that she was accompanying him to my brother's titling ceremony and I am suffering here alone as I deserve it.
I stare outside my window the full moon. I am permanently lying on the bed curled like a ball with the thin sheet around me. I begin crying asking from the Moon Goddess to help me even a bit for Miles and not me. I don't know how I am doing it. I am a stupid, weak human after all. Why do I live?
I close my eyes and try to take a deep breath when I hear lots of people inside and outside the house screaming and running panicked. Lots of howls follow and then I hear Jose and Patrick screaming and giving orders.
Rogues! We are under rogues' attack.
"The Luna is in her room! Protect our Luna!" I hear someone shouting and try to get up from the bed but I have no left energy in me and fall on the cold floor screaming in pain.
I stay like this I don't for how much time before the door of my room opens. A tall man, with well build body, black short hair and black big eyes, wearing only jeans near his 30's gets in my room with two men behind him. Once he sees me rushes to my side and pulls me in his arms with the most terrified expression I have ever seen.
"Give me something to cover her and keep her warm now!" he screams and one man comes and hands him a blanket.
"Inform the pack doctor to be ready. Our new Luna will need help." He roars and covers me with the blanket.
I try to keep my eyes open but I can't. I can't even thing what he is saying.
He takes me in his arms and gets up carrying me in bridal style out of the room. I stare at him ready to lose my senses again breathing with difficulty.
"It's alright love. You have me now! No one will ever harm you again." I hear him saying.
I close my eyes again and then comes the darkness...
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Hello everyone!
Welcome to my second book for Dreame, Alpha's Abused Mate!
I decided to share with you one more story of mine, this is the 5th book I am writing since my beginning and it is still not finished so if you like it please let me know and show me your support!
Read Cora's story and be her partner in her long, full of pain, changes and hope journey!
Please commend and tell me your opinion and thoughts, you know it is very important for me so if you are ready like me...
Let the story begin!
Love you all,
Marie...