My Fate Moon Goddess ( MXM )

TERRY'S  P.O.V  ( A.K.A TEY ) "Terry, Terry!" Stop ignoring your alpha! I sighed and faced Tom my alpha, also my childhood friend lazily.  "I seriously don't know why you want me to go to that stupid pack where they look at me like I'm a f*****g plague just because I'm not mated," I said with emphasis in my words because I didn't want to go. "Well f**k that asshole, you are my beta so you are coming with me period, and keep your asshole side in check, I don't want you to offend anyone when we reach that side," Tom yelled as he angrily stood up and walked out of his office.  "Well, that never gets old" Felix my wolf whispered. "Shut up" I yelled in my mind, I felt him retreat in my sub Conscious. So many may thought of me as a loser, perhaps an asshole, but the truth was that anyone could be one when they find out that the only person meant for them is dead or doesn't exist.   I am a beta in crescent moon pack, a very well known and respected pack, it's not the strongest but its the best pack I had ever known, many people avoid me and some hate and call me names behind my back such as the cold beast, rogue and many more, funny though, only a few have guts to confront me, but can you blame me?. I was born in a beautiful family of two respected betas, Mary my mum and Chris my dad, I was their only child, I was given everything I could ever want and trained to be the best beta for my pack, when I turned 18 Felix and I were overjoyed to meet our one and only love of our life but she never came. Felix being the opposite of me, a good nice wolf, he still had hope when we hit 19, while I had none, we searched for her in all neighboring packs until I gave up, when I turned 20 Felix was sad, angry and broken, that made me lose it, I distanced myself from my family and best friend Tom, I easily snapped at innocent people and cursed a lot, but I gladly did my job as a beta flawlessly that's why I was still the best beta for my pack. "Tey move it" Tom yelled using our packs mind link. I stood up and walked out of Tom's boring plain office and went outside where I found him waiting in his car. I slowly got in and sighed when he started the car. "Try and smile," he whispered. "No f*****g thanks," I replied coldly while looking outside the window. "Tey there is still hope," he said. Felix whimpered and I tensed, I hated it when people gave him False hope. "With all due respect alpha you have a mate and are soon having a pup, you don't know how I feel, and let's not bring the f*****g word hope in this s**t because I lost it a long time" I spat angrily looking at him. He sighed then focused on the road which I too gladly did.  I loved Tom a lot, he was more of a big brother to me although we were age mates, he met his mate the same year he turned 18, they wasted no time in mating and now he was expecting a pup, I was so proud and jealous of him although I didn't show it. I was afraid of even thinking what would happen to me or Felix, a wolf without a mate may turn rogue or die, I was sure I would turn rogue and that scared me a lot. "Tey we are here" Tom's voice pulled me out of my thoughts.  I slowly got out of the car, I hated the moon blood pack, their alpha was a good man but their Luna wasn't, she had a thirst for power and she gladly showed it. I looked at Tom who also got out and winked at me. "Smile Tey" he mind linked me as I looked at the huge pack house ahead of us, I was about to walk towards the house when a beautiful scent of roses mixed with mud hit my nose, Felix was up and ready to take over and follow the beautiful scent. I quickly followed the scent which led me in the forest, I completely ignored Tom who was telling me to get back, I ran until I saw four boys ahead, my guess was that they were 15 years old, they surrounded a little omega girl who was crying, I moved closer and stopped near them sniffing the air, they were so busy hitting the little girl that they didn't notice me. I growled angrily, they all turned and faced me in fear, three of the boys quickly ran away and called.  "Josh run" The little blond boy that remained, stood tall with pride. "Why the hell should I?, I am soon to be alpha of this pack, I fear no one," he said proudly as Felix jumped up and down in my head happily. "MATE!, MATE!" He said over and over in my head. It took me a while to process it all.  "Who the hell are you?" he asked as he angrily held my hand. I felt the tingles move all over my body, I shockingly looked in the kid's eyes. "Mate" Felix purred. "f**k no Felix, I'm not gay and this little alpha f**k can't be my mate!" I yelled out angrily as the boy froze in shock. "f**k!" I cursed as Felix whimpered.