31. KILLIAN
“What have I done?”
I stared down at my hands in shock. My fingers trembled in disbelief. I had tried to kill Kayla with my own hands. I had tried to end my own mate’s life. I had hurt her again.
“She's right. I'm a monster. . .I really am. I don't deserve her,” I breathed out in shock.
I slowly sank to my knees outside of my room door as I stared at the empty hallway where Kayla had run off from. My heart pounded heavily against my chest as my breathing became heavy.
“She has every right to hate me because I'm the true monster. . .I'm childless because of my bad behavior. It's not her fault. I brought this upon myself. She had no choice. . .” I muttered as realization sank into my brain.
I had screwed up. . .again.
I looked away from where she had disappeared and look
