Terry's p.o.v I closed my eyes and relaxed, if forcing a marking and mating me would make him feel like a true alpha, then I wouldn't fight against him, it was useless either way. "Terry, look at me" he commanded, his warm breath slightly hitting my ear. Felix was pissed, but right now he wanted nothing more than to look at our mate and purr happily, everything was insane, he was treating us badly, but yet we liked it somehow. "Terry please," his whisper made my heartthrob. I felt wet drops fall on my forehead, I quickly opened my eyes and looked at Joshua, I felt angry and sad with myself, he had tears rolling from his cheeks, Felix whimpered. An alpha was suppose to be strong, a symbol of pride, possessiveness, and courage, but all I ever did was hurt him, I was breaking the alpha