Nate’s pov
“Can’t you… just… you know… pull out?” she wiggled with her darker, perfect brows when I raised my own ones. Was she serious? That was stupid and dangerous, considering that I would not last that long, and I knew that.
“Sure…. In theory… “I made a grumbling noise when she giggled and pulled me closer like she didn’t care, but I did; this was stupid…. But I guess it was just one time; tomorrow, I would buy a whole f*****g carton of condoms. Oh, and kill Hayden; yes, that was a good plan!
“Nate… I’m not forcing you, but I really want you… like really want you baby…” my heart skipped when she smiled at me with her innocent face. Did she just call me baby? The warm, strong feeling that came with it made me not give a s**t anymore.
I just kissed her softly and pushed the first part inside. Oh f**k she was so tight, and the hard clenching made my d**k throb even more; she was going to kill me, she was!
“Oh my god…!” Madison was making all sorts of sounds when I pushed the last part inside, and I felt that I filled her up completely, like she was made for me.
“You good, Maddie?” she opened her eyes, and I saw that it did hurt… f**k! I knew I should do more, not just rush it; you suck, Nate!
“Yeah… just take it slowly, okay?” she made a brave smile when I just nodded, ignoring the d**k that just wanted to slam into her slender body and the magic p***y that was taking me all in when she made a face of hurt when I thrust a few times slowly, I just wanted her to feel good, that was it.
She closed her eyes when I attacked her neck again, making her moan. I could feel her start to relax, and my speed was picking up no matter what I had planned when she did gasps now, but not of pain, from pleasure pushing me on. I just wanted to f**k her hard!
“Oh, Nate, don’t stop! Whatever you do, don’t stop now!” she was hissing it out into the air when I was buried inside her neck, her long blond hair all over when I felt my stomach start to get strained and my back tense; she was going to make me c*m in no time when she was begging me to go harder, faster!
I felt her legs wrap around me, wanting to get closer when they were starting to shake; all of her was when she clasped her hand over her mouth not to scream all over the house when I was dying and thrust her hard and mercilessly feeling her walls milking me like crazy when her legs were falling down to the sides again and was just panting hard.
Her body made jerking motions when I made a curse, pushing my d**k hard inside her a few times more before I gave into the demanding pressure and just released it all over her flat stomach before falling down, f**k I was beaten.
We just were lying there, both spent, and I felt her hand over my head, caressing my hair; that felt so good when I still was lying on her, but she didn’t complain, not once like Melissa always did, wanted me off the second that I was done.
“Nate… omg that was… I mean…. Well, you f****d me good, no doubt about that…” She giggled when I looked up and saw her flushed face; she was happy and satisfied; I couldn’t ask for more; I really didn’t.
“Good….” I fell back down with my head, and she just laughed some more; it was beautiful, and I loved every second of her being here in my bed; she was never leaving that again if I had any say in the matter.
“Omg….” She just said that and kept stroking my hair, her slender fingers and nails scratching my scalp, and I could feel myself getting more tired… but that was not what I wanted; I didn’t want to sleep when I had the most beautiful girl in the world, right here underneath me. She had just let me f**k her for the first time. How the hell did I get so lucky?
“Nate…. Baby, you are about to fall asleep...” her voice was sweet when I just grunted back; I didn’t care at the moment; it just felt so good lying here with my head on her chest that was going up and down, like I could relax for the first time since I broke up with Melissa.
“Let's just hope that your Nana doesn't come to kiss you goodnight….” She was teasing me when I opened my eyes wide this time and looked up at her calm face; she was sad now, like she knew that I would freak out like I had been the virgin and not her.
” s**t!” I was already up and going for my boxer when she stayed right where I had left her and just watched me get dressed quickly, not moving when I had my shirt and shorts on; what the hell was she waiting for?! Nana didn’t knock, and she knew that I didn’t lock my door, and then she would find out that I had f****d Madison; oh s**t!
“Madison, get dressed?!” I panicked when she made a face that I knew instantly was a disappointment, and I hated myself for saying that, like I wanted her to get dressed; no. That was not at all what I wanted! I wanted her naked and just being in my bed, f**k her some more and then lie on her chest again; I wanted more of all that!
“Maddie… wait… wait, I didn’t mean it like that… s**t… I’m sorry…” She stopped when she was going for her dress that was on the ground, and I just stared at her in awe; her beautiful naked body and my c*m all over her stomach made me hard again. f**k!
“No. You meant it. Don’t lie to me; I know you are afraid of what she thinks, and you want me… well…. Let’s say that it’s not her dream for you….” She was dragging on her dress, and I stood there, feeling like s**t because I knew she was right about everything about Nana and me; she would hate me dating Madison, no matter what I felt about it.
“Well… goodnight then Nate…” Madison didn’t smile, and I wanted to stop her from going, just push her back into my arms and tell her that she was never leaving this room again, that she was mine. But I couldn’t; I just stood there, frozen, and looked at her helplessly when she unlocked the door, not even giving me a second glance, and then. She was gone.
The wheezing breaths were the first thing to hit me; the small hurls were the second one when I almost fell to the floor. Madison left when I stared at the door, just wanting to die. I didn’t stop her; she would never forgive me for this. Never.