19. The calm before the storm. Defne. I wake up slowly, so confused when I open my eyes and the first thing I find is a Matt focused on his phone. He's leaning against the headboard of the bed, sitting up and naked, the sheets covering just enough, but his chest is in full view and I'm silent for several seconds, staring at the gorgeous man next to me. He is so handsome. His gray eyes, despite what you would think, are so expressive. And the strength of his gaze is so penetrating, he could make anyone bend with a single glance. The scruffy beard and hair only add to the attractiveness of his already masculine face. Because he is so manly, there is not a single soft feature on his face, which is surprising considering the tenderness and softness with which he sometimes looks at me, tre