✤ Freya ✤ I’ve suffered plenty of panic attacks in my short life but yet this one seemed to be the worst. Ryder and my parents were patiently waiting for me in the office. I, on the other hand, had taken refuge in the closet bathroom. Trying to get my breathing under control as well as my rapid heartbeat. I looked at myself in the mirror and cringed, I looked pretty bad. I splashed some water on my face and it did a good job of helping me. Not much but enough. I knew I would have to face the music eventually, but I had been hoping, somehow, for some more time. I guess my luck is out. I splashed some more water on my face and took a quick drink. I straighten out my clothes (even though I didn’t need too) and left the bathroom. I was aware that somewhere in the pack, Cole was probably wonde