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Chapter 5: Drunk mistake

Chapter 5

 Kayleigh

It's our last day here in Magaluf, and even though I was a little ... okay well very critical over this trip, it turned out to be fun. I actually had a lot of fun, and that’s very unusual for me. I have now realized that I like having fun. And the guys aren't so bad after all. Jeremy is different from other boys I've met. It starts to tickle in my stomach when I am around him. Maybe I’m just a tad smitten.

Right now, we're at a club, dirking and partying, we haven't been doing much of that, but since it's our last night we wanted to party real hard. I've never been drinking as much as I drink now, I feel how I am starting to feel drunk. But I'm not the only one. Kenna is in a corner, making out with Colin, both drunk. Lacey and Theo are making out right beside me at the bar, both also very drunk and Jeremy... Well to be honest, I've lost him, but last time I saw him he was also very drunk.

I ditch Lacey and Theo, I don't want to watch them love each other when no one loves me. I walk out on the dancefloor and start doing a crazy dance.

"Wohoo", I shout as I throw up my arms in the air as I continue to dance.

"Wow come on tiger!" Someone shouts.

I don't know who that was but that sounded very silly, I only dance even more, I try to imitate a stripper without the pole. From the shouts I guess I'm doing a good job. I feel weirdly satisfied with myself.

Suddenly I stop dancing when I see something. I see Jeremy. But he's not alone. A girl is clinging onto him and suddenly I feel anger start to boil inside of me. Where does the anger even come from?

"Dance!" Someone shouts.

Oh no. Now I have another drunk mission. To get that clingy girl off of my Jeremy! Wait what? Since when is he my Jeremy anyway? I storm off the dance floor and marsh drunkly right up to them.

"Hey you slut! Get off him!" I shout and pull her away from Peeta.

"Who are you to...?" She starts drunkly but I interrupt her.

"I'm a very drunk girl who gets jealous when you’re clinging onto my friend", I say angry.

What the hell did I just say? I must be drunker than I thought. Oh, I'm going to feel sick tomorrow. I push the girl away and then turn to Jeremy. He looks very drunk and confused. I jump up into his arms and lock my legs around his waist. He stumbles forward and I hit my back against the wall. I crash my lips onto his. They taste just like vodka. I kiss him aggressively and he kisses me back with the same kind of aggressiveness. My hands travel up to his head and my fingers starts playing with his hair. I pull his hair and he moan.

Oh god, hearing that moan turns me on. Now I'm wet and want him in the bed right now. I jump down from him, takes his hand and run with him out of the bar and back to the hotel. Once there, we run to his room and he drunkly looks for his key and when he gets it up, he opens the door. 

I push him into the room and onto the bed. I sit onto his lap and lock my legs around his waist as I crash my lips onto his and he falls with his back onto the bed. His hands sneak under my shirt and caress my back. He takes the shirt off me and throws it away. I take off his shirt and throw it away. I start kissing his neck and he starts moaning. I kiss down onto his collar bone, down to his chest, even further down to his stomach and then up again to kiss his neck and then his lips. As I kiss his lips, my hands start to fiddle with his jeans. I get them down and take them off him and throw them somewhere. He takes off my skirt and throws it over my head.

He flips me onto my back so he's over me and my hands starts to caress his back. He takes off my panties as he continues to kiss me. He kisses my neck and then down onto my collar bone and between my breasts, down onto my stomach and then he kisses my inner thigh. Okay now he's just teasing me.

I take off my bra and basically rips his boxers off before I take him and places him over me. He places his p***s before he starts to push it into my entrance.

My moaning goes crazy, and so does his. The rest of the night becomes a complete blur.

*

I wake up with the sun in my eyes. I feel very sick. I hear someone stir beside me and gets scared. What the hell? I look at the person and see Jeremy. What? What the hell? What did we do? I notice that I don't have any clothes on me ... And neither does Jeremy.

Oh god, please no. Please don't tell me I had s*x with Jeremy? I can't remember last night. I was so drunk, I can't remember. But it can't be more obvious, we're both lying naked in what I think is Jeremy's hotel room. It's not like we played cards or something. Unless it was strip poker that is... Then I notice how our clothes are lying around in the room in mess. Oh no! Oh god, how could I be so stupid? Suddenly I feel something wanting to get out of my throat. I get out of the bed and run to the bathroom with my hand over my mouth.

I throw myself over the toilet and throw up into it. After I'm done, I wash my stinking mouth. I take a towel to cover myself up before I walk out again. Jeremy is now awake and looks confused at all the clothes lying around, as he pulls his boxers up. He discovers me.

"What the hell did we do?" He asks confused.

"I think you know the answer", I say.

"But... Oh no", he says. "I didn't want to just have s*x with you because we were drunk, I wanted to... Ugh never mind, I... Wait hold on a second, you are on birth control, right?"

I freeze to the floor. I'm not on birth control. I've never had a reason to be on birth control since guys has never showed interest in me.

But if I tell him I'm not, he's just going to freak out and I'm sure everything is just fine.

"Of course, I am", I say and smile. It's the first time I smile at him ever.

He walks up to me. "You know you have a beautiful smile, right?" He asks.

"Tssss in your dreams, you've already hooked up with me, you don't have to say that stuff anymore", I mumble.

"What makes you think I'm one of those guys?" Jeremy asks in a voice that tells me I've hurt him.

"Doesn't matter", I mumble. "I need to get back to my room now". I collect my clothes and walk to the door.

"But Kayleigh..." Is the last thing I hear before I shut the door between us.