PROLOGUE -Bellamy
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Bellamy pov
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Pushing the dark door ,I run amid all the darkness surrounded around me
My legs feel like they are on fire as I rush through the doors ,on my way
As I hear his footsteps follow me , the sound of his steps ,getting louder every second
"I'm going to chase you down ,Bellamy "
I hear his threat amid my heavy breathing
And my heels clicking the cold floor
"Please
I did nothing " I cry out , a helpless cry as I reach the end of the room and that's the end ,as I see no further way to run from him ,i stand helplessly as I hit my head against the wall
A small sob escapes my eyes as I watch his shadow, through the corner of my eyes
And I hear his loud laugh ,as he takes his step closer towards me
Each of his step towards me , makes me feel soft acted like I'm chokinh on myself
I don't see his face ,but I feel his presence behind me ,as he stands inches away
"Please
I did nothing " I plead him with tears rushing down my eyes
But he shows me no mercy ,as his eyes narrows at me with a hate behind those dark eyes
Even though he's wearing a face hood ,I can notice the way he clenches his jaw as he pulls out the knife, out of his black suit as he points it at me
"No
Please " I beg him as I shiver under his look ,as he brings his hands around my neck as he shouts his words at me with rage
"I'm going to kill you "
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"Noo…." I scream out as I wake up from my dream, like almost everyday
The nightmares , leaving me shaking for my own life
My hand reach around my neck as I myself hold on to my neck , to feel any pain
But all I feel is numb
My whole body feel strained and I notice the blurness in my eyes as I feel my eyes wet
Tears rushing down my cheeks ,even without my knowledge or my control
I gasp as the window cracks open , but it's no one just the cold air
My steps are slow as I reach ,myself next to the window as I stare at the dark sky out
Trying to breathe in and out properly, as I feel my breath getting harder with each and every step I take
Another new place ,new room ,new house
But something remains constant
The fear of being watched, the fear that someone Is watching you through the dark
No matter how hard i try to push those thoughts, each night my fear only increases
But it's not just my thoughts
Everyday the nightmare returns and I know, I can feel his eyes
Sometimes, I can see the shadows ,but when I try to reach the shadow ,he is quick enough to leave
Without any trace behind him
Every single day , he follows me
Once I thought I was dreaming as I noticed
his dark eyes ,under his face hood
As he stood at my window glaring at me
I noticed the way his eyes looked at me ,as he clenched his jaw
For a second, I thought it was my dream ,my illusion
That my mind is just playing tricks on me but his shadow was gone , I rushed towards the window ,there were no clue left , but I smelled his cologne
And I knew it
My thoughts were not any illusions but It was the hard truth
After that day , i feel like i have turned kneel a coward
I feel my heart racing whenever I try to get to that door and check out the person
But no, my fear has got me
My stalker has got me
Being the Benjamin Caron's only daughter, I should be the bravest
Because my father owned the mafia for years but couple years ago he decided to quit and go clean
Sometimes i think , maybe someone is watching me and my family
Sometimes, i think i have gone crazy with those thoughts which I can't make sense to anyone
Breaking the doors of a Caron family is a impossible task
But….
But , I feel the fear
Constant
Several times ,i tried to bring this topic at home
The stalker has been ,following me since years now
But my father always laughs it off ,saying that I have been dreaming about it and everything is my illusions
And asked me not to watch any horror or thriller movies or read any such books
"Bella , don't start your child stories again
No one can even dare to enter our house without my permission
Just stop dreaming things for once "
This was the exact words that came out of my father's mouth ,the day I persisted that I have been stalked constantly
But I know for the fact that it's true
That I have been watched and I feel hopeless as I can do anything about it
Other than my family, who else will be ready to help me ?
Police ?
No way
Caron's reaching police is a dream talk
We don't trust them ,never have
They don't trust us either
They always have their doubts on my family and our activities
When I say I have no body, I mean I have no men who will scoop me up in their arms, and take me to a safe place
It's not the fact that my father doesn't want me to have a boyfriend
But it's Lucas
My step brother, Lucas
When my father got married to Ilma( my step mother ) , Lucas was eighteen.
My father ended up adopting Lucas too ,when the marriage was over
My childish behaviour , then fifteen year old brain ,was restless and rebellious
I was pissed that my father got married to someone else
And I wanted to do something rebellious
That's when Lucas got close to me
He showed his displeasure on his mother's marriage too
I found lucas nice
And somewhere even now ,he feels nice
There are two faces for Lucas and I like the good one
That makes me put up with his bad face
But I don't have a choice other than to put up with him
He has got his hands on my life and my body too
I wanted to spoil the trade deal for my father as my revenge act
And Lucas, helped me
At the end ,my father suffered huge loss
And his own team turned up against him
Which made my father , retire from his position ,made him give up everything
That night ,when my father was breaking his head for his loss
I was happy and partying with a sense of accomplishment
I was drunk, till my ass off
When I look back to that night, now I'll never want that to happen again
I made my worst decisions that day
I was fifteen ,too drunk for my age
And I lost my virginity to my step brother
When the night was over and the mistakes were done
There was no going back for me
Till date no body knows, it was me who was responsible for that one phone call that screwed up my dad's business and position
Except Lucas
He didn't only seek my virginity but also ,my freedom and my peace
He used it as his weapon to blackmail me when I was not pleasing him
My beautiful stepbrother turned out to be my night mare and my biggest regret till date
His sweetness was soon replaced with hatred and obsession for me
Sometimes I think , if I could get away with a murder like my father
I would never think twice to kill Lucas
But at the same time , he wasn't bad
Atleast not inhumane like now ,in the past
He seemed nice and there were days where I had him ,as my comfort
As day changed, he changed too
He turned into this new person ,I never met before
Everything changed in life…..
But one thing remained constant
My step brother abuse to me
And those stalking eyes who watches me with a hatred and revenge ,behind those hooded mask
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