I glanced at you and I sheepishly smiled,
At your grins, my calm heart goes wild.
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What is this I feel every time you are near?
It is as though to me you are held dear.
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My chest warms up as my blood flows,
My heart rushes, and into your hand goes.
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You accept the love that I have confessed,
But then again and again you put it to the test.
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The universe falls away when we are alone together,
but when we're in the outside world, our love is over.
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You retreat into the walls that you built so high,
leaving me alone in darkness to bleed and die.
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But my foolish heart knows no better,
It still longs for you even if you never.
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It fights and hopes that one day you'll see,
That the love we've hidden was meant to be free.
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Who else was there when you were alone?
Is it not I, that helped you all along?
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I've given you chances, one too many;
Too frequent in fact, that love turned to pity.
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Some say that what we had was great if it was enduring,
but I've come to my senses and realized it was a love worth ending.
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A Love Worth Ending
a poem by Matthew Spades
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