Lilly
I stand there mystified as to how this night ended so drastically different then I ever imagine. When I thought about my first time with Cole after finding out we were mates again in my office I imagined us in bed for 24 - 72 straight hours fulfilling every carnal desire we have and exploring every inch of each other. After that first o****m with him I wanted to celebrate. I was so excited to finally mate with my childhood crush, my very first mate, and the man who always held the key to my heart no matter the time and distance we were apart. I let my guard down and totally forgot Nicholas was in my home. I never perceived him as a threat and that was my first mistake. Cole mentioned him becoming obsessed with meeting me but I could never fathom it driving him to the point of forcef
