*Mariah* How is it possible that my entire world has flipped upside down in the last 24 hours? I wonder to myself as I peer over the edge of the bed and eye the sexy man that's sprawled out on the floor next to it. I was completely terrified after what happened last night... and I really should still be scared, but for some reason, when I'm close to him, it seems like all of my worries start to fade away. When he hoisted me onto his back, and started running last night, an almost eerie sense of calm came over me. I've never really felt that way before. It's like all the fear I was feeling up to that point just melted away. It makes absolutely no sense, but I'd rather feel the way that I do now then feel the crushing weight of terror and panic that was running through me before. I gig