Chasing the White Wolf

Love, Family & MY “FEARLESS” SECOND ACT

(MATURE CONTENT)

As we travel down this long winding road, I take in the beauty of Fall on the trees and the mountainside. I can’t help but think I’m finally free to start the next chapter of my life. I was robbed of four years of my life; it was supposed to be five years. So, I’m glad for that small win. I’m getting out early due to good behavior and reassigned to a new pack.

***FLASH BACK*****

“HARDER!! DEEPER!! THAT'S ITS BABY, FIND MY SPOT!! f**k! YES! SHOVE THAT BIG FAT d**k OF YOUR DEEP IN MY ASS!! “I remember hearing my step-sister Carla scream out like she was in a lot of pain.

My chest started pounding, I found it difficult to breathe. I leaned against the wall for support. I heard her scream again in pain. Then I heard some kind of moving around in her room.

My stepparents weren’t home at the time. They were both teachers at the local high school and tonight was parent-teacher night. They asked me to come home to make dinner for them. So, it would be ready when they finally arrive home. Since I had finished helping set-up for Parent- Teacher Night. I always had straight A’s, so I didn’t need to stay. Everyone already knew my younger step-sister Carla was barely passing.

“STOP RUNNING, SLUT!! YOU WANTED THIS d**k!! YOU BEGGED ME FOR IT!! NOW TAKE IT!! STOP YOUR RUNNING, b***h!! YOU BEGGED ME FOR THIS d**k, REMEMBER!!!”

“NO! NO!” I thought. I know that voice it belongs to my boyfriend, future Alpha Hudson, my fate mate. How could he cheat on me with my stepsister? I stood there and asked myself for a few minutes. They are supposed to hate each other. He said he had to study for a college exam tonight. My stepsister supposedly had her period and wanted to stay home to rest. “LIARS! LIARS!!!”, I thought to myself as the anger inside of me boiled up.

Carla had always wanted everything I had, so this doesn’t surprise me. What surprised me was my boyfriend Hudson's betrayal.

When I was 15 years old and six months, he started hanging around me. He was extra sweet, charming and paid me a lot of attention. Eventually, he asked me out.

Hudson had quite the reputation as an arrogant player, a selfish dog and a serious womanizer. I told him we could date, but I was waiting for my fated mate to have s*x. So, he was wasting his time if that’s what he was after. He assured me he was O.K. with waiting.

When I turned 16 years old, and I sniffed out Hudson as my mate; I could tell he already knew.

That’s when the pressure for s*x started. I told him I wasn’t ready yet. I would graduate that spring at the young age of sixteen. I told him once I graduated, we could go away to his family cabin for two weeks, mate & mark. I even promised him, and he agreed to wait for me. I just wanted to finish one chapter of my life before I began a new one.

I didn’t want the stress and pressure of learning Luna duties and a new mate on top of trying to finish high school early. I didn’t think it was a big request, but I guess it was for him. I naively thought he had changed his ways for me. However, his parents still made me take Luna classes. They were eager to retire since they knew who his mate would be.

Hudson is four years older than me. After another sharp betrayal pain, I was pissed so; I bust into the room. I yelled,” HOW COULD YOU, HUDSON?!! HOW COULD YOU BETRAY OUR MATEBOND AND CAUSE ME PAIN ON PURPOSE?!!”

I remember watching as my stepsister Carla looked at me with embarrassment and guilt. As my mate turned to look at me with the most cruel and twisted grin on his face. He pulled his d**k out of my stepsister’s ass. He stood up and walked towards me naked, grinning down at me as if this whole situation was funny to him.

Carla grabbed her sheets to cover herself from me.

“Nola Aisha Gaye, this is all your fault! How long did you expect me to wait?! I have needs that you have been ignoring! Dammit!!” Hudson stated a little too calmly in my face.

“SO OUT OF ALL THE SHE-WOLVES, YOU HAD TO PICK MY STEP-SISTER?!! YOU COULDN’T FIND ANYONE ELSE TO BREAK MY DAMN HEART WITH?!” I remember yelling back at him.

He only replied in a cold and calm tone,” I heard she loves anal! I wanted to see for myself! She means absolutely nothing to me! This should teach you a lesson to make sure to keep your mate satisfied! So, I won’t look else where to have my needs met. Now, tell me YOUR SORRY, Nola! You are sorry for FORCING ME to have to resort to f*** one of the packs’ sluts!”

I remember standing my ground with him. I looked that bastard square in the eyes and declared,” I WILL NOT APOLOGIZE TO YOU, EVER!! YOU ARE A GROWN A** MAN! A DAMN ALPHA, FOR GODDESSS SAKE!! IF YOU CAN’T KEEP IT IN YOUR PANTS…. FOR YOUR FATED MATE!! FOR ONE WHOLE YEAR!! YOU AREN’T WORTHY OF ME!! YOU HAVE DISHONORED AND DISRESPECTED ME AND OUR MATEBOND!! I WOULDN’T EVEN TOUCH YOU NOW, IF……….”

Before I could say anything else, he punched me hard in my stomach. I saw red. I remember jumping on him. I started beating him up. I gave him two black eyes, busted his bottom lip and scratched him all over his face. I did a little damage to him before he grabbed me by my throat and squeezed hard. I remember being slammed hard against Carla's bedroom wall.

I remember hearing his wolf “Jet” whining in pain.

My wolf” Topaz” was crying. They loved each other.

Topaz never liked Hudson, but she knew it was a package deal. Jet loved us both. We knew this wasn’t his doing. This was all Hudson, but Jet would suffer for it. I really thought he was going to kill me. I saw Jet struggling to take control.

As I began to lose consciousness, he dropped me to the floor. My stepsister Carla just sat in the bed watching in fear.

I remember it all as if it was just yesterday, he announced to me in the coldest and most dangerous voice.

I have ever heard him use,” YOU have a CHOICE to make right now, NOLA!! CRAWL TO ME… RIGHT NOW AND …SAY SORRY!! COME SUCK MY D*** …AND MAKE ME c*m… IN FRONT OF CARLA!!! THEN… LET’S GO IN YOUR ROOM… AND F***!! SINCE YOU WANT TO PUT ON A SHOW IN FRONT OF CARLA!! LET’S GIVE HER A GOOD ONE!! OR…WE REJECTED EACH OTHER… RIGHT NOW!! AND…YOU REJECT THIS PACK …AS WELL AS AGREEING TO BE GONE OFF MY PACKLANDS IN AN HOUR!!”