Mel's POV
I stood watching the room that has housed me my whole life. The only times I didn't sleep here was when I had nights out or slumber parties with the girls and also when I was with the most handsome guy that I have ever been with. Oh just the thought of him is making a river lose down there. I feel so wet just thinking of him. But wait, why do I think he is handsome. I should be hating him. He is the reason I am in this mess. I hate him for how he treated me. I hate him for making me feel this way without him being here to satisfy me. Moreover I hate myself for feeling this way. I'm very disappointed in my body.
I'm so furious right now the only thing that could calm me was the thought of not seeing him again, I won't allow him to take my baby but the same thought made me sad.
