Chasing the White Wolf

Love, Family & MY “FEARLESS” SECOND ACT II

“What will be your choice, Nola?” he said in a cold voice that sent shivers down my spine.

Before I could speak with my wolf Topaz on the matter, she voiced,” Reject him! I already spoke with Jet, we can’t stay. He is hurt but understands. Topaz took a deep breath and spoke again, “Besides, his nasty ass didn’t even f*** her with a condom… that nasty MF…asking us to suck him with her nasty a** still on him. That’s a hard NO!! Reject him now, I will absorb the pain! So you can pack really quickly and get off this pack land; since we only have an hour!”

“Nola, dammit!! What is your choice? I don’t have all day!!” shouted Hudson.

“I’m sorry, Jet! Topaz and I love you! We know this isn’t your fault! If there was a way to have you without him, we would stay in a heartbeat! I, Nola Aisha Gaye, reject you Future Alpha Hudson Elliott Arden of the White Fur Pack as my mate and I reject to ever becoming Future Luna of such a disrespectful mate and Alpha. I, Nola Aisha Gaye, reject the White Fur Pack and from this moment on I’m a ROGUE!!” I remember yelling back at him.

He dropped to his knees in pain before I even got to the second rejection part. I could tell from the look on his face he never thought I would have the guts to reject him.

I can still hear how Jet whined in pain.

“How dare you have the nerve to reject me? You are nothing without me. Your dad was just a farmer, your mother was just a plain ordinary bookkeeper, both low on the social-ranking pole and-they are both dead. You are a pathetic orphan. You are stuck here being a burden to your stepfather and his new family. You think too damn highly of yourself, Nola! So take it the f*** back, now!!” he shouted in agony.

“Go to HELL, HUDSON!! Accept my rejection you ASSHOLE, so I can leave. I never want to see your arrogant, disrespectful and self-centered A**, again!!” I demanded in his face, refusing to back down.

“Fine, you will regret this, b***h!! I, future Alpha Hudson Elliott Arden of the White Fur Pack accept the rejection of Nola Aisha Gaye as my mate and Future Luna as well as a member of the White Fur Pack. You, Nola Aisha Gaye have one hour as of right now to be off my land or you will be considered a trespasser and killed onsite.” Hudson stated coldly.

Never showing any pain with my head held high, I walked to my room to gather my stuff.

It wasn’t hard to quickly pack, I didn’t have much. I had $3,500 to my name, so I grabbed it. I took my favorite leather jacket, my jewelry box, my birth certificate and all my important paperwork, my only remaining framed photographs of my birth parents and my grandparents, my scent masker and two brand-new pairs of tennis shoes….that Hudson had just brought me. I also packed four days’ worth of clothes with brand-new panties and bras still in the packaging and left.

I was walking out the door in less than fifteen minutes with my brand new Louis Vuitton duffle bag, tote bag and wallet. My tote bag had my brand-new laptop, phone, I-pad and chargers along with all my skin care and hair care products. I’m a black girl, so that also means I am not leaving without my favorite hair bonnet. I walked quickly and was off pack land in another fifteen minutes. An easy task since our home was located close by the border.

I knew I could pace myself a walk into town in a good hour and forty –five minutes. I just had to stay on the main road, which was all neutral territory from here on out. The plan was to go to the human city New York, get lost, maybe rent a room, find a job till my 18th birthday. I had a little over a year and a half to research and find a new pack to join. I wasn’t built to be a rogue wolf. I’m not an omega, nor am I a rank wolf. I am just a regular wolf. No one in my family has ever even been a warrior. Hudson had even refused to let me train to be a warrior when I had suggested it. Like I had insulted him. But I had foolishly thought any good Luna should know how to fight, too.

I never even bothered to call my stepparents as I walked to the bus station. I knew they would take Carla and Hudson's side. No matter what, they both could do no wrong in their eyes. I was lucky and ungrateful to have Hudson.

Therefore, I only called Principal Morgan, who was kind enough to let me test out early…he would email me the exams, and he would email me over my diploma and transcript.

I contacted the human lawyer, Kenneth Brunson, who handled my family affairs and requested he freeze all access to the trust fund set up for me by my parents and grandparents as well as evicted my step-family out of the home that was legally mine.

For the sake of public image, my stepparents pretend they keep me around because they are good people. However, I know it’s for the money and my house. They are both in debt up to their eyeballs and take advantage of living rent-free in my home. Plus, they get three thousand a month to take care of me and with one phone call I had just successfully cut them off. Everything was based upon me living with them. If I am a run-a-way, no funds will be released until I return. They had left everything to me in the event of their deaths. So, yes, I may be an orphan, but I’m not a broke one.

I walked into the bus station at 5:15p.m., feeling proud of myself. As I was looking at the bus schedules and destinations for today up on the wall. I felt my wolf Topaz whine and started to cry in my head. I knew Hudson was near. What did he want, now? I thought to myself. I left just like I promised.

I looked over by the front door and saw Beta Boris along with three Elite Unit warriors coming my way. Beta Boris wasn’t a bad guy. He was usually Hudson’s shadow. Hudson must have found a way to get rid of Boris to do his dirty. They normally didn’t go too far without each other.

Beta Boris walked up to me and said,” Nola! I’m sorry about what happened! However, this argument with Hudson and you has gone too far. Hudson is waiting in the truck! So the two of you can put your pride aside and take back the foolish rejections you both spoke. Let’s go!!”

“No! I’m not going anywhere! He broke my heart, stomped on it, then took a giant s*** on it! How can I ever trust him with my heart, again?” I shouted at Boris. I just couldn’t believe they were here to get me to come back.

“Nola, an Alpha is only stronger with his fate mate and he will not get another second chance mate, neither will you!” he yelled at me.

I knew he was lying and that I would indeed get another mate. I was the innocent party in this mess. The Moon Goddess Selena would deal harshly with Hudson for his mistreatment of me. He would definitely not get a second chance mate and would have to take a chosen mate. If Hudson took a chosen mate, his chances of producing an heir would lessen to 40 percent.

However, I didn’t call him out on the lie. I'm not stupid.

“I don’t care! He should have thought about that before he f*** my step-sister Carla in the A** and told me it was my fault. That I should suck his dirty d**k with s*** stains still on it. He f*** her nasty ass without a condom, Boris. No telling what kind of STDs’ he now has, and he wanted me to suck it in front of her. Boris, he said it was to show how sorry I am. For forcing him to have s*x with her because I was withholding s*x till I graduated from high school in four more months. He couldn’t even wait four more months, Boris! He has no love or respect for me, Boris! Now, I would rather die than give him any part of my virginity. Go tell his nasty ass to go to hell!” I yelled at him.

I noticed Boris and the three men with him looked upset and disgusted before they quickly hid it. Hudson must didn’t tell them all the juicy details.

Quickly, recovering Beta Boris said,” Nola, you have to come back! Please rethink this decision, this could get worse! This is already bad enough! I’m trying to fix this, Nola! I warning you! “

“I’m not part of your pack anymore! I’m never accepting him back as my mate or my Alpha!” I shouted naively, thinking things couldn’t get any worse than they already stood.

“Fine! Don’t say, I didn’t warn you!” he shouted back at me as I walked out of the bus terminal.

Beta Boris left, but the three warriors stayed as I walked to the counter to buy my ticket. The warriors grabbed me, handcuffed me, duct taped my mouth, carried me kicking and screaming out of the bus station.

Forty-five minutes later, I was in our pack's courthouse in front of the Elders and the current Alpha Logan and Luna Nia. I was charged with assaulting our future Alpha. They ask me how I plead. I plead innocent because it was self-defense. I explained my side of the story.

Hudson came in stating they were never in bed or having s*x when I arrived. They had been patiently and compassionately waiting for me in the living room. To tell me they wanted to be a couple. They really didn’t want to hurt me, but couldn’t deny their feelings anymore.

He wanted her to be his chosen Luna instead of me. I lost it when informed and started attacking him. Then I stormed off. My stepparents and stepsister came in to confirm his story. I was sentenced to five years at Tyson Brownville Juvenile Rehabilitation Center.

When asked if I had anything else to say… I informed them all, “Make sure my step-family move out of the home I alone inherited by the end of the week! I hope this pack will take good care of them since they won’t be able to live off my trust fund after today! By the way.... I read once that when a pack..... and it's Alpha have sinned against its future Luna..... it will not prosper.... and will stay in a state of arrested development. Until everything in the damn land withers away and dies!! Remember my words today! Because I will never come back here! Die! All of you good for nothing MF!! Take me away!! F*** ALL OF YOU!! Take me away!!

***FLASH BACK OVER*****